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Chu Cheng hugged him and held his hand tightly. Ji Qingzhou wanted to pull out his hand, but with a slight movement, he held it tighter and tighter, so tight that Ji Qingzhou felt pain.

"Let me go." Ji Qingzhou said again, "You always have to let go of me, you can let go of me."

"I miss you very much." Chu Cheng did not respond to his words and said to himself, "I miss you very much every day. I have dreamed of you several times, but sometimes I can't even see you in my dreams. Can you let me hug you for a while? Just a moment."

Ji Qingzhou didn't say anything. He felt Chu Cheng's hug. Listening to his words in his ears, he felt that Chu Cheng was hallucinating himself again, an illusion that he liked him.

He did not push Chu Cheng away. If possible, he would never want to push Chu Cheng away. He even subconsciously thanked Chu Cheng for holding his hand, and did not let him push him away, so that he could recall this relationship in the future, without regret, "I did not do anything against my will. Although it is sad to separate, every step is what I am willing to do."

Chu Cheng hugged him for a long time before silently opening the distance between them. He looked at the person in front of him and gently stroked the back of his hand with his thumb. However, Ji Qingzhou moved, he stopped moving again.

"I'll let go," he said, "I'll let go, so you don't have to push me away. Remember, no matter whenever you encounter anything, you can come to me, do you understand?"

Ji Qingzhou nodded.

Chu Cheng felt that he was perfunctory to him, just as he promised him to accept the house before parting. He took Ji Qingzhou's hand and kissed him on the back of his hand. Ji Qingzhou was burned by his sudden kiss and looked up at him with a conditioned reflex. Chu Cheng saw him looking at him, smiled slightly, and then in his confusion, he lowered his head and kissed the back of his hand again. Ji Qingzhou unconsciously pulled his hand out.

Chu Cheng let go slightly, and he pulled it out so easily.

"I'll let it go." Chu Cheng said, "Go back, you can go back."

Ji Qingzhou looked at him and felt that the back of his right hand was hot. He looked at Chu Cheng at the last time and turned around and walked towards the elevator.

Chu Cheng watched him leave, his eyes slowly dimmed. He thought, if he was younger and more frivolous, if he was more impulsive, he would walk over to stop Ji Qingzhou and hug him and say, come back, I like you, I can't help but kiss him. He underestimated Ji Qingzhou's influence on him. When he couldn't see him, he would think about him and think about whether he really liked him. When he saw him, he just wanted to carry him in his arms and let him stay by his side.

Habits are addictive, he is already too used to having Ji Qingzhou's feeling.

Chu Cheng sighed and turned around and got into the car.

Ji Qingzhou took the elevator all the way back to the floor where Wang Fang's ward was. Wang Fang was still chatting with Yingnian. When he saw him coming in, he smiled and said, "He's back."

Yingnian joked, "You've been there for quite a while."

"It must be something to say to Xiao Chu," Wang Fang understood very well, "they have always had something to say."

Ji Qingzhou smiled, as a response.

He walked to the chair beside Wang Fang's bed and sat down, thinking that he and Chu Cheng could not continue like this. Although he put away his feelings, feelings were like the sunlight between his fingers, and they could not be broken by saying that they could be broken. After all, he liked Chu Cheng, so he would still be soft-hearted when he saw Chu Cheng, but they could not continue like this.

Chu Cheng can afford to waste. He can appear in front of him again and again, and play emotional cards with him, but he can't afford it, and he doesn't want to waste it all the time. His love should end brilliantly on the day he left. If he continues to waste it, it will only make the beauty of the past contamination in the pulling process, which is not what he wants to see.

Ji Qingzhou made a decision at this moment, and he didn't want to meet Chu Cheng again.

He wanted to send Chu Cheng a WeChat message, but he was worried that he should be driving now, so he waited until he visited Wang Fang and Yingnian and returned home. When the moon was on the willows, he sent a WeChat message to Chu Cheng and asked, "Have you arrived home?"

Chu Cheng quickly replied: It's here.

