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441 She must be living a better life now

After hugging Xiaorou, grandmother slowly told Xiaorou about her familiar and strange mother's past experiences.

When Xiaorou's mother was in high school, it was the 1990s when she was about to usher in huge changes. Her strict disciplined father bound her freedom and often quarreled with her over the generation gap. Her mother, who only cared about the food, food, oil and salt, could not do more for her. She ended with an angry slamming the door.

So, full of rebelliousness and extreme desire to escape from the constraints, she soon mingled with the bad teenagers in the school who were regarded as shame.

She has always been eager to leave this small town that is still Jiangdong City, and go to the infinitely prosperous Wenhan City, to see the prosperity and splendor of the big city, and pursue her own happiness.

She deeply loved the boy who was willing to ride a motorcycle and drove her all the way, and he also vowed to take her to the ends of the world and anywhere she wanted to go.

Soon, they also had the so-called crystallization of love, but they had not discovered it at that time.

As her belly gradually bulged and more vomiting reactions, her father soon discovered that she had a child.

The incident was very big at that time. In front of the school parents, her father, Xiaorou's grandfather, almost beat the boy to death on the spot.

This incident completely cut off her last thoughts of bloody relationship with this family.

She was confined to her home, waiting to arrange LC surgery.

But she secretly made an appointment with him and took the bus to the bustling metropolis Wenhan while it was dawn.

However, before leaving, she was caught by her parents. After several fierce quarrels, she couldn't hold on. Her grandfather also gave up on her and said the sentence that still impressed her:

"If you step out of the house this time, don't go back to this house again! I also think that I didn't give birth to you as a daughter!"

However, the stubborn woman left and only brought some clothes for changing.

My grandmother only learned about what happened a year later. The boy who had vowed to take her to the end of the sea and did not go to Wenhan City with her.

But she did not turn back until one day a year later, when she came back with her young child, Xiaorou.

Grandma still had red eyes when she said this, "Do you know? I saw her standing at the intersection, dragging a box of luggage while holding you, with a dusty face, undressed, and thin bones. She didn't dare to call me even when she saw me, but just lowered her head to feed you. I really didn't expect it would be my daughter..."

She also secretly inquired about her daughter's news behind her strict husband's back, but the people who went to Wenhan City to inquire, including the young man's family, had no news. It is said that the whole family had moved.

"No one knows how much she suffered in that year... What's more, she has to hold you... Later I learned that she went to Wenhan City to find the young man's family who moved there. She asked for some money from them, and then relied on this money to give birth to you in Wenhan City... She really suffered a lot for you..."

When everyone was shocked when they heard grandma telling an experience, especially Lu Xiaorou, who was already open and unable to speak.

"Mom...has she... ever encountered such a thing..."

Lu Xiaorou murmured and said, "If that person doesn't love her anymore, there is obviously no need to... give me... to give birth..."

Grandma responded softly, "I and your grandfather thought so at the beginning... But after your grandfather passed away, I suddenly figured it out... Maybe she felt that we didn't set a good example of being a parent, maybe she wanted to raise you well, that might be her original intention."

"That...after that time." Su Mo asked softly, "Didn't Xiaorou's mother stay at home?"

Grandma shook her head gently and said, "My wife and I were so embarrassed when we saw my daughter's appearance. What kind of blood hatred can the family have? It's obvious that the article was over. But her grandfather insisted on sending Xiaorou to the welfare home. Her mother was not even 20 years old at the time, and she had a child around her..."

As he said that, his grandmother gently stroked Xiaorou's head and said, "I hope you don't blame your grandfather for his thoughts too much. He was only thinking about his daughter at that time, so..."

Lu Xiaorou nodded slightly, "Although I won't do this, I can understand my grandfather's thoughts..."

Who can...not understand?

"She lived at home for less than a week. Seeing that her grandfather was stubborn, she didn't insist anymore. Since then, there has been no news. But every year during the Chinese New Year, we will receive some New Year goods sent by unknown people."

"After two years later, her grandfather finally figured it out and said that it was okay to bring the child back, and family reunion was the most important thing. But we didn't have her contact information, and we didn't know where to find it in the vast crowd, so we had to wait quietly for her to bring Xiaorou back. Who would have thought of..."

This wait has been nearly twenty years...

Grandma said as her eyes became wet again, and Su Mo handed her tissues. As for Xiaorou, she kept quietly lowering her head and listening, as if she was a quiet stone statue, without moving.

Jiang Yueling and Xia Yili hid in the kitchen and listened to their grandmother's story. All the washed fruits were placed in their arms. Yueling was sobbing continuously at this time, and Xia Yili kept covering her mouth and preventing her from crying, but Yili herself also had red eyes.

This is what is called... Is there something pitiful about a hateful person?

I would rather wander around alone than abandon my daughter.

But why, later I had to treat my treasure like that...

Is it...I finally couldn't hold on and collapsed?

Then, the life that has been almost destroyed for so many years and the whole youth have become meaningless?

"Grandma...you know?"

Lu Xiaorou whispered softly, "My mother... has been very bad to me since I can remember."

“I never buy me beautiful clothes;”

“Never buy me the doll I want;”

“I didn’t even cook the meal for me;”

"And when there is a little dissatisfaction, he will beat me hard, scold me, and treat me as an abusive bag."

"When I encounter a debt-chasing person who comes to ask for it, I run away by myself, throw me alone in the rental house, and hide under the bed and cry."

"I almost never saw a smile on her face."

"Also, I still remember what she always said to me."

“She always said to me, ‘If I hadn’t given birth to me at the beginning’.”

"I couldn't understand her when I was a child. Since I hate me so much and hate me, just throw me at the intersection..."

"If she doesn't let me follow her, I will never follow her..."

"But...but, that's such an extremely irresponsible mother."

"It's better to raise me until I was fourteen or fifteen years old before I left me at the home of an old man."

"I was actually very grateful when I was left there..."

"Because this grandfather takes great care of me, I finally don't have to live a wandering life with her."

"And, if she hadn't been with me, she would have...must..."

At this time, grandma had already covered her face and made a soft whimper. Lu Xiaorou's tears couldn't stop sliding down her nose. She was unable to support her body and leaned gently on Su Mo's shoulder and was gently supported by Su Mo.

She originally thought that her mother collapsed because she lost that "important person", but in this way, for her mother, there was never only one "important person".

[She must be living a better life now]

Obviously, he often said such words before, but Lu Xiaorou never had the courage to say it again at this moment.

After all, when Lu Xiaorou was fourteen or five years old, her mother took the only thing she had-

Delivered to someone else's side.
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