Volume 6: I heard that it was love (8)
The dark leopard interrupted Lin Yingkong's words. He had lost the curiosity and inquiry that would arise about meeting his fellow people, and was determined to be in his dark life like a vortex. "Don't you find it strange? Why do people here call me and my mom monster?"
"After all, you are still young, and it is normal for you to not be able to control your abilities. Have you scared them?" Lin Yingkong said in a relaxed tone as possible. He could vaguely detect some things that happened in the past, and it was just those things that came and went. "You know, ordinary humans always like to make fuss."
"It's not just that," Dark leopard lowered his head slightly. He seemed to want to wipe his face and sort out his expression. Then he realized that he was still holding half of a cold meat bun in his hand. The oil that could make him so hungry that he drooled outwards along the edge of the bitten open. The cold wind blew into a nauseating yellow white. However, he swallowed the half of the cold bun bite, then wiped his mouth and said, "The weather was very good on the day I was born, and it was cloudless. Mom gave birth to me when she was still basking in the sun. The midwife didn't have time to do anything..."
But at the moment when the dark zombie was born in the world, the sky that was originally clear and clear was suddenly covered by black clouds, thunder rumbling and lightning flashed. As the first drop of rain fell to the ground, the sky seemed to be broken by Gonggong again. The rain kept leaking. Everyone no longer thought about how long it had been, but only remembered the terrifying feeling that seemed to be about to collapse the sky and sink the earth, and the flood like the mouth of a beast that drowned and swallowed their homes, relatives, and friends one by one.
——Being born with a strange talent must have strange phenomena!
Lin Yingkong was a little stunned. The naked spiritual power was a legend in the supernatural world. However, most naked spiritual power people were unknown before they became famous. After becoming famous, they were silent about their past. Or before Feng Rong, a special case that frequently appeared in front of others, the naked spiritual power people were always maverick, just like Baili Mengyan, standing in people's sight and wandering outside the crowd - although the minister was not very keen on interpersonal communication - so everyone was not very clear about the ins and outs of this special clan. Lin Yingkong remembered that Baili Mengyan had a very yang fate and was born to defeat people's luck. Because of this, he was abandoned by his parents in the mouth of monsters. Now Feng Rong was born with a natural vision... It sounds like, this talent praised by the supernatural world does not seem to be popular with the laws of heaven.
——It is more like an existence rejected by the laws of heaven.
While Lin Yingkong was thinking about these things, he did not ignore the dark vessels beside him, but in front of the will of heaven, he didn't know what to say for a moment.
"It's not strange that everyone calls me a monster," Dark Leopard didn't know what he remembered, and a ray of fear appeared in his eyes. "The flood killed many people, many... They all came to me. They were everywhere when they were eating, sleeping, going to school, and working."
At first he was afraid. When he became sensible, he pretended not to see and pretended not to know. The guilt surged even more in the dark night and tortured his heart sharply, but he could only escape cowardly.
"Grandpa and grandma also knew about this. Mom is their lifelong pride. It is their wish to use those abilities to protect the world. But I ruined all this. Grandpa and grandma wanted to stop the disaster, but this is no longer something that human power can stop, right? They just... died alive and exhausted, and then Mom became unconscious."
When she is awake, the woman will pretend not to see him. When she is crazy, she will use all the most vicious language in the world to curse and curse him. However, she is worried that the man will come back to find her. She hopes that the child can keep him at that time, even if the child will only bring a series of disasters - but she is afraid that the source of the disaster will always be entangled with her.
"Look, I made my mother nothing, and I killed so many people..." In the end, the dark leopard covered his face with his hands, covering his eyes that could communicate yin and yang, as if this could avoid those unbearable terror, but the breath of death always enveloped him, and his whole body was filled with gloom that could not be dissipated. He had only looked in the mirror once, but he could not see anything, and only saw a shadow plagued by sin, "This is my sin - it was me who ruined their lives."
——His mother, his family, and the lives of those innocent people.
Lin Yingkong suddenly understood why the ministers in the future were so persistent in promoting the establishment of the supernatural order with Bai Congqiu, and why they always said that they were more suitable for killing people - as he said, this was his sin, and he could not avoid it and could only go head-on. However, from the beginning, he had carried countless lives and even the happiness of his relatives. That kind of sin had long been written into his bones. No matter how many people he saved, the lost life could not come back after all. He could only continue to use his killing path to save his murderous sins.
"No matter how much regret you, you can't change the past," Lin Yingkong whispered, "You are just born and cannot control yourself, but you can... By then, you will be able to... if you harm many people, you will have one life to save. If you feel it is not enough, then ten times or a hundred times, save until you feel it is enough." As the current Minister of the Spirit Law Enforcement Department did, you will even reverse a shocking battle and wash away the blood with blood.
