Chapter 1199 God wants me to go, no one can keep me
At the first day of the palace banquet, Emperor Tianwu was confused. Until the banquet was over, everyone left. He still sat there and drank. This drink lasted from night to early the next morning. Zhang Yuan sat on the ground and slept. After waking up, he opened his eyes and the old emperor was still drinking there!
Zhang Yuan was frightened, and jumped up with a trembling heart. He pulled the wine cup that Tianwudi had held in his hand, and said loudly: "Didn't you say you won't drink anymore? Didn't you just sit here and wake up? I sniffed for a while, you were drinking here all night?"
Emperor Tianwu was not too drunk, he drank a lot, but the front line was long. Once the time and portion were combined, his condition looked pretty good. He gave Zhang Yuan a blank look and retorted: "You said you couldn't sleep, so you stayed with me! What's the result? It wasn't that sleeping so hard that you snore. I said Xiao Yuanzi, eunuchs can't snore when they sleep, otherwise it will affect your master's sleep. When did you get such a problem?"
Zhang Yuan was stunned, "I... am I snoring?" The old emperor and the little eunuch have never been big or small, and the emperor is not like an emperor, and the eunuch is not as conscious as a eunuch. Sometimes Zhang Yuan doesn't even call himself a slave, and it's just me, Emperor Tianwu doesn't blame him. But when he talks about snoring, Zhang Yuan feels a little guilty. It seems that he has such a problem recently. He doesn't know why. He snored for several days. His little apprentice told him several times. He scratched his head, feeling a little embarrassed, but he was embarrassed to do it. Then he said to Emperor Tianwu: "Now you've been drinking all night! Don't talk about anything else."
Emperor Tianwu shook his head: "It's okay, I haven't drunk much. Although I haven't slept for a night, I haven't had a few sips of wine." As he said that, he also burped, which made Zhang Yuan jump straight up. But the old emperor had no self-consciousness at all. Zhang Yuan took his wine glass, and he simply picked up the wine pot, took another sip at the spout, and then slapped his lips to show that it was delicious. Before Zhang Yuan could grab his wine pot, he simply opened the topic and urged Zhang Yuan: "Let me accompany me to Yuehan Palace! I haven't practiced my voice for a long time. Let's go and say hello to Pianpian today. "
Zhang Yuan was stunned. He felt a little sad when he looked at Emperor Tianwu. He didn't say anything for a long time. Until Emperor Tianwu was anxious and urged him again, he said hard: "Empress Yun is not in the palace. Did the emperor forget?" After saying that, he gritted his teeth and said, "It must be that drinking alcohol has made his brain work. Princess Yu had said long ago that drinking too much will damage his brain and easily lead to brain diseases. You just don't listen! How many days have Concubine Yun left the palace? Who did you sing to the Han Palace last month?"
The old emperor was also stunned, then said, "Oh" and said, "I've left the palace!" He was very lonely, "Yes! I've left the palace long ago, why did I forget it? Pianpian was angry with me. I've left the palace, but I agreed." Thinking about it again, I remembered something again: "I heard that she went to Ji'an County, and said that she was going to propose marriage to Lao Qi and the mother of the third girl of the Feng family. How brave did you say that Yun Pianpian is! The prince married the official concubine, and she decided by herself, and didn't say that she would discuss it with me. What if I was not happy? How would she end up?"
Zhang Yuan gave him a blank look, "It's very powerful. Concubine Yun has done the master's business. What do you dare to say? When you were young, you were obedient and obeyed. What can you do when you are old?"
Emperor Tianwu was blocked by him and said nothing, yes! He was incompetent when he was young, and he became capable when he was old. What a fuss? Even if he was the emperor, Yun Pianpian was just a little follower. That woman lived like a bully. Not to mention that he was the emperor in the human world, even the king of heaven would have no choice but to do anything to that woman.
Zhang Yuanjian was quite lonely and felt distressed, so he told him a gossip he had heard: "Actually, Concubine Yun has returned to Beijing. The capital she arrived in the New Year before lived in Prince Chun's Mansion. How about it? I say this, can you feel better? At least the two of them are close to each other and are both in the capital."
Emperor Tianwu nodded, "Yes! I'm close, but it's a pity that I'm still sorry, because I can't leave the palace. As long as I'm still the emperor, I can't leave the palace at will. Xiaoyuanzi, I miss her very much, really miss her."
"I have to stand up." Zhang Yuan sighed and returned the wine glass to him, "Drink another glass! Just one cup." Then he poured it on and said to the old emperor: "Whether you can leave the palace is not whether you are the emperor. Even if you don't become the emperor, then you will be the emperor, and you still can't leave the palace at will."
Emperor Tianwu smiled bitterly and waved his hand, "The Supreme Emperor can't be the one! It must be the last emperor. He can leave the palace, but he also went directly to the imperial tomb."
"Bao, bah!" Zhang Yuan was angry, "What are you talking nonsense? Long live the emperor!"
"Take it down! Long live the turtle." The old emperor was so open-minded. "I shouted long live my emperor every day, but from ancient times to the present, which emperor has really long live?"
