Chapter 756 Toys
"I am the most suitable actor to kill the chicken to scare the monkey. Whether it is cooperation or obedient, if you made the same request to me in her seat, I would do the same."
"I'm not as excessive as her," Zi Yuan said with a mouthful, "I can't stand the young lady with a temper like her, especially her arbitrary behavior in many aspects and her reckless unreasonable acts have made me feel that she is becoming more and more like a person..."
"Like who?"
Zi Yuan didn't seem to want to say it very much, but after enduring it, she still squeezed out a name from her teeth, "Miss Three."
I was stunned for a moment, then smiled and said, "It's rare to hear you take the initiative to mention Miss Third. Aren't you very evasive to tell me this?"
Five years ago, until I parted with Zi Yuan, I thought Zi Yuan was a simple girl who could not hide any secrets in front of me. But when she left without saying goodbye and disappeared from my life silently, I realized that this girl may not be too conscientious, but she would hide the secrets in her heart more than anyone I knew. This is very similar to her. She grew up in a single-parent family and had long been used to being unbearable and learned to be strong through patience. "It's not about avoiding it, it's not about time. This is part of the agreement between me and her. I can't bear the responsibility of violating the agreement..."
"What agreement do you have... Haha, you will definitely not tell me until the time comes, right? Keep talking, when I didn't ask..." I don't want to make things difficult for Xiao Zi, and although this girl relies on me, she is not without a backbone. In fact, she has never obeyed me. Relying on me, she only obeyed her own will. She is very stubborn. Once she makes some decision, it will be difficult for others to control her. The farewell she left back then was also because of her personality.
I was afraid that Zi Yuan would leave again without saying goodbye, so I would not be stupid enough to ask her any questions that she knew she could not answer. Zi Yuan was a sensitive person. If she felt the pressure brought to me by the third lady, she would blame herself for the responsibility. I could feel that she was deliberately keeping a certain distance from me now. She cared about the relationship between me and Liusu, Murphy, and Dong Xiaoye. Sometimes she could not help but show signs of jealousy, but she still ignored the attitude of an onlooker and refused to interfere in my feelings and life. This is the best proof - no matter what agreement she made with Miss Three and what kind of interest exchanges she had, having a relationship with me that night must be part of it. She had already carried too much guilt for it, so she gave up her position as much as possible to protect my life and not be affected by it.
So, before Shi Yuan could tell all her secrets, and before she released the guilt she had accumulated in her heart, I dare not approach her on her own initiative. I was afraid that she thought I cared about her for the sake of taking responsibility, longed to take care of her, and she thought that I gave up on my feelings for Tassel, Murphy and the others. In this way, maybe one morning I would never see her again.
Ziyuan is very kind because she is used to being hurt by others, but she never thought of hurting anyone in the past. She is also very cowardly and always gives up easily.
So, I don't ask anything now.
Zi Yuan let out a sigh of relief. She was indeed afraid that I would ask the bottom of the matter. A panic flashed in her eyes, and only gratitude remained. "What I want to say is that you should be like Miss Three, and you should also be able to lift Murphy out."
"Put Murphy?" Shi Yuan's words surprised me a little.
"It's not the same kind of release, I mean... what should I say," Zi Yuan was afraid that I would misunderstand, but she obviously didn't think about how to explain this sentence in detail. "I mean, daughters like them who are smart, capable, and have problems due to their special family conditions and growth environment are often self-centered and do not take into account the feelings of others. Therefore, they often do things that ordinary people like us cannot understand. The reason may be superhuman strategies or naive naivety. They may have purpose or no purpose. In short, there are some things they may not be able to explain clearly what they want to pursue, but the only thing that can be certain is that we can definitely not resist them being so troubled."
Zi Yuan's words were not logical, and I didn't understand them, "Xiao Zi, what do you want to say?"
Zi Yuan was silent for a while before turning her face and said with a slightest voice: "All arguments are pale in the face of reality. Whether it is society or people, there are always levels and gaps. I don't want you to be like me, but also become someone's toys because of some things that are difficult to give up, whether she is intentional or unintentional..."
There were too many feelings hidden in Ziyuan's words, but I still couldn't understand, "What are you referring to as something that is difficult to let go?"
"Family, love, friendship, favors, money, power, beauty, gambling, drugs...everything that can bind people is something that is difficult to let go. When it falls into the hands of others, it will be... a handle. A person who is held will be like a puppet, and from then on, it will be involuntarily, unless you can cut off the threads that bind you by yourself, but that is too difficult..."
Zi Yuan's words were a bit profound, but fortunately my understanding was pretty good. "You mean, I am Feifei's toy, you are Miss Three's toy?" I knew I was bound, and what bound me was my love for Murphy.
"The reality is much more complicated than you imagined. I am just a toy for Miss San, and you are not only a toy, but also a tool. The tool in the eyes of many people. Miss San, Mo Yizhi, Zhang Mingjie, Liu Xiaosheng, everyone is trying to use you to achieve a certain goal for themselves. Even the police fantasized about catching a few big fish with you, so they arranged Dong Xiaoye to protect you, right? In other words, you are also Dong Xiaoye's tool, because she hopes you can help her complete the task, and completing the task is her purpose... Then, how can you be sure that Murphy did not unintentionally treat you as a toy or tool?" Zi Yuan sighed and said, "Do you know why I don't want to stay in the office?"
From the sour taste of Shi Yuan, I had already guessed a rough idea, "Those two guys, can't they be bickering again, right?"
Zi Yuan smiled, "Murphy put a big head sticker on the back of your phone, right?"
Sure enough!
"Looking at Officer Dong's spirit, I'm afraid that it's not just for your Liusu, her sisters are so angry, right?"
Ziyuan's smile made her brother sweat coldly. She was silent and watched her, who had been watching the other side in silence, which was far more thorough than the several parties involved. The girl seemed to continue to say to herself: "Just just now, I asked Officer Dong, if Yuanyuan's illness has improved, she said that the girl was still not in good spirits. She didn't eat dinner yesterday and didn't eat much breakfast today. I don't seem to be unfamiliar with this symptoms. I remember that every time I went to your house for a weekend, Yuanyuan had this disease... Did she see the photo on the back of your phone?"
This girl is so keen... In the past, I used to understand Ziyuan's understanding of Chu Yuan, but now, I am extremely panicked. It seems that I only realized that Ziyuan looked at my relationship with Chu Yuan in this way. It was so panicky.
"Murphy's original intention may be just to emphasize that you belong to her or that she belongs to you. He has never thought of hurting anyone, but your indulgence on her has made her hurt many people unintentionally. Shouldn't you pay attention to it?" Zi Yuan said quietly: "If I had been in the past, seeing you being so close to other girls, I would definitely be as angry as Yuanyuan..."
“Not now?”
Ziyuan's words seemed to be a casual feeling without deep thought, and I asked it out as soon as I was asked. We were both stunned, and then we avoided each other's gaze at each other. Ziyuan was shy, and I was afraid that she was shy...
The atmosphere was a little awkward. Zi Yuan was silent for a while and whispered, "Your girlfriend is Cheng Liusu."
But you are already my woman... This sentence cannot be said, otherwise Zi Yuan would definitely think that I was forcing myself to be responsible for her, "Even so... I don't want you to not eat, but I hope you will be jealous."
Ziyuan's pink face, and she asked curiously, "Do you like jealous women?"
I replied seriously: "I know it's a bit shameless to say this, but if you are jealous, I will be at ease... I'm not sure that you will definitely make you feel happy, but I don't want to not even have the chance to try..."
Chapter completed!