46. ??Collapse
Chen Xiaoli was silent when she heard this. She sat on the sofa without saying a word. After a while, she smiled bitterly: "I don't know either."
"..." Why don't you know about your book? Li Kang glanced at Chen Xiaoli, opened his mouth but didn't say anything.
Chen Xiaoli buried her face in her hands and said nothing for a long time. Then she leaked a sentence from her fingers: "I really don't know, so I can't continue writing."
Then, Chen Xiaoli's voice became louder and louder: "I can't continue writing anymore, so I stopped because of my card, and my writing collapsed!" In the end, he actually roared a little.
At the same time, a trace of water leaked out between Chen Xiaoli's fingers. Li Kang stretched out his hand, hesitated for a while and finally reached to Chen Xiaoli's shoulder.
Unexpectedly, the reason why she stopped updating was actually Beng Wen, which Li Kang could never have imagined.
In his opinion, the novel "Bicycle" has a perfect layout, delicate text, and the emotions hit people's hearts. There was no sign of collapse of the article, but Chen Xiaoli said that she collapsed the article.
Maybe it was because his level was not enough to be reached, so he couldn't see it. Li Kang smiled bitterly and prepared to pat his shoulder to comfort Chen Xiaoli.
Chen Xiaoli seemed to have eyes on her shoulders. When Li Kang was about to touch her, she suddenly stood up from the sofa and hid in her bedroom, the little world of her own.
Even if the mansion is just a bedroom door, the sound insulation effect is excellent, so good that even if Li Kang puts his ear on the door, he can't hear a slight sound inside.
Although I couldn't hear it, Li Kang knew that Chen Xiaoli must be extremely sad at this time.
She is such a confident and caring about her image, but she actually roared in front of her that she had collapsed. This shows how much blow the incident of collapsed her.
"Bicycle" has 200,000 words, but the plot has just unfolded, but she has already broken the text. With Chen Xiaoli's control over the text, this is almost impossible.
But the fact is right in front of you, and people should still be hiding in the bedroom and crying.
Li Kang wanted to slap himself, why did he be so mean? He really didn't open the pot of his mouth.
Li Kang knew how big the blow to an author was. It was like a beautiful castle built with conscientious work collapsed overnight, and the thoughtful belief was destroyed in an instant.
Once the article collapses, even if you force yourself to continue writing, the output will be garbage, at least in the author's mind.
So there are some people who have good grades and have been stable in the updates, but they suddenly cut it. Readers don’t understand the reasons, but Li Kang knew that part of them was because of the sudden collapse of writing.
What should I do if I can’t continue writing? I can only cut it and start over.
Bengwen is a very terrible thing, no matter who it is.
Baili Wuyi, who can get out of the shadow of the collapsed article, can only be cut.
Even Bai Yang Bengwen, no one can help him get out except himself.
Fortunately, Bai Yang never collapsed.
When I think back to Chen Xiaoli's writing, there is no sign of collapse.
Moreover, urban love and youth campus novels, to be honest, it is difficult to break the article.
Most of the collapsed articles take place in fantasy and fairy-tale novels. Because the map is too large, you cannot control it, or the author of the new power system himself does not understand it deeply enough, or the protagonist's character is running away.
Generally, for Chen Xiaoli's type of writing, the collapse of writing is because there are too many people driving in the harem and they can't stop the car.
These situations do not exist in Chen Xiaoli's writings at all.
But it just collapsed.
No wonder he hasn't updated his article for ten months, no wonder Chen Xiaoli ignored it no matter how he persuaded him.
No wonder, she reacted so loudly when she asked her to quit.
Maybe she wanted to get out of it in her heart, but after working hard for ten months, she still couldn't solve it.
Li Kang guessed whether Chen Xiaoli wanted to use this executive order to punish himself and let him remember this lesson.
But the price is too high.
It is banned from entering the online literature industry for three years. It is really hard to say whether she can enter again in the future.
I have to say that Li Kang's guess actually coincides with what Chen Xiaoli thought. She also thought so, but she was unable to speak.
If you do something wrong, you have to accept punishment, so Chen Xiaoli is uninformed and would rather let it be put on the blacklist of breach of trust than choose to finish it hastily.
This is Chen Xiaoli's self-punishment.
Chen Xiaoli hid in the bedroom for as long as Li Kang stood outside the door. From beginning to end, his feet did not move at all, and he remained motionless.
When Chen Xiaoli opened the door with red eyes, Li Kang's feet had already become numb.
"Why are you standing here?" Chen Xiaoli asked coldly, his nasal voice was strong, his voice was hoarse, and his eyes were covered with blood.
Li Kang tried to raise his foot, his legs seemed to be stiff as the wooden stake, and it was no longer his own.
He moved his legs, but shook twice and almost fell down. It was Chen Xiaoli who supported him in time to stabilize his body.
"Thank you." Li Kang was helped to sit on the sofa by Chen Xiaoli. When she saw that although her eyes were red, she did not wear sunglasses anymore. Li Kang couldn't help but smile.
After Chen Xiaoli helped Li Kang sit, he also sat in a corner of the sofa and pretended to be mushrooms without saying a word, which made Li Kang unable to help but reach out and rub her hair.
I had wanted to do this for a long time, and the feel was as smooth as I imagined. Li Kang unconsciously twisted his fingers, as if he was savoring the touch of Chen Xiaoli's hair.
A touch of redness quietly climbed onto Chen Xiaoli's cheeks, but compared with her red nose and swollen eyes, it was not obvious, so Li Kang did not notice it.
After a while of slowing down, his feet became conscious. Li Kang got up and poured a cup of warm water and handed it to Chen Xiaoli: "Drink some water, your throat is hoarse."
Chen Xiaoli took the water cup and took a slight sip. After a while, his throat moved slightly and swallowed it.
"If possible, can I talk to me?" Li Kang smiled slightly at Chen Xiaoli and said gently, without any aggressiveness.
Chen Xiaoli did not answer immediately, she seemed to be trapped in memories.
Li Kang was waiting patiently, waiting for Chen Xiaoli to open his heart to him and tell everything.
He knew that Chen Xiaoli would say it.
Sure enough, after waiting for half an hour, Chen Xiaoli finally took action.
After she whispered her lips a few times, she finally made a voice: "I have prepared this novel for nearly three years, but I still can't write it in the end."
Chen Xiaoli covered her mouth and calmed down her emotions and continued to preach: "Four years ago, I was still in high school. I was a simple reader, and I only read it but not write it. Later, one day I saw Hangzi's book. Although others thought he was not well written and no one read it, I somehow liked it very much. I felt that the male protagonist looked like a person I remember when he grew up, so I chased him every day."
Chapter completed!