When the hidden lance said this, he finally revealed his true emotions. The pain was like flowing water from his eyes that would only have resoluteness and calmness in the days to come. This was obviously just a child who was more than ten years old, but his eyes were no longer in his innocence and ignorance that a child of this age should have. Lin Yingkong almost thought that he had seen an old man gradually entering the dusk, and he regretted deeply because of his youthful memory.

"I can..." Lin Yingkong heard his voice sounding a little hard, and even paused for a long time but couldn't continue his second half. In fact, he had asked Feng Rong for this question, but he refused it completely. He said at the time that he would say it when he had the chance, but his expression seemed to be more like he planned to bury these memories forever. So when facing this past sweetheart, Lin Yingkong could not hide his desire at all. No one didn't want to occupy the life of the person he loved deeply, from birth to entanglement to death, he never missed every minute and every second. "Can I hear you talk about your past? Maybe it would be better if you say it out."

The dark leopard was slightly stunned. It didn't seem to think he was very presumptuous. Instead, it seemed that he never thought he would say in front of him that he wanted to hear him. His loneliness had penetrated into his bones, and even seemed overwhelmed by Lin Yingkong's actions of asking about the stories along the way, "I... that's not something worth listening to."

"I just want to hear it," Lin Yingkong said. He sorted out his emotions and smiled. The smile had a gentle comforting meaning. He treated his family or witnesses who were beneficial to them countless times. But he didn't expect that one day would be used to deal with his ministers. But he smiled more carefully than others. "Although you don't know me, you can tell me... Just treat it as the repayment of that bowl of porridge. You know, it was difficult to find food at that time last night." The place where the dark leopard was was too remote and poor. When he went out, he asked several people and roughly confirmed that this was a small county town in M ​​City. By the age of Fengrong entering the Ling Security Bureau, it had been merged by other county towns and disappeared from everyone's sight.

"It's just a bowl of porridge, I should thank you. You have helped me a lot..." said Anlei, his tone gradually weakening, "I never thought anyone would help me like this."

At that moment, the sadness suddenly surged in my heart even more violently than before. Lin Yingkong suppressed his voice and said, "It's okay, it's just temporary... In the future, you will meet many people, who will be with you, help you, support you, and be proud of you." The field team of the General Office, the Ling Law Enforcement Department, the Ling Security Bureau, and him, will do this.

But the dark leopard has not yet predicted the future. He only smiled pale after hearing this confident comfort, his eyes were still heavy and mist, and there was no hope. "Maybe you won't think so after listening to my past. I'm a disaster for my mother and mother's family, and even this county."

He was talking about "mom's family", as if he was not part of this family.

"It's not like this..." Lin Yingkong wanted to retort, but unfortunately he couldn't speak at this time, because the dark leopard's eyes didn't seem to change anything because of his meager comfort.

"Didn't I just say that my mother wanted to be with that man, but she didn't know who the man was, what his name was, and what kind of identity he had, because they used code names when they were together... But she loved him, maybe for her mother, love could represent everything, so after the man left, the mother told her grandparents that she was going to find him and marry and have children with him. Grandpa and grandma disagreed, so she went secretly. In fact, my mother was very powerful when she was young. She went to many places alone, but she couldn't find that man."

Lin Yingkong thought that of course she could not find it, because at that time the Baili family was a well-known family among the magicians in the supernatural world. Before the sunset was still there, even the elderly heads of the family had to ask for help from their outstanding descendants. As the bloodline of their family, how could it be easily found by an unknown woman and asked him for responsibility when they met him?

"Then my mother found out that she was pregnant," said the secret lair. When he mentioned this, his expression was strange, as if it was such an unforgivable thing. At the same time, his tone was also very cold. The pain that was drawn to his bones was said lightly by him, as if it was really not important and he didn't care. "So my mother had to go home. After grandparents learned the news, they suddenly became ill. They hoped that their mother would have abortion because they did not need a child with unknown fathers."

"What's next?" Lin Yingkong couldn't help but interrupt his empty words.

The hidden leopard was suddenly pulled back from his almost immersed mood and could not extricate himself. He looked at him slowly, as if he had woken up from a dream. After a while, he continued: "Next... the mother refused to abortion. At that time, she felt that the man would always come back to find her. She would be with him. They would have a happy family, a smart and well-behaved child..." When he said this, he choked because he found that he was too far from his mother's standards. He would never become a smart and well-behaved child in her mind. "So she insisted on giving birth to me."

