My name is Chu Xiang. I am eighteen years old and I am an orphan. I don’t remember anything before I was thirteen. It seems that the dean said that a fire broke out at home, and I am the only one of the seven young people in the family. Well, it doesn’t matter, I am still alive, right?

The dean is an "old lady", fierce and noisy, and those little bastards always bully me, but I'm not afraid. They are all fools, and I'm fooling around and counting money for me.

No one in the orphanage liked me, including the dean, and said I was a disaster star, but it didn't matter. They were all pig brains in my eyes. One day I would step on them and I would be the best!

The dean seemed to say that the name I registered before was Chu Xiang. It was soft and I didn’t have the momentum when I heard it. I didn’t know which idiot got it. Nowadays, I want to be safe, happy, and have no power or money. So I changed my name to Chu Xiang, and one day I will fly into the sky like the big roc spreading its wings.

I am very smart and ambitious. I want to get rich, I have to have seven or eight breasts, and a large group of people to serve. Is this difficult? I don’t think that others say I am idiots, but in my eyes you are idiots.

At the age of sixteen, I went to college and spent two years studying for others for five years, and I was still a virgin.

Hehe, okay, I lied to you. In the past two years, I found several girlfriends, but in the end they all blew up because I was looking for these girlfriends at the same time. One day, I met them on the street and then got a slap.

Am I bad? I don’t think so, it’s not what I am looking for myself. What do they say that I am smart, ambitious, handsome, and I pay them one by one. Is it easy for me to change my companion every day?

Finally, at the age of eighteen, I entered society and got rid of the notorious reputation of being "fictional".

The work is very smooth, it is really smooth. Maybe it is because of his handsome appearance, smart and ambitious, so the boss values ​​me very much. Well, I forgot to say that the boss is a fat woman in his forties, and it is said that she is also a wife of a certain elder.

But this has nothing to do with me. Although some people say I am a novice, I know I am pure and clean, and I have a considerate, gentle and understanding girlfriend. Of course, she works with me, she is an accountant and I am the youngest department manager.

I believe that everything I have is rewarded by my own strength and hard work, and I must create a career!

Until one day, my boss invited me to her house for dinner. I was always a person who cared about "famous festivals", so I naturally refused.

That day, my girlfriend scolded me, and that was the first time we quarreled. I don’t think I’ve done something wrong. I have a strong backbone, I have ambitions, and I still have a lot of skills. Do you still have to do such dirty things?!

Unfortunately, I seemed to be wrong. The next day, I was fired and even my girlfriend blew it.

OK, damn pig woman, damn gold worship girl, I was blind, you all go to hell.

That day, I went to the bar to drink heavily, and later I seemed to have a dancer sleeping in. But when I woke up, I felt comfortable all over and gave the dancer a thousand oceans. With the other party's gratitude, I regained my confidence again.

I have the capital, ability and ambitions. If you don’t stay here, you will have your own stay. If you are blind, I will go to find other people who are not blind.

But, I seemed to be really wrong. Maybe the fat woman's "husband" is really awesome. In short, I have never been in a company for three months. In the end, no matter how outstanding the performance is, I will definitely be hyped.

As a woman, this thing has never been missing. With my handsome appearance, how could I not find it?

But gradually, I became tired and had no sexual desire at all. I felt that if I continued like this, I would soon become a slave to desire.

I decided to start a new city.

It was very good at first, and I got promoted again with my character and ability, but not long after, I was fired again! Why?! I know I did nothing wrong. Could it be that I really have a good eye for my skills?!

Woman?!Ha! What I want is feelings, not desire!

Then talk about feelings? Hahaha! No money, no house, no car, no ghost, talk to you!

So I changed to another city, and this time I changed to another province.

Unfortunately, why is this still the case? Is it really useless to be talented and knowledgeable?!

I was confused and frustrated. So I was desolate and I became obsessed with novels. In the novels, I could find everything I wanted. The efforts could be rewarded. The heroines talk about their feelings, and those were what I once longed to have.

I don’t watch the stallion, I can do that thing by myself by just finding a nightclub. I don’t watch the brainless ones, for fear that if I watch too much, I will become brainless.

I like infinite flow because it is fair there, and there will be rewards if you give. I am also disappointed with society, why can’t I enter the infinite world?!

Day by day, month by month, year by year. With odd jobs and small luck of winning lottery tickets, we are degenerating and sinking.

I am twenty-six years old, and society has long smoothed my edges. Ambitions, ambitions, prides, and those are all lies. Have I ever had them? I haven't!

I learned to be slick, to be rogue, to be sarcastic, to learn to be rude, to learn all the means of survival.

However, I still have the last persistence in my heart. Even if I can't become a man who controls desire, I don't want to become a slave to desire.

So I abstinently, and I only went out to eat some wild food occasionally, but I knew that I could actually be more and more able to endure it. I don’t know if this is good or not, but it doesn’t matter. At least I gradually learned to control my desires.

In fact, I know that what I fear most is not to become a slave to desire, but feelings! The love I once wanted the most, but now I am most reluctant to believe in - love.

One day, I searched Qiandu over and over again, trying to find new sustenance, but this day seemed a little different. Well, the sky seemed to be very blue...

......

Closed my eyes, two lines of clear tears inadvertently slid across my cheeks and dripped onto the soft soil. There should be a grass around, exuding a fresh smell, and the sun was warm and warm, just like holding my sister when I was a child.

(Sister, are you all dead? Why am I not dead? Haha, by the way, I am almost dead now.)

The last time I opened my eyes, my blurred eyes wrapped in tears, looked at the three suns in the sky, like an old man holding a boy and a girl. Chu Xiang suddenly thought that I had also had a wonderful childhood.

For some reason, a trace of power was generated in the body that was disheartened and had been cut off from its vitality. Although this trace of power was probably not even a mosquito, it brought last hope to the dying Chu Xiang.

"Turn the God-turning Golden Pill"!

With his right hand trembling, he took out the disgusting "Sheng Shen Jindan" from the space ring, and threw it into his mouth without thinking.

However, there was no expected bitterness, and a sweet feeling came from the tip of the tongue and reached the heart...
Chapter completed!