061 She worries about gains and losses. The way a koala pestered him made him feel itchy
The words they said - Anran, there is someone around you. [First release]
indeed.
In Shen Yan's opinion, An Ran had a great time having fun this afternoon. He was not like other female colleagues, who were chased by her boyfriend or husband from time to time and called to check the post. He was free and happy. Now that the show is over, he said so confidently that Mo Huaiyuan would come to answer her with a call. Chen Yan felt that this is what a woman should look like when she was protected best.
He let her fly freely and give her the harbor when she is tired of flying.
"I didn't mean that. I mean," An Ran bit her lip, "You are pretty. Don't you find a boyfriend like this?"
A woman with such conditions is considered the best, but is she afraid that no one will pursue her?
Chen Yan smiled when he heard this, and wrote a little sadness and vicissitudes on his beautiful face. He stirred coffee with a silver spoon a few times, pursed his lips, and spoke: "I have found a boyfriend myself, and there are many people around me who are waiting and watching, but after all, I have almost shattered, I chose the blind date path."
"I have always been a secretary in the municipal administration. Do you know? From the beginning of the office clerk, I have skipped Director Feng and joined the Finance Department. I have a good relationship with Director Qu, and I have worked hard to do my best. If she leaves the municipal administration one day, I will stay in the Finance Department and have a lot of vacant positions for me, and she will arrange it for me at that time."
Chen Yanran smiled and asked hoarsely: "I don't have money or power at home. I first passed the exam myself. This year I'm nearly thirty years old. I think it's easy to get to this position?"
An Ran has been living a smooth life since childhood. She has been used to being in a high position and has never experienced the sufferings of the people. Her lowered little face is slightly awkward and she doesn't say anything.
Chen Yan ignored it and said, "It's not easy. So too many people doubt that I am like this, is it normal? Did you use some method of being a slut?"
She has such a beautiful woman, with her face and temperament, and she always stomps on the shoulders of her male boss all the way up. Who can't doubt it?
An Ran's heart sank, his water eyes raised and looked at Chen Yan, with a bad premonition, and his little hand tightened the hot cup.
"I'm not afraid that you know - An Ran, others know that this may be bad for me, but you have everything, you won't harm me - I really have that kind of thing." She was talking about the unspoken rules. Sometimes when you meet such people in this circle, you have to use the method you have to be blocked and tripped.
My eyes were slightly red, and I curled my lips and said, "At the beginning, I couldn't find a good job after graduating from junior college and passed the exam, but I was blocked in the last level and couldn't get in. I was unwilling to accept that. That person had that meaning. I thought about it for a long time. At that time, I was still a clean girl, someone I didn't like, and I couldn't sacrifice myself in advance to avoid regrets... I was so anxious, and I really couldn't do it anymore, so I... did it."
"From the beginning to now, there has never been that time."
Chen Yan sighed and continued, "Later I fell in love too. I was very happy to be with him when I met someone I liked. After being together for a while, I felt that love was deep and strong enough, so I confessed to him." Chen Yan remembered the eyebrows and eyes of that person, and the surprised and strange look when he learned the news. After so many years, she smiled slightly, "He thought about it at first and said, "It's nothing, Chen Yan, I know you love me, but later, I still treat him so well, but he gradually became distant from me. Gradually, love words were gone, and even making jokes seemed to be pretending."
"Half a year later, he cheated on it, so of course. Then he pulled the girl to me openly, showed up with me, and said he was so calm, I like her cleanliness more."
At that time, Chen Yan felt as if he was slapped in the face of the person he loved the most, and was so painful that he was sad.
He said he prefers her cleanliness.
Tears and unwillingness were all sprinkled when they were still young, and their emotions were squandered.
Chen Yan folded his hands on the table, shrugged his shoulders, as if he had said it easier, and smiled: "That's it. Later, people I knew wanted to chase me, and when I saw my work circle, they would not help but put on tinted glasses, and their eyes changed a few times. Sometimes when people on blind dates broke down, they could curse if they were not happy. Once, someone cursed the matchmaker in front of me, and said while scolding, "Look, who are you introducing me to."
What kind of person am I? Chen Yan really wants to ask this question.
"Sometimes I also think, why are you so honest? Maybe you will not have so many things if you hide it. If you hide it, I may still see what the legendary true love looks like."
But, no.
She was so quiet that she was not a girl who wanted to pay attention to it that way, and she couldn't hide her emotions in her heart.
She also wanted to be honest, even if her youth was gone, she was always urged to ask someone to get married casually, but she still wanted to wait for that good man.
Chapter completed!