The biggest change that happened to this Christian is the arrival of that disaster.

When a huge nuclear explosion echoed before his eyes, he swore that his entire world was dark. This darkness was not because of his fear of the dangers he faced, but because of his despair for himself and the future of his children.

As a missionary, Christians can be said to be one of the few senior intellectuals in this country. Although he was born in poverty, he was also considered an elite class of the country under the education of his mentors. This is also the reason why he could raise so many orphans with a broken church. His ability can make him receive high rewards in this society. Although doing so often means that he will suffer from discrimination and criticism from those high castes, he, who has his own ideals and beliefs in his heart, would not care about these things.

He only has the weight of those children in his life, and everything else is irrelevant to him. As long as he can watch those children live happily and happily, he can bear anything else. Whether it is similar suppression or social harshness, he can bear it. He thought he was fearless, but when the whole world suddenly became what he is today, he found that this fearlessness was so ridiculous and so worthless.

The nuclear bomb destroyed not only a city or a country, but also the order inherent in this land. Under this terrifying destruction, the power that once maintained the existence of human society suddenly collapsed. If humans want to survive, they have to return to the most primitive jungle law. This is simply the most deadly test for Christians who protect this group of children.

He is not strong and will not use any conspiracy. All he can rely on is kindness and his honesty. This is worthless in this chaotic world after the nuclear bomb. It can be said that if he could still support himself and those dozen cute children before the nuclear explosion, then now, it is a problem for him to survive.

This was a terrible test, for him and for his faith. He didn't know what he should do to continue raising the child like before. But he knew very well that he had to do everything he could to continue raising them.

He had never thought about giving up, and had never thought about this problem. Even if a terrible disaster had come, even if the world had gradually become chaotic, and the people around him had become more like beasts than like a person, he still had never thought like this. That was everything in his life, even if he abandoned everything, he would never be able to abandon these.

However, this is not something that can be done with a determination. The gap between the spiritual world and the real world is already destined, and the huge gap exists between the two. Although he once felt that he was spiritually rich and had almost the entire world, in this cruel real world, he still had no way to change everything he was facing.

This is a very sad thing, so sad that it is almost hopeless. But Christians have not despair. He has long been desperate, so at this time, he has no intention of continuing to despair.

He was working hard and working in vain. He collected food on the ruins and searched for water in the wilderness. He exhausted all his abilities and tried to protect those weak lives. Unfortunately, the effect he could have shown was very weak. The dispute between humans for survival was almost inevitable to spread to him, and when he was in such a dispute, his meager power made him unable to protect his gains at all.

How many times, he was beaten and bruised for a piece of food. How many times, he was bullied for a bottle of clean water so that he didn't even have the strength to stand. His huge efforts often only gave him a very meager reward, and such rewards would be difficult, not to mention supporting so many children, even if he continued to struggle.

In a month, just one month after the nuclear explosion, he had already lost a child. The huge pain he had experienced made his heart on the verge of collapse. He was about to go crazy, or he was already crazy. Because when he hugged the child's body and buried him in the soil bit by bit, he had already begun to swear in his heart that even if he exhausted all his own things and even gave everything he had, he would not let such a tragedy happen again.

This was his determination, something he bet on is something that his soul and life would never want to see again. And it was just at this time that a special opportunity was sent to him.

A group of special people came to his town, claiming that they had a way to help everyone get through the current difficulties and help them gain the ability to survive on this land. They don’t need to pay anything, they just need to make a choice. A difficult choice is also the only choice.

They just need to choose whether to accept their actions. If they don’t accept them, they will still be like what they are now, struggling in pain in the threat of death and struggling to survive on this land. If they accept them, they can get rid of this pain and get rid of the fate of possible death at any time. Of course, this requires a little price, a little uncertain dangerous price.

If they succeed, they will transform into another form, but they can essentially retain the human traits. If they fail, they can only turn into monsters completely until even the essence of humans is gradually lost. The probability is uncertain, because everyone's physical fitness is different. The chances of strong people succeed are higher, and the chances of weak people are lower. This is common sense, but it is not absolute.

Faced with such a special choice, most people almost chose to accept it in order to survive. Naturally, Christians are no exception. He accepted this transformation like those people, but he did not let his children accept it as well. Because his wisdom told him that it might lead to an irreparable disaster. As the father of those children, he could not let such things happen to them in any way. So he chose to sacrifice himself, and he only allowed himself to accept it all.

The first time, the result was a surprise. Although his body was not strong, he persisted in passing that test and became one of less than half of the successful people. However, this did not change the experience he was in. Because the world had become worse.

Becoming a transformer does not mean that he has the ability to protect everything about him, because he is surrounded by transformers. He has no advantage at all when fighting with these guys who are transformers. The failed wanderers everywhere in the wilderness make him full of dangers when going out to find food.

Not only did his situation not improve, but it became worse. In this case, a more severe test also appeared before him.

Due to the influence of radiation and the long-term lack of nutrition, one of his children fell ill in bed. The high fever and dysentery reaction made him urgently need food and medicine. But now it is impossible to ask Christians to find food and medicine.

How precious food is now is something that ordinary people can't imagine. After the initial turmoil, almost all the food on the market was collected by organized forces. It is extremely difficult for ordinary people to get a portion of food that fills their stomachs. In order to fill their stomachs, many women even start to sell it. And even food is like this, and the rarer medicines naturally become more and more precious.

Although Christians know that the hospitals in their towns have a certain amount of medicine, the hospitals have long been occupied by some major forces. They are numerous and powerful, and they have strong power. If ordinary people want to get medicine from them, they must have a bite of meat.

It is impossible for a Christian to take medicine for life-saving from them. His only fate is that they throw it out, and even if he says something serious, he may leave his life there.

Christians are not afraid of death, but they are afraid that after their death, the children become helpless and can only die with them. That is something he cannot accept, and he has already made a vow that he will never let any child leave him. Yes, he cannot let such a thing happen, so at this time, he made a very special decision and sacrifice himself!

This kind of sacrifice does not mean that he wants to sell himself to anyone. In fact, a guy like him can't sell at all even if he wants to sell it. There are not many things in India, but many people. In this land where life is worse than a dog, his value is simply worthless.

His so-called sacrifice was a gamble. This gamble was repeatedly warned by the people who claimed to be the God of Man and strictly prohibited.

That kind of medicine, that special transformation drug, is a very special existence, and the ordinary dose is enough to make a person undergo a huge change. If the dose is too large, the human body cannot withstand the powerful drug effect at all. The God of Humans says it very clearly, and it will almost 100% turn you into a monster. It is precisely because of this clear explanation that no one has ever made any idea about this thing. Now, Christians have put their ideas on these drugs, because they know that if they don’t become a monster, then they will never be able to protect their children.

For them, he was willing to make sacrifices. It was also for them that he had the awareness to become a monster. This was his choice, his fulfillment of his vows. And under this special reason, he turned into a monster as he wished, a special monster.

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