Volume 6: I heard that it was love (14)
"Just!" The dark leopard seemed to have been stepped on into some minefield, and his eyebrows showed a faint anger. "In the end, I was the only one who could be with Yan, so I would wait for him all the time. It doesn't matter if there are any twists and turns in between. But you were provoked and had a fight with Yan in a few words. What are you using to question my feelings?"
The Minister of the Ling Law Enforcement Department was furious and could make the entire Ling Security Bureau turn upside down. Si Qianxu was not afraid, but the smile on his face also disappeared with his words. "Yes, my emotional foundation with Meng Yan is unstable, but at least we are willing to try to get in... And what else did you do except wait blindly?"
"I can give him everything I have," the dark leopard's chin slightly raised, as if he was contemptuous, "Can you?"
Si Qianxu asked the same question as Lin Yingkong: "What do you think Meng Yan wants?"
The dark leopard didn't think about it, "Anyway, I will do my best to give him whatever he wants."
Si Qianxu looked at him with some confusion, "Do you want Meng Yan to be grateful to you or be with you?"
The dark girl frowned slightly, "I didn't plan to change anything with these. It's mine after all, it's mine."
But Lin Yingkong knew that he said - my sins have been following me, and I am destined to get nothing... This is the retribution I deserve.
Si Qianxu didn't argue with him anymore. After looking at the watch, he said politely: "Meng Yan is still waiting for me at home, so I won't talk to Mr. An. I will talk about it next time I have the chance." After that, he crossed the dark lane and went to the other side of the road. When he passed by the dark lane, he whispered, with three-point compassion in his eyes: "In fact, no matter how much you give, what if you do, Mr. An., the qualification of a lover cannot be obtained by spending a lot of money. You are the one who feels that you are not qualified to be with Meng Yan."
The dark leopard was shocked, but he couldn't see it on the outside. He still maintained his straight posture, like a proud and strong king. Si Qianxu turned around and saw that he had no flaws in the spirit law enforcement department. However, Lin Yingkong saw that he placed his hands tightly in his trouser pocket, as if he was desperately dragging his ragged self-esteem over, rubbing and clenching it tightly, so that the other party could not see any weakness.
This is the appearance of the minister Lin Yingkong is familiar with, but at this time, his eyes never clearly saw everything about the Dark Leaf so clearly.
——He is inferior.
No matter how glorious the dark leopard is, he still has not walked out of the shadow of the cowardly and helpless child back then. His father is unknown, his birth has ruined countless lives, his birth has ruined his family, he has left his mother with nothing, and his never-being powerless in front of Baili Mengyan... The past is deeply entangled with him like a curse. Even though he has grown into a completely different man from that time, he cannot get rid of those things that have run through his entire memory and continue to entangle.
Lin Yingkong knew that Si Qianxu was not as sure as he said now, but the secret girl didn't know that he only knew that there was such a person, excellent, good-tempered, capable, and most importantly, Baili Mengyan liked him... One day, he would completely take away his pillar - the pillar he has struggled since he was eighteen to this day.
——And he had no choice.
The proud man turned around and left after Si Qianxu's figure completely disappeared from sight, and did not call for a taxi. He just walked along the curb alone. As he walked, he might be tired. The too strong loneliness slowly leaked from him. Lin Yingkong just watched it. When he recalled the way Feng Rong said that he would act emotionally in Zunou Village, he suddenly felt that he was too self-righteous. He felt that the minister and Baili Mengyan would not be together in the end, so he would only keep a demeanor and take care of Feng Rong, but when Feng Rong needed to rely the most, he waited with peace of mind, letting him pretend to be strong and powerful, spend every day alone.
No wonder Feng Rong never thought that he would really like him.
When the scroll of memory unfolded again, according to the progress of time, Lin Yingkong thought that he would see the scene where Dark Eye and Baili Mengyan completely cut off the ambiguous feelings. At that time, Dark Eye was obsessed with pulling Baili Mengyan by his side, but he developed a devil and was used by others. Not only did he let a group of people in the field team of the General Office bend down because of his disappearance, but even Baili Mengyan was dragged by him and could not save Si Qianxu, allowing the latter's soul to wander in the cracks of time and space to return home... For a long time, this was a heart disease that the minister could not let go.
