"I can't sign..." He slowly clenched his pen, and the veins swelled up and the joints creaked. He knew what would happen after signing.

"But I can't... just watch Yun Shang die... be able to save her... but not save her..." The murmur from his chest and lungs showed that he seemed to be standing on the top of such a cliff, with the abyss of hell on his left and right.

Lu Qing didn't know what Guan Yunshang was doing, but he felt really distressed when he saw him like this, and touched his shoulder: "Sran, how long hasn't you closed your eyes? Otherwise, you can go and take a break and think about it, it's not a solution for you to waste like this. One day you will be exhausted by yourself..."

How long has it been since I closed my eyes?

Huo Siran didn't know that he was a soldier. He had tried to perform tasks in a row for five days and four nights and never had time to take a nap in his clothes. But even on the front line, he was not as exhausted as he is now. Every minute and every second, he was tortured all the time. He was really tired.

"Actually, Tongtong has suffered a big blow recently. She is emotional, and it is normal for her to get upset. No one can stand it, right?" Lu Qing persuaded, "It's just a divorce agreement. You can still get it back after it is divided. There is no need to make it like the end of the world. Her roots are in C City, and her work and future are in Kyoto. We don't have to be afraid that she will lose it, right? She is a strong girl. No matter what happens, she will not be stupid no matter how sad she is. Siran, you can punish her for a moment, right?"

Lu Qing's words were like a breeze blowing into his heart for Huo Siran, who was about tortured to death. His simple words gave him so much hope.

"If I asked her to donate her kidneys to save the person she hated her to the core... do you think she would forgive me again?" Hosran had never been so confused and helpless, so confused that she wanted to be assured as any person who reached out to help her. "I will make up for her with all the things I have in the future, including my life... Even if she wants me to die, I would rather... If you say this, will she forgive me again? Steam it?"

Lu Qing, do you think she will give me this again to make up for her chances?

Lu Qing froze. He had heard some of the grudges between Lin Yitong and the Yun family. He thought she had to divorce. It turned out that it was not just for the child who refused to abort in her belly, not only for Lin Weilan and Gu Jingsheng, but also for herself. If the person with cancer was Yun Shang, she wanted her to give up the life of her child to save her, even Lu Qing, an outsider, felt hesitant and unfair. But as Huo Siran said, he could not watch Yun Shang die, but could save him but not, so it turned out that some things were destined, and these two people were destined to go through this disaster. He was destined to be sorry for her, but he was afraid that she would not forgive him again.

Lu Qing didn't want to favor anyone, nor did he think that everything could be forgiven just because Huo Siran was his friend. But he felt that he had been with him for too long, really for too long.

Where did the look that longed for answers be that Hosran, who once had the same vision as the sky, would have?

"Will..." Lu Qing smiled and patted his shoulder, "I think she should one day understand and understand your difficulties... She will forgive you... but maybe, not so soon..."

"It will be slower...it will be slower...it will be slower..."

The answer is ambiguous, but the original intention is yes. Huo Siran suddenly became grateful. The deep doubts and expectations in his eyes seemed to be asking, is it true? There are too many things that he cannot be sure of, and he dare not be sure. After hearing Lu Qing's words, his heart seemed to be relieved, he smiled faintly, buried his head deeply, and clenched the pen in his palm...

"Yeah……"

"You sign first, and then take a break," Lu Qing patted his shoulder, "Don't choose a place, just be here, listen to me... It doesn't matter..."

Huo Siran was extremely tired and confused. He didn't even know how he signed the two names. He vaguely said "um" and wrote down his name, stroke by stroke. Lu Qing took away his pen and let him sleep here for a while. Huo Siran lies down with his clothes, put his wrist on his forehead, and his thin lips turned slightly white, as if he could soon fall asleep. He told himself that he was just resting for a while, and then went to find her after he had time. But he never thought that he would sleep for four years.

He once thought she was dead, and he was lonely all his life ever since.

Later, when I met her again, I realized that she was not dead, but things had changed.

Fuck fuck

The induction of abortion with the least harm was performed, and then a kidney transplant was performed. When this plan was proposed, the Yun family did not express any objection. Yun Qinghai opened his mouth and wanted to ask something but finally closed it because he knew that the reason why it was so hasty was because Yun Shang's condition was not optimistic and he could not wait until Lin Yitong had a miscarriage and recuperation before undergoing the transplant. After all, the harm is destined, so it is better to come and take it slowly. Of course, the iron order given by Huo Siran was to ensure her safety and he wanted her to be fine.

Both parties agreed that the operation time was set and Yun Shang could prepare at any time, and Lin Yitong's condition was still stable after a few days of rest.

She focuses on health and her body has always been healthy before.

That morning she slept for a long time and tested various indicators when she got up. The nurse sent the surgical consent form. She looked carefully and there was no problem. Then she raised her long eyelashes and looked at Hosran.

