The previous second thought he was trying to see the bright moon by pushing away the dark clouds, and the next second he was at the end of his life. Lin Yingkong said incredibly: "Minister, are you rejecting me?" He had thought about many scenes of expressing his feelings. He had guessed that the minister would be surprised, hesitant, and unconscious, but he had never thought that Feng Rong would say so firmly that he did not need this relationship and deny all the possibilities between them!

Lin Yingkong's expression was filled with a sense of injury. Feng Rong's eyes flashed. When he looked over, he had returned to the coldness. His tone was a little erratic, as if he was immersed in some distant memory. "You have asked me before, can you tell you about my real name or my past."

"You'll tell me if you have the chance."

"I never hoped that there would be this opportunity."

Lin Yingkong was stunned at first, then nodded helplessly, his throat sore with bitterness, "I understand your difficulties, Minister."

"This is not a problem," Feng Rong said, with deep eyes, "This is a secret, a secret I want to hide in my life."

"...even Mr. Baili, you never thought of telling him?"

"No," Feng Rongxing said slowly, "I don't even want to think about it, why do I still say it?"

Lin Yingkong asked: "Minister, do you think that is your shame?"

"No, that's just something I don't need," Feng Rong said, "Are you very surprised that my sea of ​​consciousness has not refused you to come in?"

Lin Yingkong had already realized something, "You said you like me..."

"Yes, just like mom and Meng Yan, the only feeling corresponds to the only effort, Lin Yingkong," Feng Rong called his name in a tone that had never appeared before, as if he put these three words between his lips and teeth and chewed. Love and hate were no longer distinguishable. "This feeling was just the beginning. I dare to say no now, but I have already begun to have no reservations about you."

——There are always some people who exhaust everything for love.

Lin Yingkong couldn't feel happy because he saw Feng Rong's calm appearance, the shadow of the little boy was curled up on the back of the light with his knees... trembling.

"Just as you said, I'm no longer completely gone. I have my career, my friends, my subordinates, these are my hard work over the years. Meng Yan also said that I will not give up these hard work because of him... I pulled myself out of the world full of Baili Mengyan, but I don't regret it. I will repay my sins and protect the people behind me. I regret that I can't bring me any redemption... Then I found out that I fell in love with you." After leaving Baili Mengyan's side

At the beginning, Feng Rong was reborn. In the first eighteen years of his life, his direction was his mother. In the next nine years, he followed Baili Mengyan and walked stumbled. After they left his sight one by one, no one could let him face the ups and downs with courage. After being lost for a few months, Feng Rong finally decided to live for himself. No one supported him and left alone, but there was a person in his life named Lin Yingkong, who helped him get out of that shadow!

"What's next?" Feng Rong recalled his miserable memory for half his life. No matter how powerful he was over the years, what was firmly engraved in his heart was always those who survived in filth and incompetence, or the pursuit that was always pursued but was destined to be unable to keep. "I will pay more and more attention to you, and like you more and more. I will not help but care about your thoughts. I will be influenced by your words. I will want to be with you all the time and understand everything about you... Until one day, I will be as powerful as before, and I will only be you in my eyes. I have become a person who was absolutely impossible to become for Meng Yan. Then in the future, I will make more changes because you want me to become that person!"

Family affection and love may be beautiful things in the eyes of many people, but for him, they are one of the sources of the ups and downs of his life. He will not be unwilling to give but not get it. He is just so tired, so tired.

Feng Rong stretched his back straight in the beam, connecting it from his head to his back into a straight line without any misalignment, like a king in the huge dark world, proud and lonely, "Yingkong, I am not rejecting you, I am rejecting myself."

Reject that unbearable dark figure back then.

After so many years, Feng Rong has grown up to be a man who can stand alone or even hold up half of the spiritual security bureau. However, the colder he is in front of outsiders, the fragile his heart is. New memories and power can never cure the sickly thoughts in his heart. He still feels that he is the little boy who is disliked by thousands of people, so he never guessed that all the motives of Lin Yingkong treating him are from love; so after he is moved, he can't help but give everything to the person he loves, the love of that woman, Baili Mengyan's different eyes, who makes him always ask for things he can't get, the more he asks for.

