25. Night (middle)
“…Talk with me.”
Hello, is there no problem with the tone of command coming up?
Listening to the distorted sound of Xue Zhixia being caused by the phone, I sighed.
"Then I'll go to your house now? Or you come to my house. If you do this, you can save some phone bills, and the effect will be good when you meet and chat."
"No, that's fine."
It's just that.
The sound of breathing under the snow on the phone was clearly audible. Although it was still a little weak, I refused my invitation without hesitation.
How to say it, maybe Xue Zhixia said that she could recover one night and probably didn't lie to us. Now Xue Zhixia is probably already as active as usual by her tone. Although her voice is still very weak.
I just couldn't see her face, so I couldn't confirm it.
"The reason I can't get over is because when I see your face at this time, I think I can't help but attack my desire. So please, just chat on the phone."
"...Are you sure you weren't here to provoke me on purpose?"
"No? I really want to communicate."
"I only hear you're serious about provoking me."
"That's definitely your illusion, right? Just put this little bit on the other side in advance."
It's definitely not a trivial matter!
Do you give me the heart of my fragile young man? I am worried about you very carefully! Why do you feel that all my care and emotions are fed to the dog?
"Then what? What are you calling me now? Do you have anything to say? State it in advance. If it is a confession, I will definitely accept it happily. Even if it is not a confession, I like to listen to anything I tell you."
"Can you die twice?"
Xue Zhixia's voice was indifferent on the phone. If she saw it in reality, she would definitely glar at me fiercely with her stern gaze, right?
But that is only in reality. In this kind of entanglement of telephones, there will be no expressions or troubles with body language. It is a clear and beautiful thing to convey each other's meaning through sound and radio waves.
Because you can't see the face, you can avoid many embarrassing situations. Because you can't see the face, you can say some words with confidence and boldness. Although it's just self-deception, some words can never be said in person. However, they must be expressed, so this kind of dialogue scene appears.
"I'm a lie." After the first conversation, Yukishita denied the life he had been obsessed with without any worries in her cold voice.
“…ah, is that?”
"Yes. I didn't fulfill my own promise and broke my own promise."
Listening to the sound of the snow, I subconsciously held my breath.
"I originally hated that guy."
After a few dozen seconds, as if he had sorted out his emotions, the voice of the snow sounded from his phone again. With a little trembling sound, it seemed like he was trying to calm down, and he was trembling and narrating to me some of the gradually evolving places in her heart.
But there is no way to see her.
I could only sit on the sofa, staring blankly at the coffee table in front of me, listening to the sound of the snow in my phone, and just staying quietly as a listener.
"I hate him. I hate him. The existence of that kind of person is a mistake. Why? Why do you have so many choices and so many relationships, but you use that method to deceive me? Why do you torture me so much? Why?"
Because you can't see the face, the voice becomes more and more harsh.
"Pretending to be like, deceiving me, pretending to be like, deceiving me, deceiving me, concealing me, why? Can you just trample someone you are unfamiliar with for the sake of others' request? Just because you want to correct me and make me understand something, do you have to mock me like that? Do you have to sarcasticize me like that?"
"I hate deception. I don't like to face anyone with a disguised face. But every time I try to believe him, the results I get are always deceiving again and again."
"If you have hostile disguise, it doesn't matter what you do? As long as you hold the name of an enemy, you can use all kinds of despicable and shameless means? You just do it because you like it, and you do it because you don't like it. Why?"
"……Feel sorry."
"Shut up and listen to me."
"Um."
A trembling voice gradually came out of my phone, causing me to shut up.
"Is it because I did something wrong? Is it because I didn't do it well enough? Even if I tried to help, I was treated with that kind of method, almost crying. Why? Because I was an enemy and an opponent, I couldn't explain it to each other? Is it just that? Is the reason just that?"
"No, it's because he hates me too. He also hates me too. But even so, he tries to save me in his own way. He obviously hates those things but takes on everything himself. I can't understand such contradictory behavior."
"Aren't we enemies? We are opponents. But what have we done now? What do we do? Even if we have said thousands of conversations and tens of thousands of words, the distance between us has not changed even a step. We are just more protective of each other in our behavior, and it seems that it does not exist at all in half a year. We are clearly clear, but we still have to show that attitude."
"So I lied to others. I deceived myself. I treated you as an enemy and protected you without authorization. What's this? What exactly is this?"
Ah, yes, what is this...
Looking at the fair ceiling, I don't know what to say.
(Maybe it was a coincidence. When I was writing this chapter, my old classmate contacted me on QQ. He said he was very moved, but finally contacted me, afraid that I had not met for so long and would forget her. I said you don’t have my phone number on your hand? She said I changed the number and didn’t tell her, so she told me. I suddenly felt indescribable... By the way, he is a very cute soft girl, and the appearance prototype of his apprentice is also. I thought she didn’t want to contact her for so long, but I didn’t expect that I didn’t tell her at all... But even so, I was still very happy. The reason for being happy was not that we contacted us, but that others took the initiative to look for me. I think I am really a scumbag.)
Chapter completed!