He knew what she was asking for.

His face was very stiff. He turned his back and asked someone to send the two divorce agreements in front of her.

When she signed the letter, someone would send their respective ID cards, household registration books and various letters of introduction to the Civil Affairs Bureau during the operation. He promised that she would see the seal on the certificate before she came out of the operation. Her stubbornness was something he had never imagined.

His little face drooped down palely, looked at the words he signed, picked up a pen and wrote down his own words, and placed them on the same piece of paper with him.

Huo Siran finally broke his skills, turned around, walked over with great strides, and held her hand holding the pen tightly!

A trace was drawn on the paper.

Her watery eyes were covered with a hint of coldness, and she looked at him without any emotion, then sneered, as comforting, and then gently broke out and wrote it out in strokes.

"Thank you." She said in a low voice but clearly.

Thank you, Hosran, for digging out your own hands from my heart, flesh and blood.

That scene hurt him as if he was heartbroken, but Hosran didn't understand what she was thanking for.

The operation is approaching.

She had been taking medicine for two days, and finally swallowed the small white pill, and the door of the operating room opened, and Yun Shang was already waiting in the operating room on the other side. She closed her eyes and lay down gently. The moment the anesthetic was injected into the blood vessels was very calm, so calm that it seemed as if she had fallen asleep, she would not hear the sound of the machine cutting and pulling out the things in her body.

Hosran guarded her for a long time. She lay in his arms like a sleeping glass doll, unable to speak or move.

"What are you doing?" Yun Fei muttered dissatisfied and looked at her parents, "Is it my sister who is about to die? If she digs a kidney, she won't die. If she dies, so many people will donate for free..."

Yun Qinghai gave her a cold look and warned her not to speak again.

The door of the operating room was open and people were pushed in one by one. Then Huo Siran slowly straightened his waist, stared at the operating door and the red light that was on, and spoke in a low voice: "Remember to go back and tell your sister that after this operation, we will not owe each other. I have nothing to do with her or your entire Yun family...."

"——!!" Yun Fei widened her eyes. Unexpectedly, Huo Siran would say such words. Her sister had just tasted some sweetness, but she didn't expect that Huo Siran would take off her anger at her sister because of the harm Lin Yitong suffered for no reason. Why did Lin Yitong still jump around until she died? Is she a ghost that never dispersed?

But it doesn't matter, it doesn't matter... Haha, Yun Fei sneered and looked at the operating table. She promised that she would go and not return after the operation began.

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With a "bang", a nurse came out of the inside anxiously, her hands were bleeding and about to rush outside. Hosran suddenly pressed her wrist with a bad expression. Seeing her bloody hands and his heart stopped beating and asked hoarsely: "What's wrong?"

"The abortion has not been completely clean. I'll get the tools for purging the uterus," the nurse was anxious and angry. "It should be fine for the abortion of the medicine. Why can't the medicine be completely discharged after taking it on time..."

Qing Palace?

Hosran suddenly grabbed her again, his face turned pale: "Is this a failure? Is there a problem starting from the stage of miscarriage?"

"..." The nurse had nothing to say, who would have thought that even the abortion would have problems!

"Will it hurt?" he asked with a sneer.

The nurse dared not speak or speak, and her uterus could not be given anesthetics. She did not say in advance that it was a painless abortion. She asked a machine to clean the embryonic tissue. How could it not be painful?

Hosran sneered even more. Although he had imagined what kind of blood would be like in the operating room before, he didn't expect that in reality, he had completely collapsed when he saw the nurse stained with her blood. He couldn't stand it anymore... There was a strong suffocation in his chest, and he raised his eyes and looked at the surgical door, and was about to push it open.

"We won't do it..." His mind buzzed, and he regretted it.

He wants the surgery to be terminated now.

Tongtong, we won’t do it anymore…

"Hey!!" The first person who was frightened was Yun Fei, and then the entire Yun family was rioted, which made three souls fall out of fear. Several people blocked Huo Siran, and even the nurse was so scared that she quickly retreated and grabbed the door of the operating room.

"You can't do this, how can you do this!! It's just a palace. How many women in the hospital have done it in one day? But my sister has undergone double nephrectomy on the operating table. If there is no good kidney source, she will die! Do you want her to die directly on the operating table?!! You also signed the surgical consent form!!" Yun Fei was so scared that she burst into tears and tried her best to stop Huo Siran.

She was too immersed in the role, and even she really thought that Yun Shang had cut off two kidneys and was waiting for exhaustion to die. Mica was so scared that she took off her body, and immediately knelt down for him, crying and begging him not to go in and not to stop him. It would be a loss in such a situation that it would be a matter of Yun Shang's life... She couldn't survive!!