No, the more you desire. Now, he has reached the position of being a superior person, having something that many people have been busy for a hundred and thousands of years, but he has begun to be attached to the peace and warmth that Lin Yingkong gave him - but this is not worth it. Lin Yingkong is willing to give it, but Feng Rong dares not accept it. He cannot be a person who cares about life. The best twenty-seven years in his life have been dedicated to his mother and Baili Mengyan without reservation. He has almost lost everything for this. Even though Feng Rong is now in a glorious place, the things he lost are far beyond these, and... without dignity.

——This time, he wanted to live his own life.

"This is what you are afraid of," Lin Yingkong looked at his gradually sinking body and asked softly, "You are afraid that you will become the original dark leopard, and finally stay alone in the same place with nothing... You are afraid of using death to escape me, right, Minister?"

His voice was light and gentle, full of understanding and indulgence, and it was no different from the tone when he said, "Minister, why did you stay up late to read the file again?" Feng Rong's eyes suddenly turned red, and the strength that was originally unsparing finally revealed a bit of fragility at this moment. "This is not your fault, it is me who is sorry for you, Yingkong."

"You should indeed say sorry, Minister, why did you decide to escape without asking me the answer?" Lin Yingkong's tone gradually became tough, Feng Rong was slightly stunned, and then he felt a shadow covering him. Lin Yingkong's lips fell on the center of his eyebrows, then fell down, and then to the corner of his mouth, fleeting, as light as a feather.

Lin Yingkong retreated back to the darkness after falling a kiss, retreating to the safe distance that did not allow Feng Rong to be nervous. "I have watched your memory all the way. I know your life better than anyone else... No, before that, no one was closer to you than me. I knew your personality and your temper. I could fully understand the decision you made now, but this does not mean I can accept it." He frowned slightly, and this made him look very serious and focused. "You will become like that because your mother does not love you at all; you will become stronger and stronger because Mr. Baili is not the one who cherishes you. Who would not want to protect the person you love? Then Minister, let me be arrogant - if you confuse me with your mother and Mr. Baili, I will be really angry."

"In my eyes, the Minister will always be a pillar of the Lingshi Bureau, but he is also an ordinary person. He will be tired, have feelings, and will never understand. I am hinting that I really like you very much. I have thought more than once how good it would be if I met you earlier, and Mr. Baili would not be taken first. But I know that this is impossible. Like it only takes a second. I happened to fall in love with you in that period. A little earlier or later. Maybe the result will be different. I will envy you for your feelings for Mr. Baili, but I don't like the way you give. Why do you like someone so humble? This is obviously a very beautiful emotion. It will be painful and sweet. It will definitely not be a single aspect that will never be given."

Lin Yingkong blinked and suppressed the sour meaning, "You said this, I am really sad. You will make me feel that I have done a lot of things, but I don't feel anything... Minister, this is called /love. You cherish me, I also want to be nice to you. You think my existence will make you feel at ease, and I will also feel that accompanying you makes me happy. I also like the energetic you. I am very lazy. I like to be by your side and stay with you. It doesn't matter if you become stronger and stronger. I will keep up with you. It doesn't matter if you don't want to be so tired. I can walk around with you. After all, you still prefer the life of the Lingsafe Bureau... It's proud and strong, but your heart is very soft. This is the best. Why do I hope you become someone who will only give me all your wealth to me?"

"Druging one's life is not my pursuit, so, Minister, don't reject me anymore, and don't reject yourself," the whole world was silent, dark, Lin Yingkong stretched out his hand to the man in the only beam of light, and smiled, warm and gentle, "I will stay by your side and watch you not let you become another person... Leave here with me and live the life you want, okay?"

