Chapter 717 The feelings in my heart are...

"If I were asked to say anything, Dongfang would be more suitable for you than them..."

"This joke is not funny, and... On this planet, I have never seen a girl who is more willful than Dongfang. She ran away from home with her mother in anger. She has known her for so long, let alone calling her mother, it is very ugly to hear her mention her mother. After finally mentioning her last time, she still opened her mouth and shut up and called her mother's name, which is not true."

"That's because you don't understand her. Every family has difficult scriptures. Dongfang's relationship with his family seems to be quite complicated. She rarely mentions the family affairs with me. But because of this, she is more mature than me. No matter what she does, there are reasons and reasons. Maybe it's because she is infected by me, or you are too used to treating us as children, so she shows her willful side in front of you, but it's just in front of you. Although we are the same age, she has always taken care of me like a sister, and always pampered me and coaxed me like you..."

"Just like the pitifulness in the novel? I am willing to do anything for you?" The pitifulness in the novel, for the sake of good friends, can force myself to like my brother who is good friends. So, what about Dongfang in reality? Thinking of Dongfang's dodging and hiding in recent times and his abnormal attitude towards me, I long to find the answer from Chu Yuan.

"Well..." Chu Yuan suddenly hugged my arm tightly, but her head drooped lower, as if she didn't want me to see her expression, "But there are also different things from the novel. The pitiful in the novel will not lie to Murong, so Murong thinks she was forced by herself, but Dongfang in reality will lie to me, so... I always feel recently that she was not forced by me, but that I was fooled by her..."

What does it mean? My heart trembled. That little girl's abnormality is really the first love to begin, right?! Her relationship with Chu Yuan has become extremely strange in the past two days. Could it be because Chu Yuan noticed that her love to begin?

Chu Yuan obviously didn't want to give me a chance to prove it, "You have already off topic. I will only answer my questions. If you want to ask Dongfang, ask her by yourself."

The stinky girl seems to dislike this topic very much, just like I did not like this topic before...

"Okay," I continued the question just now, "Do you don't like Liusu or hate her?"

Chu Yuan asked in an indifferent tone: "Is there any difference?"

"Yes," I care a lot. I think this question is the most important thing about how we start a conversation. "Don't like it is because there is no feeling, hate it is an emotion. There is no difference between feeling and having emotions. Is it small?"

"That's just not like it." Chu Yuan was very perfunctory. She knew the difference between the two more than me, so I'm sure she was avoiding it or trying to cover up the problem.

"Then why does the last page of your novel read 'I hate Cheng Liusu'?"

"Because...because...have you seen the poem on the last page?" The stinky girl asked replies without answering.

"See..."

"'I hate Cheng Liusu' is the name of that poem. Well, it's easier to read it like this than 'I don't like Cheng Liusu'..."

What is the explanation? Chu Yuan is still Chu Yuan, the stinky girl who has not grown up and cannot tell the difference!

What I care about is not her attitude towards Liusu, but whether there is too much darkness in her heart. This is also the reason why I asked such a question first - if Chu Yuan still can't let go of Liusu at this moment, it proves that she has not been prepared to accept any results from beginning to end...

Chu Yuan is a child after all, but she has accepted the reality rationally but is psychologically full of rejection.

The rain became tighter and tighter. I wanted to take off my coat and criticize Chu Yuan, but this girl refused to let go of our hands that were holding each other together, even if she understood what I wanted to do... I sighed helplessly, "Do you hate Liusu because of brother?"

Chu Yuan was silent for a long time, and suddenly asked me softly: "Brother, am I very selfish? Shouldn't I... Do you think Murong in the novel shouldn't like her brother?"

"Because they are brothers and sisters?"

"They are not brothers and sisters!" Chu Yuan suddenly stopped and looked up at me. Seeing that I was just looking at her calmly, she snorted coldly, blushed and avoided my gaze. "The law only recognizes their brothers and sisters, but there is no way to change the fact that they are not related by blood. If the parents factor is aside, is there any difference between them and childhood sweethearts who grew up together?"

Putting aside the factors of parents? I couldn't help but be stunned. Perhaps because all my attitude towards Chu Yuan is based on the relationship between parents, I have never made the assumption that put aside the factors of parents, and this has always been my premise. When Chu Yuan asked this question, I was actually asked by her - Yes, if I put aside the factors of parents, what are Chu Yuan and I? Parents are the reasons for us to become brothers and sisters, but they did not achieve the fact that we are brothers and sisters. ‘Brother’ and ‘Sister’ are just two code names. We have never truly recognized that the two code names are bonds to our family...

I finally understood, and understood why Teacher Xiao Shu had no idea about this matter. As she said, when you really immerse yourself in the characters in the novel, you will find that it is difficult for you to find a reason to not like the other person...

I suddenly felt that the guilt in my heart had been much lessened, but I immediately reminded myself not to give up the position and responsibility of "brother" because of longing. Law is the rule of society, human ethics is the bottom line of morality. When the law recognizes the relationship between parents, it is destined that the relationship is a moral shackle that we cannot break free from. Even if we are disdainful, it still exists and is monitored by society.

"There are many kinds of likes, but no matter which one you like, no matter who you like, it should not be considered selfish, right?"

"What if I hate others just because I like someone?" Chu Yuan lowered her head and looked at the tip of her shoes, looking at the trouser legs soaked in the rain, and said cowardly: "Just Murong, because she likes her brother, she hates the girls around her brother. Isn't this selfish? Because she herself thinks that she hates it without reason..."

"Maybe," I squatted down and rolled up the girl's long trousers with one hand, saying, "But everyone has such feelings. Hate because of love. This is definitely not correct, but only this incorrect feeling can make people become honest. Because of love, they hate. Throughout history, this is the only flaw that humans have admitted but cannot evolve."

"You mean, hate is because of love, hate proves love?"

"Probably, isn't there a saying? The more you love, the deeper you hate..."

"Is that true?" Chu Yuan tiptoed, allowing me to roll up her trouser legs under her heels, and whispered: "Then the feelings in my heart must be like this..."

"Hmm?" I stood up and looked at her, but she turned her head to look in another direction.

On the sidewalk, there were few passers-by. I happened to pass by an old couple holding a transparent dome umbrella. Although I was over twilight years, I snuggled and played, and I still had the romance and vitality of youth. Chu Yuan's eyes turned as they passed...

"If the name of that poem is 'I hate Cheng Liusu', then 'Cheng Liusu' is just a code name, just the person who appears from my life and takes you away from my life is just called 'Cheng Liusu'. If she is Murphy and Dong Xiaoye, the name of the poem will become 'I hate Murphy' or 'I hate Dong Xiaoye'..."

The rain extinguished the remaining temperature on the ground, and the coldness of the rainy night covered the entire city. The winding streets were swift by. The rolled rain fog was like a thin layer of gauze under the lights of the rear car, floating and blurry, swelling in the whirlpool of traffic, but it was blowing into the face again... it was a hint of coldness.

"Fate..."

This girl finally admitted the darkness in her heart. I wanted to comfort her, but saw her suddenly turn around and say, "Brother, I love you."

"Eh?" I was stunned, "What did you say just now?"

The words that Chu Yuan jumped out of his head seemed to roll up a layer of veil made of mist, covering my eyes with ethereality, making the pretty face that was close to him blurry and hazy...
Chapter completed!