Just like a grand stage play, the actors ended, the curtains were pulled down, the light was darkened, everything came to an end, the world of memory was gradually fading away, Lin Yingkong held his five fingers slightly with a little regret, but only the air was passing through the gaps between his fingers. He paused, lowered his hand, and walked towards the depths of darkness when the light was completely annihilated.

This seems to be another new world. In the quiet space, the footsteps that seemed abruptly swept around, and there was no echo for a long time. It seemed that this was an infinitely uninhabited area - Feng Rong's heart... This is Feng Rong's real inner world, very dark and empty, as if he couldn't hold anything, or he didn't want to put it in.

I don’t know how long I walked, but there was a beam of light suddenly in the boundless world. It looked just a small dot from afar. As Lin Yingkong approached, the dot of light gradually became larger, and a black-haired man in the beam appeared. He seemed to be in a daze. His handsome outline seemed even more sharp when he was not smiling. The angle of the phoenix eyes was like a bent knife, but he sat quietly in the only light in the world, but his body was slowly sinking, as if the floor was a soft and plain swamp, swallowing this man who could turn the world upside down in the outside world without hesitation.

——This is the twenty-seven-year-old Feng Rong, the real owner of this sea of ​​consciousness.

Lin Yingkong approached, stamped his feet, and then saw that his shadow was not consistent with his body. He was small, slightly curled up, like the little boy who would never dare to look up and stand up straight. Lin Yingkong squatted down and looked straight with Feng Rong through the beam of light. He pursed his lips slightly, relaxed his chin, and showed a smile that was almost the same as usual, gentle and warm. He whispered with a smile: "Minister, long time no see." Although he was still wandering in Feng Rong's memory just now, he felt that he had not seen his minister for a long time.

Feng Rong seemed to notice his existence only then, raised his eyelids, looked at him, and said after a moment: "You are here."

After he finished speaking, he sighed, with a little helplessness between his eyebrows. Lin Yingkong couldn't help but say, "Why should the minister sigh?"

Feng Rong said: "With you here, some decisions cannot be made too easily."

"Minister, what decision do you want to make?" Lin Yingkong asked, but Feng Rong stopped talking. He had to ask again and said, "Can I influence the Minister's decision?"

Feng Rong's tone was very plain, "Of course you can."

But the Minister of the Spirit Law Enforcement Department in everyone's impression is the only one who can stop it in important matters... But now those inherent impressions are beyond the limit. Lin Yingkong said seriously, "But Minister, you still let me in." When he was unprepared, he entered Feng Rong's sea of ​​consciousness without any obstacles. After walking through his memory, he gained a lot of joy and sadness. He was happy and sad.

Feng Rong's eyes became a little complicated, "Some things are beyond my control."

"Including this time?" Lin Yingkong said, "If you don't go out, you can't control it yourself, Minister?"

Feng Rong was silent for a moment, and when he spoke again, his tone was a little erratic, "You've seen it all."

He was talking about statements. Lin Yingkong understood that he was asking about those complete or scattered memories, so he nodded. He had seen too many things and too carefully, and his whole heart was heavy.

Feng Rong smiled bitterly, "Then you should understand why I am here."

"Why?" Lin Yingkong was slightly stunned, and then asked sadly: "Because you fell in love with me, so Minister, don't you want to face me? I don't understand, why?"

He asked two questions in a row. In the beam, Feng Rong's eyelashes trembled, and his whole body sank a little like a butterfly effect. Since he met Lin Yingkong just now, he has always maintained his usual expression of the Minister of the Spirit Law Enforcement Department. However, at this moment, some gaps were cracked and the shadow of the dark zombie in the past was found. It turned out that everyone said that the biggest weakness of the cold and cold dark zombie minister was actually emotion.

"You are right, I like you," Feng Rong admitted very calmly, but it was this calmness that made people feel even more strange, just like his strange tone at this moment, "This makes me... hopeless."

"What is hopeless?" Lin Yingkong thought that it would not be a romantic description like "shockless likes" - there was even an indescribable fear hidden on his minister's face. He, who was so powerful in the eyes of outsiders, was actually afraid of this emotion.

"Some people always say that what you get will eventually be lost," Feng Rong looked at him. One of them was in the beam of light and the other was outside the beam, but it seemed to be separated by the whole world. "But I have never gotten many things."

He was not greedy. He hoped for only a few things, but no matter what he wanted, he had never received it--whether it was his mother's forgiveness or Baili Mengyan's company, he had learned to stop asking for that expectation.

"...You can't do this," Lin Yingkong said aggrievedly, "You don't say anything, you do nothing," even had been alienating him and ignoring him a few days ago, "Why do you think you can't get it?" Why can't you treat me like you were to your mother or Baili Mengyan, and then fight for what you expect?