"This is not an unwise decision," Lin Yingkong said, "I always feel that every life should be respected."

"Maybe, but some people are indeed a disaster when they are alive. They will always only affect the people around them. Is there still a need for such people to exist?" The hidden girl said softly. He was clearly refuting Lin Yingkong's words, but his appearance seemed too timid. Lin Yingkong didn't even know how to answer the conversation. He said to himself: "Grandpa was born in a very ancient family. Although he was the only one left in his generation, he still adhered to the traditions in the family, and his mother was taught very well - really, the mother in the past was not like this.

I've seen her photos. She was beautiful and excellent at that time, otherwise the man wouldn't have treated her... Wouldn't that? - Fraud with the family for that man, probably the most rebellious thing my mother has ever done in her life. Grandpa couldn't accept that her proud daughter did this... Well, it was a humiliating thing. They quarreled every day, and for a while, they even started fighting. Grandma couldn't stop her, but Grandma was also from a scholarly family. Her mother's actions had a big blow to her, and she couldn't agree with her mother's approach."

"But you were still born, which proves that your mother still loves you." Lin Yingkong said this from an objective perspective. He just saw the madness of that woman last night, but he felt a little resentful of this woman that made Feng Rong live such a difficult life.

"No, she doesn't love me, she just needs me to keep that man-she thinks a child is the hub for maintaining a family, so she said that," Dark Blinked slowly. These things were probably not mentioned by his mother once and twice. He spoke it with skillfulness without needing to add more memories, like when there was no one in the night, memories bit by bit, blurting out his pain when he had the opportunity. "It's a pity that man didn't come back, and my birth also ruined my mother's own family."

Lin Yingkong vaguely noticed something, "It has something to do with your mother's body?"

"Yes," the dark lance couldn't help but look back, but at this angle, she couldn't see the situation in the room. He could only be sure that his mother was still in a coma and never woke up. "She used to be so outstanding and beautiful, she should have a better future... But my birth destroyed her body." So she could only stay in this house that was about to collapse with resentment and hatred, full of energy and decay, and her body gradually decayed.

As mentioned before, creatures in the supernatural world have unparalleled talents, but the price they have to pay is their difficulty in reproduction. Although humans have unique advantages in this regard, as a transcendent, that woman still has to follow the footsteps of her predecessors. It would be fine if a descendant of a transcendent is an ordinary human, but if he/she happens to be an alien, then he/she needs the spiritual power of both parents as he/she grows up in his mother's belly, unless his/her enough spiritual power can ensure that he/she is not sucked dry. Unfortunately, this woman is not so powerful. She tried her best to give birth to the love crystallization of her and Baili Mengyan's father, but Feng Rong was born in the end, and her spiritual power source was completely destroyed.

How could she not pay any price to give birth to a naked water spiritual person who can cause a sensation in the supernatural world?

Lin Yingkong said truthfully: "That is her choice."

"But without me, she wouldn't need a choice," said Seon-length. He was like being brainwashed by that woman, saying something resentful to herself, and was so calm. "Those abilities... I mean her ability, that is what she is proud of, the result of the cultivation of her grandfather and grandma with half of her life's hard work... Really, the more she loves that man, she cherishes her ability, that is her most precious thing, and I don't have the right to take it away."

Lin Yingkong was a little worried to laugh when he heard this, "Do you think your ability was taken from your mother?"

The dark leopard suddenly became nervous, staring at Lin Yingkong like a frightened rabbit, "You, have you heard those rumors?"

"What rumor?" Lin Yingkong thought for a moment before he realized it. Then his shadow crawled over like a dancing black snake and touched the foot of the dark zombie. "Are you talking about those about the 'monsters'?"

The invisible shadow had a real touch, and the dark leopard suddenly froze, "You are too..."

"No," Lin Yingkong looked at him and said seriously: "We are all the same, but we are not monsters. Do you know, this is a gift from God to us. Maybe we have to pay a lot of money because of this, but you can't deny it... It is part of you, and it does come from your family... but that's not all."
Chapter completed!