Chapter 2 If you can forget
This is the surgical sheet, the surgical sheet for removing male roots, which was two years ago.
Chen Yi's inner shock was unspeakable. Although she didn't want the other party to misunderstand, she couldn't help but look over.
The man's expression was very calm and he smiled slightly.
"I think enough."
Chen Yi turned around and ran to the second floor. Xiao Le's door was not locked, and her sad sob came from inside.
"I'm in."
He pushed the door and entered the room. Xiao Le was crying on the pillow. His twitching body was enough to show the sorrow of her mood.
Chen Yi hugged her and waited without saying anything. After a while, Xiao Le's mood calmed down slightly.
"Husband, I really can't do it. Really, I know you don't want to see me and that person like this, and I also think it's not good for me to speak to him like this, but I really can't control myself..."
"Look at this. If it really doesn't work, I won't say anything to force you."
Xiao Le wiped his tears, took the surgery sheets, looked at them for a few seconds, and raised his hand to wipe the tears as if he couldn't see clearly, and looked at them again with his eyes fixed.
Then the whole person was frozen there.
"Isn't it fake? Isn't it easy for him to get such things? I know so many people, just give some money, and only fools believe it!"
Xiao Le said this, but did not throw away the surgical sheet. Chen Yi knew she didn't want to believe it, but in fact she believed it. The surgical sheet was very old and wouldn't have any traces around her for many years. Besides, the incident happened suddenly today, how could she be deliberately lying to lie to her forgiving something forged?
Xiao Le's father suddenly walked in and seemed to have followed Chen Yi upstairs at the beginning.
"I don't mind asking your boyfriend to help check the authenticity."
Xiao Le looked up at him, his expression changing and complicated.
"Xiaole, can you forgive me? You know that my grandparents died early. I was an orphan at a very young age. I always felt very happy after meeting your mother. I felt even more so when I had you. I only pretended to be you in my heart and let go of anything else. You know that I have no hobbies, keep working, make money, work and make money again. I just have the idea of making you the happiest person in the world..."
"Don't say it! Don't mention that bitch to me!"
Her father was silent, and his eyes were filled with uncontrollable memories and pain of the past.
Xiao Le grabbed the quilt excitedly and couldn't stop crying.
"Husband, it's not that I don't want to forgive him, it's really not. But I can't do it. As soon as he approaches, I feel scared, it's dirty, very dirty! I can't help but think about it when I see him. As soon as I find him approaching, I can't help being afraid, wanting to vomit, and even have the urge to kill him! I really can't do it. If I could forget those things, I actually knew that he didn't mean it. I was really crazy at that time, but I couldn't do it..."
"I'm sorry!" The man grabbed his face tightly, finally squeezed out these three words, turned around and left.
Chen Yi hugged Xiao Le silently and stopped saying anything to force her. After all, he had no personal experience of such a thing, and could not imagine the psychological pressure and pain that Xiao Le had endured.
"Maybe I shouldn't be too much, maybe I shouldn't be too much..."
Xiao Le hugged his arm tightly and shook his head.
"No, husband, no..." After a while, her mood improved slightly, and suddenly turned around and said, "Husband, can you help me?"
"Um?"
When Chen Yi chased downstairs, Xiao Le's father faced the sofa, his shoulders trembled, as if sobbing. When he noticed his arrival, he quickly recovered his calmness, but did not turn around and face him.
"Xiao Le said you never ate food on the plane. You must have never eaten dinner until you catch the plane. You can take away the dishes on the table."
"Thank you."
The man did not look back or move. It was not until Chen Yi went to the second floor that he covered his mouth tightly and looked at the dishes on the dining table and cried silently.
"Honey, is he leaving?"
"Maybe still crying."
Chen Yi opened her arms and hugged Xiao Le, who lowered her face and was stunned.
"I'll be very sad for such a scene."
"I don't have the right to say sadness to you at this time."
Xiao Le was stunned again. After a while, he suddenly murmured to himself, "I can't hate you. I used to be angry and told him to get out. Now I can't be angry. But... I can't be able to be his daughter like before, admire him, respect him, admire him, and think that he is the best father in the world and the most capable person... It would be great if I could forget it... But I can't... I can't forget how can I think it hasn't happened before, and how can I make myself forgive him, just like in the past?"
"That's it, no need to force it anymore. Maybe it will get better in the years."
"Never." Xiao Le's voice was a little lazy and decadent. "Everyone praised me for being beautiful, smart, and everything first. But I am inferior, I have always been inferior. No matter how cheerful or lively, I feel inferior. That's not a shi, who knows that I don't feel disgusted into my bones? I feel inferior to everyone, and I am the same with my husband, so I don't blame you if my husband doesn't want to be like me. I don't blame you if I don't like me very much. What a disgusting woman, I feel sorry for not letting me get away immediately..."
"Stop thinking about it, there is no such thing. I like you very much, you are really good..."
Chen Yi's comforting words were useless, Xiao Le's eyes were gray and dark, his expression was lazy, and he remained silent.
When the sound of closing the door came downstairs, she recovered her energy, hugged Chen Yi, leaned in his arms, and gradually fell asleep.
Xiao Le suddenly woke up not long after he fell asleep, rubbed his eyes, and smiled at Chen Yi, "Husband, how can you go home tonight? I want to... be alone."
Chen Yi was inexplicably worried, and suddenly she was afraid that she would do something stupid.
"I can go home, but will you do anything stupid?"
Xiao Le burst into laughter.
"I haven't done bad things, why do you want to do stupid things? Don't think about it all, my husband, I just feel like I can't sleep and my mood is also very messy. You will worry about me when you are by your side, but I can't lift myself up, but I'm still worried about you. I feel that this makes you feel guilty and even more uncomfortable."
"Okay. I'll go find you tomorrow at noon."
"Yeah!" Xiao Le focused his head, and saw Chen Yi getting up, and said, "I won't give it to you, my husband, I'm too lazy to move."
"It doesn't matter."
After Chen Yi walked downstairs, she still felt worried, so she opened two doors, and pushed one by one in one speed, successfully creating a sound of leaving.
After waiting quietly for a while, without hearing any movements on his head, he walked upstairs and looked at him. Seeing Xiao Le holding the quilt and holding the phone in a daze, he felt relieved.
After whispering to the door and going downstairs, I felt that such a thing was helpless. They were all sad, but the pain caused by what happened could not be eliminated by forgiveness.
‘It would be great if I could forget that…’
When Chen Yi thought of Xiao Le's words, he couldn't help but think of Lu Yao and Lin Qing.
‘It would be great if I asked her last time.’
When Chen Yi thought so, he suddenly saw a familiar figure on the stairs.
I quickly stepped over and heard the sound of talking first.
"Well, I can understand your feelings. After all, I have experienced such a terrible thing like you. Every time I see him, I feel as disgusting and dirty as you..."
This is indeed Lin Qing's voice.
Chen Yi thought it would be such a coincidence. She tiptoed into the corridor and saw Lin Qing holding her elder brother on the phone.
After listening for a while, I felt as if helping someone who had unfortunate encounters like Xiao Le to relieve his emotions.
Chapter completed!