Feng Rong looked at him quietly, a little softness flashed through his eyes, but three-point pain mixed with it, "You always......"

"Hmm?" Lin Yingkong didn't understand what his words meant.

"I said, you always do this, stay by my side, accompany me, help me, support me when I make decisions, stand by me when I am helpless, but will not indulge my depravity. When you are looked at by your eyes, it seems that this person is always the best and most cherished person in your eyes..." Feng Rong spoke very slowly and his pronunciation was very clear, "Yingkong, what exactly did I make you feel that it is worth it for you to do this?"

Lin Yingkong was silent at first, and then the atmosphere around him became gentle. He had conceived countless romantic scenes, but he never thought that he would explain his feelings in such a place. But he still said softly in the most confident words: "Minister, you are not nothing anymore. You have friends, confidants, spiritual security bureau, and the field team of the General Office, you and me... Do you know, this is the sixth year that I like you, Minister, nothing can make me happier than your response - what is the difference between whether it is worth it? I want to be nice to you. Can this be measured by value?"

Like Feng Rong, he broke every word and sent it out from the tip of his tongue, for fear that the other party would miss a word, but Feng Rong's expression was not the joy of getting what he wanted, but became more and more complicated and unpredictable, and finally settled into a heavy condensation.

Lin Yingkong was originally waiting for the minister's response nervously and happily, but Feng Rong's expression infected him. His emotions of excitement and anxiety were slowly frozen. He called out in confusion: "Minister?" Why... your expression is still so sad?

"Actually, I guessed it more or less," Feng Rong said after a long silence, "I have been thinking about this when I came back from Sansang Academy."

Lin Yingkong pursed his lips. He knew that his performance after the poisoning had leaked enough clues to attract the other party's attention, "That's why you alienate me?"

"I said, some things are uncontrollable," Feng Rongdao said in a plain tone, just like when he was in front of everyone. However, he obviously started to be alone with Lin Yingkong this year and he would have been much more relaxed, but at this time he was all back to his original form, "I can't control myself to get close to you."

"Why?" Lin Yingkong couldn't help asking, his speech speed was a little faster than before. No matter who knew that people who had always been in love with him and also liked him, not to mention that they each expressed their feelings just now. So how did their relationship reach this point?

"I'm scared." Feng Rong slowly closed his eyelids, as if he was forcibly pressing some emotion into the depths of his eyes, making people unable to see clearly.

Lin Yingkong laughed and said, "You are a dark lever, a dark lever of the Spirit Security Bureau, what are you afraid of?" After seeing the memory of the dark lever, this sentence was a bit hurtful. Lin Yingkong didn't mean to say that, but he was wronged. He finally waited until the minister finally got enlightened. Why did the minister say so frankly and neatly when facing Baili Mengyan, and hesitate and hesitate about his affairs?

Feng Rong really showed a hint of unbearable meaning, but it quickly covered it up again, so fast that Lin Yingkong couldn't even get through to say "I'm sorry", "You're right, I'm a dark lever... But because I'm a dark lever, I'm afraid."

"What are you afraid of?"

"I'm afraid of that kind of life," Feng Rong's tone was cold and his expression was also frozen, "that kind of life is just relying on others to live."

Lin Yingkong seemed to have captured something key in a flash. He said uneasy: "Minister, you mean..."

"Are you jealous of my feelings for Meng Yan?" Feng Rong suddenly changed his mind and asked, "When I still like Meng Yan, he seemed to be the only one in my whole world. For him to become stronger, to participate in the selection of the Ling Security Bureau, for him to die, to become considerate, and to be considerate, I wish I could give him everything so that he could live a good life and a good life... Yingkong, you have been by my side for years, and no one can see my life better than you. You said, you like me, you have loved me for six years, so at that time, have you ever been jealous of the feelings I gave to Meng Yan?"

Lin Yingkong was speechless and paused for a long time before nodding with some difficulty, "Well, I've been jealous."

He is gentle and considerate, but he is not a saint. The most important thing is that Feng Rong is too kind to Baili Mengyan - it is a kind of feelings that cannot be agreed with by others, but it is enough to make people envy and jealous of the feelings that can be obtained. Sometimes he is jealous and goes crazy, but he can only watch like this, watching the person he loves for others, and becomes crazy.

Feng Rong said coldly: "But I don't want to continue like this anymore."

Lin Yingkong was stunned for a moment, "...Minister, what do you want to say?"

"I like you, and you will indeed be a good partner. When I chose to rise to the top in the years, I had already given up that peaceful and peaceful life, but I feel very at ease with you..." Feng Rong said, red bloodshots slowly covered his eyes, "Yingkong, you are a person worthy of love for all your efforts. You should get a very beautiful and pure relationship, and a person who has sincere and clean feelings for you... But this person will not be me."

"—I am tired and afraid, and I don't want to take on another relationship."
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