The scene in front of her was chaotic, and even the attending physician inside was alarmed. His hands were shaking. He looked at the pale face of the tiny man under the action of some anesthesia. He looked at him with a pair of watery eyes, as if asking him why. They all told her that the embryo that was forty or fifty days could indeed be cleaned, but when the embryo flowed out, they all saw the size of the embryo. But she originally had no need to have miscarriage because of this, and she was really not making any unreasonable fuss.

She just felt very distressed because she knew that the embryo would never grow back.

Huo Siran's fist pressed against the door of the operating room, looked down at the few people kneeling at his feet with a pale face. Even he himself was about to believe it. This was a fate and disaster that he could not change. What could he do? Now a door was blocking, a living life was blocking him, and he could only clearly feel her pain in a place that he could not see at all. One knife was better than cutting it on himself.

She was inside, and it was not painful or not, and there was no sound at all.

Qing Palace.

She slowly raised her head and felt the feeling of the cold machine expanding in her body. The clear pain spread from one point to the whole body. This was beyond the expectation of the operation, so there was no measure. Her thin lips were pursed with a faint trace of blood. Her hands tightly grabbed the sheets under her body. Sweat came out from her pale skin, and her whole body was covered in cold sweat.

This pain will be unforgettable for the rest of your life.

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A nurse ran in halfway through and spoke in the chief physician's ear, saying that Yun Shang was ready to ask him what to do. The chief physician wore a mask and covered most of his face. He said in a low voice, "Do you directly perform radical resection of the left kidney, and just let her stay in the ward for the rest of the time." When the nurse left, he lowered his eyes and looked at the patient on the operating table. She was already in a daze. Under the action of the powerful anesthetic, her body could not move, and her back was perfectly exposed. She slowly moved to that position under the surgical cloth. The knife edge would be incised vertically. The operation time would not be too long. But the chief physician knew that the kidney was obviously unnecessary, so it was unnecessary to dig it out.

As I watched the doctor under my subordinates take the surgery, the wound was bleeding and stopped. The cut-out subcutaneous tissue was exposed, with bloody but familiar veins inside.

This is a person who is intact, and this action will cause her to be disabled in this life.

"Wait a minute..." The chief physician's forehead was full of sweat, and he trembled to stop the chief physician.

"Wait a minute..." He did not forget what medical ethics he had learned first, collecting money and lying people. As long as it is not harmful to the truth, it only affects interpersonal relationships. But it does not include using the scalpel to save people, especially this girl doesn't owe him anything, and even she is a medical practitioner, and countless people rescued from her... How could he be like this?

"Doctor Mo, we have no way out." The young surgeon whispered, "I know I can stop like this, we can just cut the blade, no one noticed it. But one day, there will be a flaw. She has a lot of kidneys, so we can't explain the operation. Then we will be done. I have inquired about this girl, without a background, without a father or a mother. We just think it's a pity. I will do my best to help her if she has any difficulties in the future."

"Doctor Mo, a person with kidneys will not die."

The chief physician's hand trembled for a long time and didn't stop. Finally, he slowly clenched his fists, turned around, and was crying with a mask. People must always have conscience when they live. He felt that he was blinded by the interests and did not stop all this from happening. But later he realized that if there was an extra hurdle in his conscience, even if he could not overcome it for a lifetime, a mistake would be a lifetime. That feeling would be worse than death.

But in the end, this was something he only found out later.

Later, it was finally too late.

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The operation lasted for more than nine hours, from morning to evening, without pause.

As dusk approached, something happened finally.

Lin Yitong pushed it out first. When Huo Siran stepped forward and held the railing of her bed, she felt that the person who was as thin as a person with a tube inserted all over her body was not her. The knife edge she had sewn was covered with ice, and the effect of the anesthetic had not yet subsided. Huo Siran followed her into the ward and held her cold little hand that was so soft that she seemed to have no strength. She didn't feel anything after eating for a day, but her hands still didn't warm up.

His hair was messy, and his jaws were covered in large stubble, very embarrassed.

I was in no mood to do anything, just afraid, especially because the guards had just sent their divorce certificates, which meant that they had no relationship anymore.

On the ward table is the medical book she has been reading these days.

There seems to be something in the medical book.

Huo Siran was stunned, holding her in one hand and taking out the black and white paper in the medical book with the other hand. It was clearly the B-ultrasound picture taken that day. He was not happy that she always took it and pulled it over and threw it to her. She searched for a long time, but she didn't know where she found it and got it in the book.

Watch it once a day.

Hosran's chest shook heavily, and his face suddenly turned pale. He seemed to suddenly think of something, and that question that she had always cared about.

"No, Brother Huo is not good, come and take a look...my sister...my sister..." Yun Fei suddenly ran in with tears, slashing at the door and pointed to the direction of the ward, as if something had happened to Yun Shang's surgery that had not yet ended. A new nurse picked up the wrong tube. She couldn't breathe until she suffocated, her blood pressure dropped rapidly, and her body was on the verge of failure.
To be continued...