He didn't expect Ji Qingzhou would send him a WeChat message, and even felt it was not true. Since Ji Qingzhou moved out, he has never contacted him on his own initiative. Every time he took the initiative to send a WeChat message or call Ji Qingzhou, Ji Qingzhou just replied concisely and without saying a word. Now, he actually sent himself a WeChat message.

Chu Cheng was more surprised and delighted.

However, the next second, his joy disappeared.

"We won't meet again in the future." Ji Qingzhou's text appeared in the dialog box. Chu Cheng saw a line of words appearing next to his avatar, "Let go as you said."

Chu Cheng was stunned. He looked at the text in the dialog box and wanted to reply, but seemed to have lost his strength. He never liked to pester people, and he was the most annoying to others, but now, he seemed to have become the one who pestered people endlessly.

Chu Cheng put down his cell phone, looked up and walked forward, but saw the roses inserted in the glass bottle on the balcony. The roses were shady in the moonlight outside the window. Chu Cheng walked over, turned on the lights on the balcony, and looked at the roses quietly.

It was Valentine's Day, and he bought roses by chance. He didn't like flowers, romance, or holidays, but Ji Qingzhou liked them, so he paid for Ji Qingzhou.

Chu Cheng walked over and looked at the petals as if they were no longer bright as fog, as if they saw their past. The bright and vivid pasts he and Ji Qingzhou also faded away like these roses at this moment, and ended up withering.

Chu Cheng picked up the glass bottle and wanted to throw away these worthless roses, but after picking them up, he silently counted them. Nine roses, not many, one more, one more, nine more, and lasted for a long time.

He remembered that the little girl gave Ji Qingzhou one more that day, but Ji Qingzhou returned the one back, and he said, "No need."

He remembered Ji Qingzhou hung these roses upside down on the balcony and told him not to move. He patiently waited for them to dry, and then inserted them into a glass bottle and kept them on the windowsill of the balcony.

He liked these roses very much. Chu Cheng thought that he also wanted a long-lasting one. He looked at the roses in his hand and suddenly realized that although these flowers were no longer as bright as before, they did not wither. Ji Qingzhou dried them before they withered, so he retained their blooming appearance.

He put the glass bottle in his hand back in place, looked at the roses, picked up his phone, and replied to Ji Qingzhou with a WeChat message.

"I moved your roses." Chu Cheng typed, "I think they are beautiful."

Ji Qingzhou looked at the words he sent, and his heart trembled slightly at that moment.

He did not reply to Chu Cheng, nor did Chu Cheng reply to him. Ji Qingzhou was afraid of revealing the secret that he liked him, and Chu Cheng and Chu Cheng wanted to give him a long time.

A person's life is long, but he wants to give Ji Qingzhou a long life. It is precisely because he wants to give him a long life that he dares not act rashly, for fear that he will give Ji Qingzhou hope and disappoint him.

Chu Cheng looked at the bottle of roses, turned off the lights silently, and left the balcony.

After that day, Chu Cheng did not return to his house. He returned home and had no place where Ji Qingzhou's life was, and he was seriously thinking about the future of him and Ji Qingzhou.

When Chu Xin saw him coming back, he was surprised and said, "Why did you come home to live?"

Chu Cheng sat on the chair next to him and asked him, "Brother, have you ever liked people?"

"No."

"I guess so." Chu Cheng said, "Unless Xiyu becomes a genius, you probably won't like anyone."

Chu Xin put down the pen in his hand and asked him, "Who have you fall in love with?"

Chu Cheng didn't speak, and after a long time, he whispered, "I don't know, but I miss him very much. I want to give him a long time. I want to give him peace of mind for a lifetime. But I don't know if I can do it. I'm afraid that I will meet other people in the future, fall in love with others, and then let him leave. I'm also afraid that I don't like him so much. But I haven't liked anyone before, so I mistakenly thought it was like."

"Since that's the case, it's better to separate for a while. The authorities are confused. You are standing in the bureau now and naturally can't see clearly. Give yourself some time to do something else and don't focus on him. In this way, when you look back and look back, you might understand it."

"What if I still can't understand?" Chu Cheng asked him.