But as soon as Lin Yingkong stepped into the new world of memory, his eyes had just adapted to the change of light from dark to brightness, he suddenly saw the tall figure leaning back and falling down. The young man with a gentle face rushed over and took him into his arms. When he saw his bloody hands, the young man's eyes were filled with care and rare excuses.
——This is the end of the story of the Dark Port and Baili Mengyan, but it is the beginning of the story of Lin Yingkong and Feng Rong.
"Minister, what's wrong with you?!" The young man forced himself to calm down, slapped the bleeding talisman at the hand of the hidden zombie and hurriedly hugged him and walked out.
The dark leopard was actually in great pain. Seeing that the assistant who had always been polite and could not make mistakes was actually haggard, he couldn't help but make a joke to relieve the tense atmosphere around him. "Okay, Yingkong, I will write this report so that those old guys can't make any mistakes. Don't frown."
"It's best... Wait, who is concerned about the report? Minister, what you have to consider is to go to the hospital quickly!" Unfortunately, the dark leopard obviously has no humorous cells. The young man felt helpless when he heard it. He seemed to have a relaxed conversation and put him in the back seat of the car parked not far away. After a simple inspection, the young man frowned, "It's a spell back... Minister, you are really messing around."
The blood loss and the loss of spiritual power have made the dark leopard feel a little dizzy, but he didn't care and suddenly called out: "Yingkong."
The young man who had just notified the exclusive medical staff of Ling Safety Bureau to come here subconsciously responded: "Hmm?"
"It's over." The dark lance only said three words, with a light tone. He thought he would be unwilling to accept it, but in fact these words were indescribable calm and calm. His face was very pale, and his deep and cold eyes were shrouded in the warm spring light coming in through the car window. He finally took off his disguised shell, his eyes softened, and he said seriously: "I'm not sad, really."
Lin Yingkong stood at the angle of the bystander and looked at the former minister and himself, and also saw the dark hole's eyes very clearly. He thought that if he could see this look at that time, he would not have repeatedly disbelief of the minister, who had really let go of Baili Mengyan.
"But Yan doesn't forgive me, I will become a person." The hidden girl said in a joking tone.
——What did you want at that time?
"No." The young man blinked slowly and said confidently, holding the dark zombie's hand slightly forcefully, brushing his sense of presence.
The dark lance was stunned for a moment, curling his lips slightly, "My loyal assistant, are you hinting that you are with me?"
The young man nodded and murmured: "I won't leave, Minister, I really won't leave..."
The dark leopard's consciousness had begun to float away. He listened to the young man's voice, and sighed a little bit out of guard and a little bit clear. He was happy, but he didn't believe it.
——In fact, you just need someone who can walk along with you, right?
This person doesn’t need to love you or think about you. You don’t need this person to do anything for you. You don’t even have to believe in the other person’s words and actions. You just need a direction mark, a sign that points you in a dark journey of life. This... is enough.
Feng Rong's soul became weaker and weaker, but Lin Yingkong had a vague premonition. He continued to walk through the memories of the minister, and then counted in his memory the scenes that could make the other party remember deeply. They fought side by side, and they had a tacit understanding. They used six years of running-in to become the closest people to each other. Unfortunately, the distance between the heart is always separated by an vague distance, because Lin Yingkong dared not easily overtake, because the dark zombie was unwilling to give in.
Lin Yingkong stood invisibly in the office of the Minister's Office of the Ling Security Bureau headquarters. Luo Cheng, who turned into "Listen to me", said, "I am also a coward. I deceived myself and thought that it would be enough to be good to him, but I didn't have the courage to fantasize what to do if I got this person... It's not difficult to pay, but what qualifications are you qualified to get it?" Under the light of the dark zombie's face, Lin Yingkong closed his eyes unbearably. After a few seconds, he forced himself to open his eyes wide and watch all this, watching how he tried in various ways, and how the minister did not investigate the meaning behind his actions.
But there are always some things in the world that cannot be concealed, and emotions are one of them, and some things will always be broken inadvertently.
In the underground secret room of Sansang Academy, the young man held his beloved in his arms with three-point confusion and three-point deep affection. The man who had always been arrogant and confident suddenly panicked outside his invisible sight - he was surprised, confused, and he could not control himself to push away the warmth belonging to the human body, but he was also sad because of it.
Lin Yingkong suddenly felt his nose sore, and he had been with him for six years. It turned out that his minister was finally willing to be moved by him. He waited for a long time, and even though he had a premonition, the sudden truth still made him feel helpless and sad.
Chapter completed!