Zhang Yuan was helpless, and the old emperor was really hard to coax, so he told the truth: "At least it is a beautiful wish, I hope it will last long! Could it be that even the court officials changed their words and said that my emperor was a hundred years old? How unpleasant."
The old emperor nodded, "That's right. Hey--" He remembered something, "Where is Yao Xian? Why didn't he see him enter the palace yesterday? I just said that it seems that something is wrong! I didn't even have the interest in drinking, it turned out that the old man didn't come. Didn't I say that no one is absent, why would he dare not come? I really don't take me seriously, and see if I don't take him... not to take him..." He thought, how to treat others well?
Zhang Yuan was speechless, "Okay, Concubine Yun, you dare not do anything to others. Doctor Yao, you can't do anything to others. Doctor Yao also forgot the origin of the two of them? What's more, as the emperor, he is alone and has no friends. Finally, there is Yao Xian who is not afraid of you, just go secretly to have a secret! But..." As he said, his expression dimmed, "Why didn't Doctor Yao enter the palace? I heard the reason. Emperor, Doctor Yao is sick..."
During this big year, the Yao family did not see any joy, and the entire Yao family was immersed in a silent sorrow and depression.
Yao Xian was seriously ill, and he was getting worse every day since the twelfth lunar month. Until the twelfth lunar month, he was too ill to get up.
The Yao family tried every possible way to deal with Yao Xian's illness, and the doctors in Baicaotang took turns to stay in front of his couch from morning to night. All the good medicines left by Feng Yuheng could be used, but unfortunately, the condition was still not controlled.
In fact, Yao Xian had long said that his disease had no cure. Even if Feng Yuheng was still in the capital, there was no way to deal with this disease. Apart from delaying for a while, it was impossible to cure it. After all, he was too old and was in his seventies. However, he was already very old and old in this era. It is said that the air was not polluted in ancient times, and the food was not as healthy as fertilizers, but in fact, there were still not many people who lived longevity.
Wherever you reach a certain age, no matter how much you pay attention to health, your body functions will suffer from lesions or declines. Therefore, many diseases come to you, and these diseases are mostly chronic diseases, and they cannot be cured with ancient medical methods. Therefore, unless you can avoid getting sick, once you get sick, it will be difficult to get better at such an age.
Yao Xian is a doctor, and he is a doctor in later generations. He is too clear about his physical condition. Doctors cannot treat themselves, but they can also make a preliminary diagnosis for themselves. He knows that it is cancer and advanced lymphoma. This disease that can only be sentenced to death even in later generations. What else can he expect in this era? Even if Feng Yuheng is in the capital, he is still helpless.
It's just the only regret. If Feng Yuheng had been in the capital, he could give up his real life when he was slightly ill and enter her pharmacy space. From now on, he would only live in that space and do logistics support for Feng Yuheng. It would also save the girl from not even having a helper when she encountered severe illnesses.
Unfortunately, Feng Yuheng was not here, and his body had no ability to stand up. Even if Feng Yuheng came back now and whether or not he could enter that space would be meaningless.
He lay on the bed and kept saying to the Yao family who was guarding by his side: "You don't have to be sad. Birth, old age, sickness and death are the natural laws of human beings. No one will die, but sooner or later. I am seventy-six, and I am a long life. I have enjoyed all the blessings I should enjoy, and I will die with my eyes open. If I have any regrets, it means that I have not been able to meet Ah Heng again before dying, the child will come back one day. If she lets her know that I am gone, she will definitely be very sad."
In fact, the only person Yao Xian missed the most was Feng Yuheng. Unfortunately, the Yao family was there, but Feng Yuheng was absent.
But you shouldn't complain! After all, God has given them the affection of two generations of grandparents and grandchildren. He has been favored in recent years, so he should be grateful. But he really missed that child very much. When he thought of closing his eyes, he never had the chance to meet again, and he felt very uncomfortable.
Yao Xian found Feng Zirui in the crowd and stretched out his hand to the child. The child was brought back from Xiaozhou by Miao a year ago. It grew taller than the last time he met, and he was more sensible. It was the hand with a broken little finger that made him feel distressed and kept saying, "Your sister should have helped you connect the little finger, but now... it's not good to grow up."
Zi Rui cried and shook his head: "If you don't answer, you can only remember hatred if you break your fingers, and encourage Zi Rui to study hard, protect yourself and protect your sister in the future. Grandpa--" Zi Rui threw himself into Yao Xian's arms and cried, "Grandpa, you must be well. Sister is still in the East Realm and has not come back! If she can't see her grandpa, she will definitely blame us for not taking good care of you and she will beat us."
Yao Xian smiled suddenly, "Your sister is not that unreasonable. Grandpa is too old and has to leave."
"Dad." Yao Jingjun couldn't stand it anymore, "Don't say such things, you are not old. Some people live to be over 100 years old, so they are really old!" He said as he handed the medicine in his hand to Yao Xian: "Take the medicine."
Yao Xian looked at Yao Jingjun and did not take the medicine. He only said to him: "I won't take it anymore. I am the best doctor in Dashun. I can't know my own body. No matter how much medicine I take, my life will end. God wants me to leave, and no one can keep it."
Yes! Whoever God wants to take away will no longer be able to rely on this world.
Chapter completed!