In fact, Xuan Tianyan came to Feng Fandai here for not once or twice, but Feng Fandai didn't know. Most of the time, Xuan Tianyan came to walk before dawn in the middle of the night, so he knew that Feng Fandai had recently suffered from insomnia and could not sleep in the middle of the night. He either walked around the yard or sat in the house with his knees in his house, and sat for a night. He felt very sorry for Feng Fandai and wanted to go up and hug people several times, but he felt that the girl had nothing to do with him anymore, and he was just shameless to appear.

He came again tonight, and heard Qi Fang say that he had accepted his concubine a few days ago, and someone scolded Feng Fandai here for two days and two nights. He thought, just based on Feng Fandai's temperament, he might be angry! But when he disappeared, he saw Feng Fandai still sitting quietly in the room as usual, with a calm expression and no sign of anger at all.

He thought again, maybe it had been a few days since he had passed, but it wasn't right. With Feng Fandai's temper, he could not easily relieve himself. Normally, it should be a month of scolding to be done. He came earlier, and before he fell asleep, he wanted to see the girl's condition, and also wanted to hear what Feng Fandai would react after learning that he had taken another concubine.

However, I still couldn't see anything. Feng Fandai lived quietly just like she had never experienced those things, and she had no reaction.

But Xuan Tianyan still saw something was wrong. He hadn't come before the New Year. When he came, he was mostly late at night and could not see the life in the yard. Today came earlier, and during the Chinese New Year, people slept late. When he came, he happened to see Dongying feeding Xiaobao. It was half a bowl of steamed pork, which was obviously hot. Xiaobao ate it deliciously and occasionally advised Fandai to eat a little too. But Fandai didn't eat it, so he sat there quietly watching.

Later, after Xiaobao finished the meal and went back to sleep, he heard Dongying say to Fandai again: "Miss has only eaten half a bowl of noodles at night. Why don't I make some more food for you! The young master of steamed meat can't finish it. There is leftover rice in the stove. I will give you heat. You can eat some steamed meat?"

Fandai shook her head and said, "Forget it, I'm not hungry. If you can't finish the meat, keep it. It won't break in winter. What if the child wants to eat tomorrow! During the Chinese New Year, you can't let the child eat vegetarian food like us. Tomorrow you will change the remaining meat and put some dried vegetables in it. Xiaobao loves it."

Dongying was a little helpless, "It's a pity that we can't afford to hire a chef anymore. How could I cook any food? This bowl of steamed meat is just a little salt. Maybe the young master doesn't like it. Or... we'll invite a chef? It doesn't take much skill. Just a woman who can cook normally can taste better than the food I cook."

But Fan Dai waved her hand, "No, even an ordinary woman would have to give her half tael of silver a month. We can buy a lot of things for half tael of silver. If we only eat, it would be almost enough for a month!"

After hearing this, Dongying didn't say anything else. After finishing the matter with Fan Dai, she went back to accompany Xiaobao. Xuan Tianyan felt very uncomfortable when he heard the conversation between the master and servant. If he had known that this girl was living such a hard life now, he would have left her more silver when the separation was separated.

Xuan Tianyan felt distressed, but now the two of them are making such a fuss. Even if he wants to give it to him, Feng Fandai would not want it. He had no choice but to hide in the corner of the yard, watch Fandai silently as usual, and leave quietly before dawn.

It can be said that he had spent the New Year with her! Xuan Tianyan thought that on the first night of the Lunar New Year, he would have been with her at least, so he would not let the girl live alone. Now the Feng family is the only one who is still in Beijing. This girl has a bad temper and is always unwilling to make peace with Feng Yuheng and Feng Xiangrong, and is always unwilling to say anything soft-hearted. If the two sisters could be around, he would be more at ease. Just like now, how can he feel at ease?

At dawn, Xuan Tianyan left, Feng Fandai stood up from the chair, her feet were a little numb, and she had to take a few steps after a while. When she walked out of the house, the person who was secretly watching her was gone in the yard, and even her breath was blown away by the cold winter wind. Feng Fandai actually didn't see Xuan Tianyan coming, but she just felt that just last night, in a corner of the yard, there was a person standing there quietly watching, and it was a night. She wanted to come out and see

She had her feet touched the ground, but she took them back. She knew that it was Xuan Tianyan. In this capital, there was only Xuan Tianyan who could remember to secretly see her. But what could that happen? Now they each have their own lives. She lives quietly in this small courtyard, regardless of the world. He also vigorously included women in the mansion and continued his absurd prince's life. Everyone has their own choices, but there should be no intersection between them.

