2014 also needs two dimensions
The 13th year of the lunar calendar has passed, and in a blink of an eye, 2014 has arrived. Before we knew it, we are old again... Oh no, we are one year older!
I started writing "Super Change" in the spring of 2011, and it was intermittent, and it has been nearly three years now. In fact, some things I wanted to say on December 31, 2013, because that day was the first anniversary of the first leader of "Super Change" - the last day of the Gregorian calendar 2012, which was last year before the New Year, the author, who was about to go home for a painful New Year, was at the intersection of "whether to continue this hopeless book." At that time, I was too weak and had no funds to accumulate. I lived outside alone (of course it was not easy to go home). My monthly income was only enough for the monthly living expenses. After buying a ticket in my pocket, I basically had nothing left. If I went back to celebrate the New Year, it would be better to say that I was passing the mark. In this kind of love
In addition, I was in a very depressed mood and once wanted to give up this transformation article and say goodbye to this kind of pure love novel. However, at that time, after a single chapter of depression was sent out, hundreds of people seemed to give rewards in one day, which made me feel that there were still many people reading this book. Then, soon, before January 2013 (if I give another reward in January, the money will only be obtained in February), in the last few hours of 2012, players... Oh no, the reader "spiral organ" finally gave me a big red envelope and became the first leader of the book. And with the rewards in the last few days and the first leader, my income in the last month of 2012 can finally make me barely live at home.
The book "Super Change" survived a considerable difficulty and continued. Here, I really want to thank everyone who gave me the reward (although the author of the ordinary small rewards can no longer remember it). It was everyone's timely and powerful support at that time, allowing the book to continue. It also allowed the author's love for the second dimension to continue.
After surviving the difficulties at the end of 2012, in 2013, the author has accepted the fact that pure love and transformation articles are difficult to become popular at the starting point, and he cannot sit and wait for death like last year, so he must do something. So from May and June, the author has been planning other books, one of which is "The War Girl" which was also published under this account, and the other is on other websites. There is no doubt that neither is pure love article. Because I said that I need to use a small h article to support myself so that the "Super Change" I really like can continue, otherwise I would have to quit the online literature circle when I was hungry. "The War Girl" is a harem text. As for the book published on other websites, it can no longer be described as "small h", but "big h" - don't ask me which one
The name of the book is because I can't say it. Although that book can add more than 3,000 yuan to me this month, so I don't have to worry about how to "celebrate the New Year" like last year (so you haven't seen me asking for rewards every day like before in the last few months of this year), that book - I wrote it with my eyes closed. It's very harem, very stallion, and it looks very refreshing, and it's very fast to write it. Just give me some Long Aotian-style plot, add a little "please subscribe" and then add a string of exclamation marks and other words to make up the word count. Then I'll make up enough chapters like this. I can easily write several chapters a day. When the number of words is not too many, the subscription fee is already quite high. Although the grades are not as good as those of the best, they are barely good. However... it is not my dream or my pride. If someone asks me in person, "Did you write that book?", I will say "No".
Yes, it is not a book I wrote. It is just a money-making tool called "xxx" created by an author called "xxx" at a certain period of time. It is not a "book" I wrote.
But let's just treat it as a book.
While writing "Super Change", I wrote two more books. One was the "War Girl". Its subscription score was better than "Super Change" from the beginning. Until I found that I suddenly lost the motivation to write it, its scores were still stronger than when "Super Change" was the best. But I couldn't continue writing it. Because there were no characters that really made me like, nor did I miss it. Then I focused on another book on other websites, and used the past two months to turn it into a book that could support myself and even save a little money. If I put more energy into it, its scores might be better. Its scores finally made me feel a little calmer during the Chinese New Year this year, but many times... it also made me bored.
Because I suddenly realized that apart from "making money", I seem to have no other dreams anymore.
Yes, what else can I do besides making money?
I have been thinking about making money, spending money after making money, and spending money to continue making money... so repeated. Life passes slowly like this. In the end, besides making money and spending money, what else is left in me in this era?
