Chapter 493: Hateful and cruel tenderness?

If Zi Yuan really knew how to resent, then when she was a child, she had been bullied by others and was criticized with tinted glasses, she would have become a cynical person.

"I won't tell you the reason, don't ask anymore," Zi Yuan said, "It makes sense that Yuanyuan hates me. I can understand her mood. Don't scold her again after you go back. Xiaonan, remember that Yuanyuan is the person in this world who cares about you the most. You must feel sorry for her and cherish her."

"I know...you don't blame her?"

I couldn't hear the answer I wanted to hear, "I don't know..."

Just as Zi Yuan said that she understood Chu Yuan’s mood, I seemed to understand Zi Yuan’s mood. After all, because of Chu Yuan’s fault, we stagnated for five years and suffered for five years...

"It's my turn to ask you a question," Zi Yuan sat upright, her pair of water eyes gazing in tears, staring into my eyes. "Five years ago, if you could reply to me, what was your reply?"

I closed my eyes and after a moment, I said what I thought was correct: "I won't tell you. If you really want to know, just exchange all your secrets with me."

My face was full of playfulness and cunning answers were just to hide the helplessness in my heart. Of course, Zi Yuan would not tell me all her secrets, so I don't need to answer this question that would hurt her anyway.

"You really would say that..." Zi Yuan was not surprised, but she did something that surprised me - she suddenly touched her neck and kissed me gently on her lips.

I was stunned. Just as I was about to ask her what she was doing, Zi Yuan had already pressed my lips with her index finger. Her little face was bright red, and the blur in her eyes was so intoxicating. She heard her say softly: "Xiao Nan, your gentleness has at least harmed two people, one is me and the other is fate... You are so hateful!" After that, he pushed open the car door and ran away. I didn't know when the car stopped.

Is it hateful tenderness? It's more tactful than naked hurt, right?

Five years ago, the question that Zi Yuan wrote in the letter that made me confused for a long time is still clearly written in my mind - will you come to the United States to pick me up and be your bride?

Innocence, and serious - this is the real Aster.

For the future, girls are always full of fairy tale-like psychedelic colors, but for me it is such a reality... For a student who has just graduated from high school, the United States is too far away, and for a virgin who doesn’t understand love, marriage is too far away.

Although vague and hazy, in the concept of "bride", the word "responsibility" is already mentioned. Can I take on the responsibility of taking care of Zi Yuan for the rest of my life? At that time, I was worried about this.

Now, I should have pretended to be a villain and said that I have never liked you before? What is the courageous confession and the five years of waiting? To be honest, admit that I once wanted to give her a promise? What should I do if Liusu? My greed for Ziyuan will eventually only cause harm to two women, not to mention... I have no confidence in dealing with my relationship, otherwise I would not have been entangled with Murphy.

Life always makes some unfunny jokes with us, so that we can understand some truths that are not truths in it - if love is perfect and beautiful, leaving a hazy sweetness as a memory, perhaps it is not a bad thing. At least, I remember her "natural", she remembers my "gentleness"... nonsense, it is just a forced smile in bitterness, and numbing the pain in my heart...

"Sad..." The driver looked at Zi Yuan's slowdown back as he ran away, and suddenly these two words popped up.

I barely curled the corners of my mouth and asked, "What's sad?"

"I don't know," the driver looked at me from the rearview mirror and said, "Brother, there is sadness on your face."

I touched my stiff face and asked with a smile: "Is that true?"

The brother from Beitian City is famous for talking, and his words are quite philosophical: "What you see in her face, she sees something from your face. The bystanders are clear. I saw the faces of you two. Brother, don't blame me for being too talkative. I can't help but say a few words. I don't know what happened between you, but I probably understood a little bit. Isn't it just that thing between a man and two women? Why are you so heartless? What's wrong with that girl? If you don't like others, you will refuse, but you have to cut it off, which is not a pity? Nowadays, the passionate men and women are gone. It's not a sin, it's really not a sin. At worst, don't let your fate know?"

Where to follow?! I can't laugh or cry. This driver is so irritating... However, his "resentfulness" hurts me. Is it really like what Zi Yuan said, my tenderness is actually just cruel?

When I got home, I saw Liusu, Dong Xiaoye, Dongfang Lianren sat in the living room without a word. The table had been cleaned up, and the mood of the three of them was obviously affected, all of whom had poker faces.

I asked with a smile, "What's wrong? Why are you doing with a stern face? Have you eaten?"

Dongfang Ying said: "I've eaten..."

Lies, it’s weird if you can eat them, but I didn’t expose them and joked: “Not delicious? Look at you, they all look like food poisoning, and their eyebrows are black…”

"Do you have any serious words?" Dong Xiaoye glared at me fiercely, but his expression was relieved. Several girls were worried about me, so of course I understand.

Liusu stood up and said, "Nannan, are you okay?"

"What's wrong with me?"

My knowingly asked was stupid, which made Liusu a little overwhelmed, "Where is that... Ziyuan?"

"I sent her home," I smiled and said, "I didn't expect that she was living with Min Rou now."

"Is that true..." Liusu and Dong Xiaoye were both surprised, but after enduring, no one asked. Liusu said, "Is she okay?"

"fine."

"It's fine," Liusu breathed a sigh of relief and said, "Then I'm going back too. I didn't go home yesterday. My cousin has called me several times to urge me."

"I send you."

"No need, Miss Xiaoye drives me. You have been busy for a day, so take a break early," Liusu paused and said, "If you have anything to do, I'll talk about it tomorrow."

I nodded, "I'd better give it to you. Her toes are swollen like carrots, I'm not relieved."

"I'm not worried about her?" Dong Xiaoye raised his rush and pulled Liang Dao's beautiful feet and said angrily: "Your eyes are growing on the top of your head? You point your fingers and see which of my toes look like carrots? It's already swelling, is it okay? Besides, what does step on the accelerator and brake have to do with your toes? I'll call you today, I have to go, let you see if something happens."

I knew it clearly that Dong Xiaoye saw through me and was pretending to be relaxed when she forced me to smile and pretended to be relaxed. She was not worried about me... so she and Liusu would not worry about it. I compromised and said, "Okay, okay, go, be careful on the way, do you know?"

"I'm the same age as you, can you talk too much?" Dong Xiaoye didn't give me any face and choked me every word, but no matter how I looked at her, she felt like she was angry, just because she was not used to my concern for her, and it seemed that she just didn't know how to comfort me, so she tried to use her usual communication methods to relieve my mood, but... when I thought about how we communicated like this, why did I feel even more depressed?

Yin is strong and Yang is weak, and I am becoming less and less at home...

I took Liusu downstairs and got into the car. She still reminded me: "Nan Nan, don't scold Yuanyuan after you go back. If you have any words, you should talk to her. Yuanyuan is a little willful, but she is still very sensible. And... I don't think there is anything wrong with Yuanyuan for what to do tonight."

From Liusu's expression, I could clearly feel her fear and hostility towards Zi Yuan, and I felt very uncomfortable, "Don't worry, she grew up so old, when did I see me hit her and scold her?"

Dong Xiaoye interrupted, "He dares to scold Yuanyuan and try it, see if I won't kick him to death!"

"Who are you kicking?" I choked her and said, "I forgot the pain after the scar is healed. You didn't remember the lesson yesterday, right?"

"You--" Dong Xiaoye suddenly blushed.

Liusu didn't know that Dong Xiaoye's toes were injured because of kicking my little brother. She always thought it was made by shoes, so she didn't understand our conversation and frowned and said, "What lesson? Nannan, have you bullied Miss Xiaoye?"
Chapter completed!