086 This time, I'm afraid I'm really going to give up on her (3000)
He also lived in the eyes of everyone looking up and envious, and he also thought he was the pride of heaven.
Until the year when he was 9 years old.
He did not see the situation that year, only the subsequent news reports kept rotating the scene of the explosion at that time, over and over again... The 9-year-old boy watched silently, shocked and even forgot about his sadness.
It was only when his parents died that he realized that his excellence and dazzlingness were so thin that he could no longer support his broken family. He was so thin that his parents left that he didn't know who he should live for and where he should go.
And the so-called death is... leaving, leaving, never coming back...
Mo Huaiyuan was not born indestructible. He also cried. At the age of 9, he cried heartbrokenly in front of the mourning hall where his parents did not have a complete body.
Later, he entered the Aoi family.
Later, he had a wealthy life, and was brilliant and dazzling.
More than twenty years have passed, even though he has long let go of the fact that his parents died tragically and became a martyr, and has let go of his long memories; even if he just returned to Kyoto safely during the Chinese New Year every year, he turned over a wall to visit them at the early morning of New Year's Eve... He still did not forget that he was an orphan, and therefore, he respected An Zhanyu and respected him as the most important person in his life, as his father and as heaven.
He never had any resentment or doubt about An Zhanyu, even if he vaguely felt that An Zhanyu never really valued him, even if he felt that he never regarded himself as his own... it didn't matter.
Even though... An Zhanyu felt so naturally that he shouldn't be with An Ran...
He also felt that, yes, it should be that he Mo Huaiyuan was not good enough.
But……
Ho...but...
The joints of the steering wheel were squeaking white, and when they tried their best, the steering wheel was almost scratched by him.
The cold wind blew in from the unclosed car window, sweeping the coldest breath of winter in the north, shaved on Mo Huaiyuan's face... He sneered in self-deprecatingly, but after the sneer, a sudden pain that could not be hidden in his heart, almost preventing him from breathing.
He never thought that all this was false and a lie. Someone would ruin his parents' lives because of selfishness... subvert his entire life...
What's even more ridiculous and sad is that he had been sincere and hardworking for such a person for half his life. He was afraid that he would not be able to bear to him, even if he lowered himself to the dust, he would remember to be responsible to him and the entire An family.
This pain was like a fire ignited in this snowy winter, burning his smile and tears into smoke. The rest was only ashes, only pain that made people want to rush to the end of the world... a little bit of collapse in my heart...
Mo Huaiyuan lowered his head, his shoulders trembled violently to the point of being powerless, and he felt that he could no longer bear it.
A dazzling light flashed in front of me, and it was the vehicle turning at the intersection!
"Squeak--" A harsh sound of tires rubbing against the ground. It was because he subconsciously pounded the steering wheel and avoided the vehicle that suddenly rushed out!
Very dangerous.
This winter night is snowing heavily, and the cold wind is mixed with snowflakes, pouring in through the window! It shaves on his face and his body is like a knife cutting!
And Anran...
Mo Huaiyuan once really felt that she was the only warm color in her life.
He remembered her simple and beautiful closeness when she first entered An’s house; she remembered her heartbreaking sadness and resentment towards her father when she passed away that year; she remembered her reliance on her for three years in her youth... He actually kept blaming himself and woke up too late. It was not until he was 24 years old that she realized how inseparable she was from her. Before that, everything he did Mo Huaiyuan was like a purposeless drifting on the sea. He didn’t know where his ship was going.
She was the only thing he thought about getting at that time, until a long time later.
He joined the army because she wanted to join the army; he applied for retirement because he didn't want to see her worry about it anymore; he left behind his bright future and followed her abroad and did not want her to be alone outside...
In Maicheng, when he exhausted everything and got her heart, he thought, it would be better to just go on like this and keep going.
She didn't even know it herself, and she didn't even think about it carefully-
safely……
You turned out to be mine...life.
...
Mo Huaiyuan never thought that there would be any reason in this world to ask him to give up An Ran.
Chapter completed!