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26. Night (Part 2)

Sure, nothing counts?

After a while, Yukishi took a breath, and a hoarse voice with some complex and unexplained emotions rang out of his phone again.

"I actually should have known it."

"I knew from the beginning about his relationship with my sister."

It seemed to be just to shock me, Xue Zhixia paused and used her plain and cold voice to describe something that I had no idea at all.

"There is one of the music discs in my sister's hands, which is something she's very precious. I can often see my sister listening to the song and then having a very happy smile. That was something I saw a year ago."

"I actually know everything."

"I know everything about Shizuka Hiratsuka, about me, about what he wants to do to change me. At the beginning, I heard those words. But I wanted to pretend that I didn't hear them, and I wanted to change all this with my own means. But I failed and I was wrong."

"Even if you pretend to be a stalker, your heart will still be hurt. Even if you pretend to be careless, if something happens, it will really happen. There is no time machine in this world, it will pass. It is reality."

"I really can't fall in love with him. I have always hated his behavior pattern. It's better to say that I hate his attitude towards life and even feel disgusted."

"But, I can't ignore him."

“…”

Breathing, stagnated.

"I'll ask first."

I sighed at this unexpected but not surprising unfolding.

"Is your description like a confession?"

"ah?"

The sound on the phone suddenly raised a tone and clearly showed disgust.

"What are you saying disgusting? Why do you still have to say something serious? Do you want to die? Do you want to try the feeling of fainting?" Xue Zhixia replied without hesitation. The feeling was like describing the feeling of being lying on the toad.

Sure enough, my judgment is not wrong. There is no love relationship. I just simply think that it should exist, and the thoughts between friends. It is not a matter of love.

"Nothing, you can keep going."

Touching my nose, I smiled bitterly.

So, this is true for adolescent boys? They will think that they are confessing to similar voices. And then again, if you don’t care about the cause and effect, the sentence just now is definitely confessing, right? At least from the perspective of a boy, it is definitely that way.

At this time, I can't blame me for thinking too much, right? Although it is indeed a serious time, love should be very serious, right?

Although judging from the current situation, the probability of my girlfriend being able to find is zero.

“All in all, that’s what’s happening right now.”

As if he had found some key point, Yukishita sighed and said in a tone that he was in control.

"I still hate you very much, but I can't ignore you. I will subconsciously protect your reputation, and you have also used some means to protect me, right? So based on this situation, I can't deceive myself anymore. The relationship between us is definitely not an enemy. But what do you think about this relationship?"

"Even if you ask me what I think, how can I know your thoughts? Then again, you subconsciously pushed the task to me, right? Take your own thoughts well! I don't know what you think, how do I know what our relationship is going on."

"You are joking again. Isn't my current state all your calculations? If it weren't for you, I'm still fine now and wouldn't have become like this at all."

"...I admit that what you said makes sense, but I can't take the blame!"

"hehe."

Xue Zhixia sneered and stopped explaining.

Why are they all my faults? Although they are indeed all my faults.

Although she really made sense, if it weren't for me, Yukishi was eating chocolate and humming songs now. He was living a good life, right? He wouldn't have suffered with us... After that, I seem to have been stolen and changed my concept?

"Strictly speaking, although we are enemies, we do have this concept of protection, and we have indeed spent a considerable period of time peacefully with each other."

"Well, I admit that."

"So our current relationship should be considered enemies?"

"Do you want to die?"

"...Okay, I'll think about it again."

As for the tone that Xue Zhixia could come to the door at any time, I could only rack my brains to find some more appropriate words.

"Well, that's a more special friend? The kind of relationship that competes with each other, but we all know each other's character, so we also have trust. It's just that kind of thing. Yes, a friend of honest friends. One of the three friends is OK this time, right?"

"How do you think I will react after seeing you unlucky?"

"Glimpse and cause trouble."

"So what happened to you after seeing my bad luck?"

"Three laughs made a secret trip."

"So how do you feel now? By the way, the three friends are Youzhi, Youliang, Youduowen. I am confused now about why you can become the first in the whole grade."

“…”

Is it really impossible to be friends if I slap my face in the face?

This is not to mention friends, it is simply a joke. Which friend likes to cheat each other and scold each other? Isn't this just happening - hey? Isn't it true? It seems that there is really one? It used to be a derogatory term, but now it is a friend with neutral words.

"I said under the snow."

I thought about it carefully and said cautiously.

"Don't you think our relationship is more like bad friends than those who are good mentors and friends? They are the kind of bad friends who can be reliable at critical moments when scolding each other."

“…If you think that’s the case, then I’m afraid it’s that.”

Because of my phone, I couldn't see the face of Xue Zhixia. But I believe that if it were her, she would definitely frown in distress, then nodded reluctantly, and finally agreed, right? Because she was such a person.

It is no longer hostile as an enemy, nor is it an ordinary friend relationship. Instead, it is secretly causing trouble and supporting each other, recognizing each other's bad friends.

This is the latest distance.

The latest agreement between us.

Perhaps as time goes by, this relationship will still change, rise or fall, and shift left and right, but for us now, this relationship is the most perfect and can best describe our current state.

We don’t like each other’s attitudes and ways of life. We hate each other’s existence. But we are convinced of each other’s importance and will maintain each other. This is the relationship.

“All it is that.”

It seemed as if in order to break free from something, I subconsciously rubbed my shoulders and made a relaxed tone.

"Now you should be satisfied, right? You already have some understanding of each other's thoughts. Have you adjusted your emotions? No problem?"

“I said at the beginning that there was no problem.”

The sound under the snow was filled with confidence.

Regarding this sentence, the look of Xue Zhizhi's head raising his chest and proud face was fully visible in his mind.

"It's just that you and Yuhihama thought too much. Since I have said that I can restore to the original state in one day, I will definitely return to the original state. This is an unquestionable fact. It's just that you are too worried."

"Is that right? That's good. I'll just hang up first-"

"Slow down."

The sound was like a chain, and my wrist was fixed in place.

"Hey? What did you say?"

"I have said so much about me, so you should also talk about your own ideas, right? The exchange of information is necessary, are you right?"

"Ah?! Ah, no, let it go, I am a big boy, don't have the delicate thoughts of girls. You know, what I think about is love, does she like me, and this kind of thought, even if you ask me-"

"Open the door."

"What?"

"I'll let you open the door. I'm outside the door now."

“…”

I think I'm jumping off a building now, which is probably a kind of youth comedy, right?

Isn’t there a saying? Youth dramas won’t die, I will jump off a building now, right?
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