When Chu Xin heard this, he smiled and said gentlely, "If you can focus on other things for a month or two, don't think about him at all, see him again, and are not sure if it is love, then you shouldn't like him that much."

"What if I can't hold on for a month or two?"

"At that time, ask yourself if you like him or not."

Chu Cheng lowered his head and stopped talking.

Chu Xin felt that the thing he was most worried about happened. He looked at his younger brother and thought about his suggestions seriously. He was helpless but did not disturb him. There was no need. Chu Xin thought that if Chu Cheng liked Ji Qingzhou, then he would be with Ji Qingzhou even if he stopped him; if Chu Cheng didn't like Ji Qingzhou, then even if he didn't stop him, he would not be with Ji Qingzhou.

He knew very well that he had his own opinions since he was a child, and that only he could decide his affairs.

Ji Qingzhou found that since he and Chu Cheng said not to meet again, Chu Cheng did not appear in front of him again. In fact, he couldn't say that. Before he said this, Chu Cheng did not appear in front of him deliberately. That time he was in the hospital.

He would still send himself WeChat messages, and still had some words of concern. At first, Ji Qingzhou would reply politely, but later, he simply stopped replying.

One day, he received a WeChat message from Chu Cheng and asked him: Have you blocked me?

Ji Qingzhou replied in his heart that no, but as always, he did not reply to him. One of them always needs to remain calm so that they will not become embarrassed during the pull.

However, a few days later, he still received a WeChat message from Chu Chengxin. He seemed to not care whether he had blocked him or not, or he firmly believed that he had not been blocked. Ji Qingzhou didn't know and did not make things difficult for him to think about this more. His new drama was about to start, and he needed to focus his time and energy on his new role, which was what he should do.

The author has something to say: Others, we are about to make up, and the love scene is already very clear here. Rose has appeared several close-ups since Valentine's Day. This is because roses represent love, and these nine roses represent Zhouzhou's love. Zhouzhou wanted to celebrate Valentine's Day with Chu Cheng, but because they are not lovers, he did not say this to Chu Cheng. However, Chu Cheng still showed up to celebrate the festival with him and even gave him roses by chance, so Zhouzhou always cherished it. He knew that he would always leave Chu Cheng, so he dried the rose before leaving.

, freeze his love. Before leaving, he left the rose to Chu Cheng. Although Chu Cheng did not know the specific meaning of roses to Zhouzhou, he guessed that roses are very important to Zhouzhou, and he guessed that Zhouzhou should be very longing for longevity. He was afraid that Zhouzhou would be sad when he came back and saw the roses, so he left those nine roses. Because roses are his own love for Zhouzhou, Chu Cheng said to him, "I moved your roses, I think they are very beautiful." Zhouzhou would be shocked. In this article, a rose and a jade pendant are two more important items, so sometimes they will look at it.

These chapters are emotional transitions, mainly used to solve Chu Cheng's emotional transitions. Because they are considered to be the best of the article, I wrote them very carefully. After writing this chapter, it is almost done. Chu Cheng's emotional transition to Zhou Zhou is divided into three stages. The first stage is when Zhou Zhou rejects his concern and feels lost and unacceptable; the second stage is when Qin Xue asked him, he began to think about whether he likes Zhou Zhou or not, and whether he can accept being with him; the third stage is when he feels that he should like Zhou Zhou. He wants Xu Zhouzhou for a long time, but he has never loved others. He is afraid that this is not love, he is afraid that he will fall in love with others in the future, and he will not be able to give Zhou Zhou the long term. In this way, the three steps have been completed, so the situation is already very clear.

This chapter is not allowed to be abused. I found that I didn’t say it yesterday, but a little angel said that he didn’t say it. Then I boldly said he abused me. I???? I’m too bold, okay! Do you want to scare me to death? [cover your face] Be good, let’s shout sweetheart!

Today I would like to thank Canchun for flirting with Qiu Xiao Angel and throwing a deep water torpedo. I feel like I haven't received deep water for a long time, so I'm super happy, hahaha, happy, thank you, momo, love you, mua!(*╯3╰), and, I remember you, momoda (づ￣3￣)づ╭

In addition to the angel of autumn, I also want to thank you:

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