Feng Rong seemed to be stunned, slowly moved her gaze down, staring at his hand for a long time - for so many years, this was the only person who would extend his hand to him.

God is still not completely mean to him.

The black-haired man suddenly bent his lips and smiled. Since entering this sea of ​​consciousness, Lin Yingkong has never seen him laugh so easily. "Whether it is my mother or Meng Yan, they are my relatives, and I can't choose it. But Yingkong, meeting you and getting your likes, should be the luckiest thing in my life. You make me feel..." His voice slowly lowered, "You deserve me to fall deeper and deeper."

The words gradually drifted away in the quiet world. Feng Rong felt that there was nothing under her body. A whirlpool-like black hole swallowed the only light in the darkness and swallowed it towards his body. Even his shadow was pulling him down, but Feng Rong was not panicked, but instead, with a kind of liberation calmness, letting himself fall.

Just like that, end, this life has been completed.

The next second, the feeling of falling suddenly paused. Feng Rong raised her head and saw Lin Yingkong rushing over and grab his hand. He asked in shock and sadness: "Why don't you believe me?"

Feng Rong felt the pulling force that wanted to tear him into two, and slowly shook her head, "I don't believe in myself after all."

"But I believe you!" Lin Yingkong roared. This was probably the first time he dared to yell at Feng Rong in recent years. "I don't care what you were like before. Anyway, the dark leopard I know is the minister of the Spirit Law Enforcement Department. He reversed the situation of the anti-alliance war. He led the Spirit Law Enforcement Department to beat the demons and ghosts who committed crimes to the death. He accompanied the Heavenly God to clear obstacles and establish a new order that everyone must obey. He is an idol of a bunch of people in the supernatural world... I fell in love with a person who almost nothing can be done. My love rival can fill hundreds of Spirit Law Enforcement Codes.

Some departments, my minister will always face difficulties..." Feng Rong's hand gradually slipped away from his fingers. He gritted his teeth, and the dark shadows were divided into several pieces and rushed into the vortex and wrapped around Feng Rong's body. He fought with the vortex to gain ownership of this person, and tore the shadow of the boy holding Feng Rong and sinking hard from him. "Minister, you are no longer the child at the mercy of others. Starting from your thinking about living your own life... You can let yourself go in front of Mr. Baili, why don't you believe that you can be yourself in front of me?"

One of the slender shadows broke from it with great pressure. The next second he was unyielding to put it back together and strangled Feng Rong's waist. Lin Yingkong clenched his hand tighter and dragged it upwards. The blue veins spread from his arms to his neck, but cold sweat fell from his forehead along his cheeks and touched the corners of his lips. He roared with silence: "Since you dare to let yourself sink, why don't you dare to climb up with me?"

Cold sweat dripped on his face. Feng Rong, who was tilting his head, suddenly closed his eyes. The warm liquid rolled out from the corner of his eyes and was swallowed up by the vortex mouth. On the contrary, his whole body was lifted up and hung up in the air. Then he was suddenly hugged by a pair of hands, and then pushed hard in a certain direction. He hit something hard. After the sky turned, his consciousness was suddenly attacked by the blank.

I don't know if it was a second or a minute, Feng Rong felt that his whole body suddenly weighed, as if his erratic soul suddenly put on some thick shell. He tried his best to open his eyes, and a soft and hazy light slowly unfolded in front of him. The arrangement of the special ward belonging to the headquarter of the Ling Security Bureau was reflected in his eyes. Feng Rong's consciousness was still a little confused. He was stunned for a long time before he realized that a tight gravity seemed to be applied on his hands, which even made him feel a little painful. He turned his head and saw one hand holding his hand with various instrument tubes, and on another bed side by side, the gentle man slowly sat up, got out of the bed, leaned over and squatted in front of him, and pressed his cross-clear hands tightly against his own heart.

Lin Yingkong blinked hard a few times, but he still couldn't hide his red eyes, but he still smiled and choked and said, "I'll hold you, Minister."
Chapter completed!