"But I can't do it," the voice of the dark zombie leaked from the fingers, a weak word that the Minister of the Spiritual Enforcement Department would never say, "I can't do anything except that flood."
——He will only bring disaster, but cannot achieve redemption.
Lin Yingkong was slightly stunned. Then he remembered that the current dark lever is completely different from the minister he knew. He had known him for six years and he joined the Ling Law Enforcement Department for nine years. Lin Yingkong believed that no one had ever heard Feng Rong say that he could not do it. Sometimes he was dissatisfied with Feng Rong's overly strong position. It seemed that there was nothing that could make him confused, he hesitated, and let him stop and look at him. There was no room for Lin Yingkong to show it. However, seeing this he could make him rely on his dark lever, Lin Yingkong was not as happy as he imagined.
——He likes Feng Rong, but does not want to control Feng Rong. The most important thing is that he thinks he is enough to give Feng Rong what he wants, but Feng Rong has gone through the most difficult days and is alone.
"You just don't have the ability yet," he vaguely remembered that Feng Rong didn't know that he belonged to the lineage of the naked spiritual power before entering the Spiritual Enforcement Department, so he learned a lot from his mother but couldn't use it. It was not until Bai Congqiu discovered his ability and personally asked someone to teach him that Feng Rong gave up the way of fighting with all his life. Even though he knew that the comfort now would not work at all, Lin Yingkong still said dry and authentic, "One day, you will change your own destiny and the destiny of many people."
——At least when I saw you at first, my life changed its trajectory because of you.
The dark leopard raised his face from between his fingers, then smiled at Feng Rong. The smile was weakly embedded in the thin face, but at least it was much more natural than before, "You are so good."
"What?" Lin Yingkong was very sad and suddenly couldn't react to what he was saying.
"I said you are a good person," said the secret, "When you say those words, you seem to think I can do it... Thank you." Although he didn't believe he could do it, Lin Yingkong had a natural temperament that could comfort people. He questioned and doubted, but was still grateful.
Lin Yingkong thought you could do it, and wanted to say that I had seen you do it with my own eyes, but suddenly the shrill scream from the room interrupted his words. The dark hole jumped up and rushed into the room immediately. After all, Lin Yingkong was an adult figure. Even if he was slowing down, he followed the dark hole into the room at the same time. At first glance, he saw the awakened woman crying with her hair loose and she grabbed her broken legs. The pain twisted her cheeks in the blink of an eye, and tears filled her whole face. She looked even more pitiful than a madman.
The dark leopard's eyes suddenly turned red, and he rushed over to move her hands that were torturing her legs, calling "Mom", but this seemed to stimulate the woman more. After seeing him, she immediately let go of her hand and instead grabbed his neck hard, her eyes turned red like a demon, "It's you again! Demon, you took all my things, are you going to take my life finally?! I tell you, I won't let you succeed, even if you lose your legs, I will live longer than you, I will watch you die with my own eyes, and you have nothing to see you go to hell! Haha, open your eyes and see the people you killed, they are also watching you! Demon, one day you will be retribution, you will definitely be retribution...!"
The crazy words came to an abrupt end. The angry Lin Yingkong caught the knocked woman and had to carefully put her on the bed with a concern for the secret. When he turned around, he saw the thin boy falling to the ground and coughing heart-wrenchingly because of suffocation. However, his eyes were calm and gentle like a lamb. The pain and injustice of life fell on him, but he did not have the slightest idea of resisting.
"I just wanted her to eat something. I didn't mean to harm her, but no matter what I did, it was wrong..." Dark leopard's voice was hoarse and slowly said, "Look, she still said it. She didn't want me to die, just because I didn't have nothing yet, because I haven't lived in hell on earth to redeem my sins." At this point, his tears still rolled down with his words, as if the lamb had been tied to the slaughtering platform, and the light of the knife cut his eyes. He was crying, but he was also waiting for death quietly.
Lin Yingkong suddenly remembered that he had never seen Feng Rong cry when he grew up, but he would never see him, so that he would not experience this feeling of a knife.
The world created by memories began to turn yellow, curl and disperse. Lin Yingkong was stunned for a moment and suddenly realized that this memory had come to an end. He subconsciously reached out to hug the child who was crying and gave him a thin comfort, but when he touched him, he held an empty space. The dark zombie was blurred in the air like a phantom. Lin Yingkong only heard the last sentence echoing in his ears, calm and desperate:
"—But my mom doesn't know, she is the only one I have."
Lin Yingkong imagined that this was the reason why Feng Rong carved this memory into his bones when he was young. His mother expected him to die tragically when he had nothing, but he struggled to survive for his mother-
Chapter completed!