"I've been waiting for a long time."

Xingshi, who closed his eyes and leaned against the wall, opened his eyes and saw Saeko taking off her Taoist uniform, wearing a school uniform, and looking brand new, standing in front of him.

"Yeah, a little bit."

He reached out and touched his head, and found that the bag had disappeared. Xingshi replied truthfully.

“…”

Xingshi's honest answer made Saeko stunned and almost forgot everything she had thought about and wanted to say.

However, she didn't say anything, but Xingshi said one of the purposes for her to let him stay.

"I'm leaving me behind because I want me not to tell you. If that's the case, don't worry, I'm not a gossip."

“This is just one of them, and there is…”

From the previous confrontation, Saeko also felt more or less what kind of person Xingshi was, so since Xingshi promised not to talk nonsense, she believed it.

However, when talking about another purpose, she looked at the scattered members who were still in the activity room, thought about it and said:

"Tell me while walking, I'll save you more time."

From her words, she could hear that Xingshi was still a little resentful when she answered honestly before. After all, even though she had never cared about it, she was still very confident about her own conditions.

However, I can only say that her resentment was a bit too early, because Xingshi said next...

"Okay, then let's go, but I don't know if we are going well. If it's not going well, you'd better finish it as soon as possible."

After saying that, Xingshi turned around without any delay and left, staying behind, looking at Saeko on his back, blinking incredibly.

[In this case, isn’t it that even if it’s not going well, you should pretend to send me home on the way? Is it because I’m not outstanding enough, or...]

Halfway through thinking, Saeko's pupils seemed to be covered with a layer of fog and dimmed.

【Sure enough, after seeing me like that, normal people will hate it.】

Saeko wanted to let it go, but thought that during the competition, the scarlet pupils that could not remember clearly but seemed to be impressed.

In the dark, she felt that it was the only way to solve her troubles.

Finally, she bit her lip and followed her and hugged her heart. Anyway, he knew it. I had no secrets in front of him, similar to the idea of ​​throwing a broken can.

"You are not curious about me, why I became that way."

Chasing Xingshi and walking side by side with him, Saeko asked as she looked at his side face.

"Curious is curiosity, but that is your private matter after all, so I don't ask too much. Of course, if you want to find someone to talk to, I'm happy to listen and keep my mouth shut."

After hearing Xingshi's words, even though he had made a decision before, Saeko was still hesitant to really tell the most difficult thing in her heart.

After pinching the schoolbag in her hand, she let out a long sigh, her eyes became firm, and she slowly told her past.

When he was in junior high school, he was attacked by a stalker and broke the opponent's leg bones and shoulder blades with his carrying wooden knife.

A normal girl should be afraid of believing it, but when she hears the other person's wailing, the only thing she can feel is pleasure.

Since then, she has known that she has a serious tendency to violence and has tried her best to restrain herself, but she has no way to forget that feeling.

He even deliberately lured those perverts to take action on the street, and once again satisfied his heart with the reasons of self-defense.

"I'm really scary like this."

After talking about the past, Saeko turned her head and looked ahead, as if she didn't dare to look at Xingshi's face again, muttering to herself in disappointment.

"This is indeed a bit serious, but it's okay. At least you said just now that you have never attacked innocent people. Those who were beaten by you deserve it. Although it was you who caught fish, if they hadn't been wrong with their minds, they would not have had this disaster."

Even Xingshi knew that Saeko should be comforted by this appearance, but he also knew that Saeko said this to him not just to comfort him.

"By the way, you're schizophrenia, have you never thought about seeing a doctor?"

Tickling his head, Xingshi gave the most correct advice, but it was also nonsense. Because this method still needs him to say?

“For some reason, I can’t let others know about this.”

Saeko shook her head. Although she didn't say why, from her frowning and embarrassing look, Xingshi knew that she was not perfunctory.

"But I have actually studied it privately, so it shouldn't be considered schizophrenia, but I think it's too soon."

Later, Saeko revealed her research results that she could still use swordsmanship in her killing state, and under normal circumstances, she could also remember the satisfaction of being satisfied.

From this point of view, the memory of both is understood, so it should not be schizophrenia.

The reason why Saeko said it was too soon was because the longer she suppressed the violent emotions, the longer she received the memories of that period of time after she lost control.

Maybe soon, she will completely lose her mind, what she did after she lost control.

Even, she could gradually feel that the emotion was giving birth to a new personality, and another voice would even appear in her mind.

"This is indeed serious, but..."

Xingshi pinched his chin, and after listening to Saeko's analysis, he stopped and looked at her seriously.

"You'd better just say how to help you. Since you specifically asked me to stay, you must feel that I have a way to help you, senior sister of Poison Island."

"Fight me."

"Um?"

Xingshi looked at her with a look of "What are you talking about".

"Fighting me, just like before, you are the only person who has been able to make me in that state feel scared, especially your last moment, or even the feeling of dying, and...."

Halfway through, Saeko's face turned slightly red, but her eyes were staring at Xingshi's eyes, and finally said with some inaccuracy:

"Eyes, for some reason, in that memory, your eyes were scarlet, not like they are now."

"Uh, maybe you read it wrong, or maybe, at that time, I was so angry that I was forced to look red in the face of your offensive."

Xingshi scratched his head awkwardly. He has always paid great attention to using Sharingan, just as he could see others' eyes, or for those who are not conscious.

However, this time, because Saeko's emotions were not accurate, how much they could play a role, so when she returned from using Yan, she kept looking at her.

I never expected that she would have memories of that time.

"Maybe it is."

Saeko did not worry about this issue and instead expressed her own ideas.

"It's better to lose it than to block it. I always feel that simply suppressing is not a solution, but I can't let him know the person who could suppress me before, and the others can't escape under my command. You are the only one..."
Chapter completed!