Fan Dai sat down in the yard. The stone bench that had been cold all night made her shudder and her whole body was as cold as she was. But she didn't get up, and let the coldness spread until her fingertips were cold. Until Dongying came, she said to Dongying, who advised her to sit in the room: "It doesn't matter, it's better to be cooler. A cooler will make me clear-headed. It will allow me to tell who is right and who is wrong, and what kind of life is what I should have."

She was very satisfied with her current state. Although she was a little poor, she was about to be empty, and she soon had to find a way to make a living so that her life could be maintained. But Feng Fandai thought that even though she was so poor, it would be much better than when she was in Feng Mansion. She couldn't understand why she used to like fighting so much, and why she used to care about the position of a legitimate daughter of the Feng family. Looking back now, even if she became the legitimate daughter of the Feng family? Now that the Feng family is gone, she is just a legitimate daughter of a broken family, and she will never be able to achieve another Feng Yuheng. After all, she does not have the ability of Feng Yuheng, nor does she have the good temperament of Feng Xiangrong, and will not be far-sighted. She stood in the wrong team from the beginning, and ended up with no relatives or friends now.

But so what? She smiled and Xiaobao! No matter who the child’s biological father is, his mother is always Han and her younger brother.

"It feels so good to have a relative around her." She smiled at Dongying, but the smile only took a moment and soon became dimmed again. She said to Dongying, "After this New Year, I will return the contract to you, you can go! Don't serve me anymore, and then go find a good-natured master to follow. At least you don't have to eat a bite of meat like now, and you can't eat a bite of meat for ten days."

Dongying was stunned. Feng Fandai was willing to return the contract to her? This was something she dreamed of! This little lady Feng Si had a bad temper and was unstable, and she was also scolding her. She once wanted to get the contract to return the contract to be free. She once thought that no matter what kind of master she was with, she would be better than Feng Fandai.

But now, when Feng Fandai really said that she wanted to return the contract to her, Dong Ying was at a loss. She forgot to be happy, but instead stood there, her nose sore. Suddenly, she felt that she didn't want to leave, and she didn't really want to abandon Feng Fandai and go to find a new life. With Feng Fandai, she got used to it. Her life had been completely integrated with Feng Family and Feng Fandai. When she left, she felt uncomfortable.

She shook her head and said to Feng Fandai: "I won't leave. If the lady doesn't leave, I don't have to drive me away. I don't want money, so I just want to accompany the lady and the young master. Life is hard now, but it's nothing. What's the hardship of being a servant? You, a young lady, can live such a life, what's wrong with me? Besides, when the days were good before, the lady never treated me badly. I tasted good food, drink, and clothes. I will never regret it in this life. Miss. Don't worry about the future. After the New Year, I will go outside to take some needlework and thread work. If you can't make a lot of money, you can at least have enough food."

After she finished speaking, she turned around and entered the house without waiting for Feng Fandai to reply. When she came out, she brought a cloak to Fandai and put it on. Fandai was stunned, "This cloak is made of fox hair and is worth some money. I remember asking you to take it out and pretend it is still there?"

Dongying sighed softly, "I am not willing to be a good servant. The lady has not brought many things from the Feng Mansion. You have always liked this cloak very much. We can still live now, so there is no need to sell it just to exchange for money."

Fandai was stunned for a while and reached out to touch the cloak. The snow-white fox fur was a birthday gift from Feng Jinyuan when the Feng family was prosperous. At that time, she was still young and nine years old, and her figure was not as promising as she is now. The cloak looks very stingy now. But she has always been so cute that she can't bear to use it. The fur color is still bright and very beautiful.

This was the only time Feng Jinyuan gave her such a good thing, and it was Han who coaxed and made a fuss for her to ask for her. In the eyes of that father, there was always only the beautiful Fengchenyu, and in his eyes the other daughters were just stones to pave the road for Shenyu. Now, those once glorious people have died, but she has survived. Thinking about this, Feng Yuheng is still good to her, at least among the people who have been against him, she has left her living habits.

Feng Fandai smiled bitterly. If she had known that her mood had changed so much today, she shouldn't have done anything against her will for a broken daughter. However, there is no medicine for regret in the world. Now the truths she understands are exchanged for the mistakes she made. Time cannot be reversed, and nothing can be returned.
Chapter completed!