The monster cannot speak. He can only struggle and roar under the pressing of the waterfall like a giant hand. Ordinary people can only hear anger from his reaction and perceive an uncontrollable chaos. For the messenger of light, he can hear despair and the deepest sorrow in his voice.

Few lives can have such extreme emotions, and once such powerful emotional fluctuations can be produced, it almost means that a story that is unforgettable enough is born on him. And what kind of story can make this monster react like this? The messenger of light became curious, and driven by this curiosity, he began to explore the story of this monster more and more deeply.

The memories in the monster's mind are fragmented, like broken mirror fragments, almost impossible to piece together. However, when the messenger of light approached the children, with the help of their limited memory, he already had the ability to piece together these fragments. And when he pieced together the pieces he saw bit by bit, a sad story began to slowly appear before his eyes.

This is the story of a missionary, a missionary of Christ who sticks to an orphanage.

The story begins with a tragic Christian. He is a mixed-race child, a father he has never met before and a mother who has no ability to take care of himself. His mother left him when he was very young, and after losing the protection of his parents, he could only survive on his own abilities. Perhaps fortunately, he met his mentor, an old Christian. Under the guidance of that mentor, he joined the big family of Christ.

In India, the development of Christ was not smooth. His mentor was not the kind of blind Christian. Rather than believing in God, he believed in the kindness called God in his heart. Yes, he was a kind man, who was in poverty and dedicated everything to those who needed his help. Although materially, he was not rich. On a spiritual level, he was almost equivalent to owning the entire world.

Unfortunately, this did not change the fate of the old Christian. Years of poverty and fatigue made him pass away early. As his only disciple, Christians inherited his church and his career.

Christians are not as pious as old Christians. They cannot do the utmost to make a complete selfless dedication for the goodness in their hearts. For a long time, they lived their duty. In that case, they got married and had their own children. Unfortunately, a cholera took away everything from him, and his wife and children died in a sudden illness.

This disaster almost completely destroyed his beliefs and made him almost lose hope in his life. He became decadent and depressed. The huge blow almost tortured him into an inhuman form. During that time, not to mention being a Christian who was responsible for his duties, even as an alcoholic, he was the dirtiest and foul.

He was confused all day long, only cursing his God, asking why fate tortured him so much. Of course, he could not find the answer he wanted to know from the almost nonsense question. So he could only continue to sink in this pain and sorrow until it completely disappeared, or a turning point.

Perhaps fate finally discovered this pathetic life inadvertently, and it finally felt compassion for him. Therefore, a special turning point appeared in his life.

It was a morning after a heavy rain. The Christian who woke up from the hangover staggered from his dilapidated church. He woke up almost subconsciously to buy drunkenness, and just as he pushed open the church door, a loud baby crying stopped him.

The sound was almost exactly the same as the sound when his child died. It was precisely for this reason that his nerve, which had been poisoned by alcohol for a long time, finally trembled for a long time.

He began to look for the source of the sound, and soon he found an abandoned baby from the corner of the church. It was a girl, whose dark complexion showed her low background. In this country with a strict hierarchy, children like her were almost destined to have such a life.

Poverty, embarrassment. If you live in places with difficult and harsh conditions, you may often suffer from hunger and disease. This is inevitable because this country is like this and this society is like this. It is precisely because of this clear understanding that Christians will understand the reason why this baby was abandoned here.

The parents of this child may really not be able to raise her. Their lives may be poor. They may have to make great efforts just to support themselves. Moreover, before this child, they may have had several children. Those hungry little lives give them not necessarily happiness, but also huge pressure that they cannot bear. If possible, no parents are willing to abandon their children. If it is not a last resort, who would abandon their children?

Christians themselves are fathers, and they know how important a child is in his parents' hearts. So he can understand what a prayer is for those parents who abandon him deliberately leave this little life in front of the church. They hope that the child can be saved. When they do not have the ability to raise him and let her grow up, they hope that these pastors who chant hymns should be noble believers can give their children a future and a hope to survive.

Is this wish too much? It's not too much. But is it useful? Christians cannot guarantee this. Abandoned parents will think of saving their children in this way, but it does not mean that as a pastor, he can do everything they dream of.

Christians know very well what he is. He has been immersed in alcohol anesthesia for many years and may even lose the ability to take care of himself. There is no difference between living and dying. It is simply impossible to raise a delicate baby in such a walking corpse state.

It can be said that at that time, the first reaction of Christians was to give up the baby, instead of rekindling their fighting spirit to raise her up. And just as he hesitantly planned to send her out, a light shot through the dilapidated church glass and shot on the cross in the church.

Devout believers will see their God and their God at this time. But Christians do not see this. They see themselves and the mentor who is like a father to him. He knows that if his mentor is alive, he will definitely adopt this child. Even if this adds a huge burden to him, he will definitely do this. He spends his whole life to do the true meaning of kindness, and even in the moment, he is urging Christians to inherit his will and be a kind person.

And did he do this? He did not, his life was in a daze, let alone being a noble person who could benefit others as the old Christians expected. Even if he was a person of some value, he could not do it. He had no meaning in living in this world. He had not done anything that the old Christians had expected except living, living like a walking corpse.

Is this worthy of the raising and teaching of the old Christians? Is it really meaningful for him to live like this? Christians dare not think about this question at this time because they know the answer, which will definitely make him heartbroken.

At this moment, he realized his mistake, at this moment he recalled everything the old Christian taught him. Looking at the baby in his arms, he began to wake up, and then, he finally regained his faith.

It was not God's doctrine, but the essence of kindness. With faith in his heart, he quit his alcohol addiction and began to take care of the baby wholeheartedly. This was the first baby he took care of, but it was not the last one he took care of. He regained his faith in life and began his new journey in life.

He began to rescue the poor children in this cruel land, and used his meager power to take care of them and raise them. He changed his church into an orphanage, and he used his labor to raise children who had nothing to do with him.

For him, these children did not have nothing to do with him. They called him father, and it was this father that made him finally understand the meaning of living in this world. Dedicating himself to others and using everything to irrigate those existences full of the future is far more happy and happy than self-deprecating destruction. That kind of spiritual satisfaction is definitely better than all the praise and commendation in this world.

From that time on, he finally understood what his mentor pursued throughout his life. And from that time on, he finally found the meaning he should pursue in his life.

He dedicated all his own children to these children, and for him, these orphans he raised were all the important things in his life. For them, he could bear all the sufferings, and for them, he could bear all the tortures.

Although life is poor, he is happy and satisfied. Perhaps this is his lifelong vision, he raises these children one by one and brings children who need his help to him. He spends his whole life to bring smiles to them, uses all his own things to shape a future for them.

He believed that he could finally leave with a smile all day long, and face his mentor and his father proudly in the legendary kingdom of heaven. He thought his life would be like this, but he did not expect that fate had already ended his pity for him, and now it was time for it to maliciously mock and play with him.
Chapter completed!