Admittedly, all this is for life and for survival. The more money you make, the more glorious it will be in front of others. But in addition to making money, besides making two money and showing off like the villain supporting roles in the novel (in the novel, the character who is overestimating one's ability will be slapped by the protagonist), what are I left?
One day, I suddenly felt a little inexplicably empty.
Because I found myself becoming an empty shell.
In a wandering situation, looking back a few years ago, at this time, I suddenly realized that I almost lost something important again.
Once upon a time, I had firmly believed that the arrogant Shana, the gentle Fite, the almighty president, the elegant senior sister... These people, even if they are just fiction, must exist - in our hearts, in the world in our hearts.
Even if they cannot be seen or touched, they must exist, exist in a certain world, exist in a world called "Two Dimension", and then named "Cute Realm" in the book "Super Change".
As long as there are people who truly love them and believe deeply in their existence, they will exist.
And for me, this sincere love also made me suddenly feel... my real existence.
Because, I'm still loving something.
Even if what you love is just a fictional world, this "love" itself is real.
In addition to the money-making machine, I also have my own true emotions. Compared to eating, drinking, sleeping, etc., there are other things in my heart that will not deteriorate. Even if I have been dyed by society, when I see Fite on the screen of my mobile phone, I will still feel the ever-changing purity.
Yes, every moment, we are all changed by the world, gradually becoming pragmatic, gradually becoming smooth, and gradually becoming cold. Perhaps in the future, as we age, even the current emotion will fade after all. But now, at least now, compared to making money, survival, and living like others, it is the me of this era—the most unique, most authentic side, the most unique, and the most real self. No matter how vulgar I will become in the three-dimensional world, gradually how decadent I will become, one day, when I think I will still smile knowingly - the me of that era, in addition to working hard to make money and survive, has indeed existed.
Yes, it has indeed existed, because I have truly loved and loved something in my heart, so it has indeed existed.
It seems to be too far-fetched - and it seems to be a bit sensational.
Actually, I just wanted to say two things. The first thing is to thank everyone for their support for this book. Until now, this book has been written, compared to making money, it is more spiritual sustenance for the author. If many spiritual things cannot be shared with others, it will be very uncomfortable to hold them in. So, I really thank the readers who have been accompanying the author to pay attention to the story of the eldest princess and the stories of the cute girls. If no one reads or shares them, this story will become the author's personal yy, and yy alone is very lonely. So, I sincerely thank you again for your still here.
Looking at this book, even if some readers are reading pirated versions, as long as you are still reading it, it is already a huge support for the author. Until now, the author has finally gradually returned to the mentality of those enthusiastic and innocent fan writers back then. Compared to making money, more people share the things written, and more people resonate with themselves with themselves. This kind of spiritual pleasure is the greatest pursuit of those authors who write free fan literature! However, many fan writers are now beginning to please novice readers to make money and start selling meat to make money.
Free 2D texts are still innocent, and when it comes to paid articles, they will almost certainly be pushed down and sold. This is due to the benefits, even the author’s own “big h text” on another website. It’s better not to mention these things.
The second thing is about the update of "Super Change" in 2014. The update speed of "Super Change" this year is probably not very fast. It's still the same sentence - in order to survive, there is no way to write other books to support myself! However, this book will not be broken or tj, and this may also be the only book that the author will never end hastily no matter what his grades are. Not only will it not end hastily, on the contrary, although the update speed is not fast, as long as there is an update, every chapter must be written with care. Compared to making money by quantity, what I care more about now is the quality of this book (ahem... After finding other means to make money, it turns out that waist is still a little straighter, and you can say such words). This book contains the world I yearn for and the girls I love. I want to build this world and the stories of those girls, and seriously express the special love in my heart of this era, so-
In 2014, we will continue to have the second dimension!
(ps: By the way, I wish you all a happy New Year and everything goes well in the new year. Well, I really just wish you a wish, because even if you don’t say this kind of thing, it’s natural!)
Chapter completed!