Chapter 108
Zhao Yun just woke up, but Song Chen fell ill.
The reason was not found out, I was drowsy, never left the hospital again, and my spirits were getting worse day by day.
Mrs. Zhao came to the hospital again and went to see Zhao Yungang first. Zhao Yungang could already speak, but she was in a low mood. Mrs. Zhao knew that he was thinking of Song Chen.
I thought, but didn't ask, probably thinking that Song Chen had left this home after he knew the truth.
Mrs. Zhao also felt that according to Song Chen's temper, he would definitely leave after he recovered from his illness. Although Zhao Yungang was not the direct murderer, he indirectly killed Song Zhiyuan. It was not the revenge of killing his father, but it was also similar to the revenge of killing his father. Zhao Yungang was able to feel guilty for so many years, which shows that this was a difficult knot. Song Chen's temper could not be solved.
So she didn't tell Zhao Yungang about Song Chen's illness, thinking that Song Chen would leave sooner or later, and shouldn't leave hope for Zhao Yungang. Zhao Yungang is also in poor health. Knowing that Song Chen is sick, she will definitely not be able to bear it. She will feel that it was all her fault.
It’s not just a sin. Everyone thinks that Song Chen suddenly became seriously ill because he was too irritated and was hurt by Zhao Yungang.
It hurts other couples and their children.
She came out of Zhao Yungang's ward and went to the place where Song Chen was hospitalized. They were all in the same hospital, but there were different buildings. Through the corridor between the two buildings, she suddenly saw Zhao Xinzhi in the smoking area outside.
Zhao Xinzhi was smoking there. He had been in the hospital for two days, had never returned to his home, had not gone to the company, and had a bad beard. He had never been to Song Chen's ward, but Mrs. Zhao knew that he was worried about Song Chen.
She went downstairs, stood behind him, and said, "Don't smoke, why are you so fierce now?"
"Don't stand here," Zhao Xinzhi said, and then snatched the cigarette in his hand and walked to Mrs. Zhao towards a place with fresh air: "I'm not telling you that if there are a few of us brothers in the hospital, you will be in good health. Don't run around. If you have one more thing, we will not be able to take care of it."
Mrs. Zhao's eyes were a little wet and she said, "You don't care about the company now?"
"It's up to you, don't worry, I'm not the kind of person who has no sense of responsibility," Zhao Xinzhi said: "It's just that I'm not busy recently. I'll try to postpone all the things that can be postponed. Let's talk about it when the situation on my dad is completely clear."
Mrs. Zhao nodded and said, "I want to see Xiaochen, are you going?"
Zhao Xinzhi shook his head: "You go, the second child is inside, I won't go."
Mrs. Zhao was silent for a while and said, "You know everything about your father and others. Xiaochen is like this now, it is all our family's responsibility. The past has passed. You have grown up together. If you lie, the relationship between your brothers is not a lie. He knows the past and will definitely be very hit. I think it's because he can't accept it mentally, so he is sick now, but he can't find out the reason. It's all heart disease. You are the eldest brother, and the relationship with him was the best in the past. At this time, what can comfort him the most is family affection."
Zhao Xinzhi heard this and didn't say anything.
Mrs. Zhao didn't bother him, so she went to Song Chen's room alone.
Song Chen is still asleep. He falls asleep for more than ten hours a day. He has a fever and never goes away. He often complains about dizziness and headaches, just like when he used to pretend to be sick. But this time, Mrs. Zhao hopes that he is pretending to be sick.
Zhao Jindong was sitting in the office on another bed. When he saw her coming in, he closed the computer.
Mrs. Zhao signaled him to sit down, went to see Song Chen again, and went to the outside room with Zhao Jindong, and then asked, "Are you awake today?"
"Wake up for a while, I said I was uncomfortable, and I fell asleep again."
Mrs. Zhao said: "Or, I'll ask Mom Wang and others to come for you, so don't work too hard."
"It's okay." Zhao Jindong said.
"Call me if you need it," said Mrs. Zhao.
She still wanted to say something, but she didn't know whether she should say it. She wanted Zhao Jindong to leave Song Chen temporarily. Song Chen was afraid that she could not accept the situation psychologically, so she became like this. Zhao Yungang, who loved her the most, was actually the executioner who ruined her family. The husband she just fell in love with was actually the son of an enemy. The Zhao family was actually a burden for him. How could you accept it? But Zhao Jindong is now staying by his side every day, and Song Chen probably felt even more painful and painful.
But she felt that Zhao Jindong was pitiful and could not say anything to let him leave. She actually didn't know how to face Zhao Jindong now, and Zhao Jindong's life seemed to have been completely destroyed.
Zhao Jindong sent Mrs. Zhao out, stood alone outside for a while, called and asked, "How is it?"
"Boss, this old man is very stubborn and wants to die and cannot be pried open."
As soon as he finished speaking, Wang Jianming shouted beside him: "You...you are still thinking about it, you...ah!"
Zhao Jindong looked cold and said, "Then add more."
The other party walked away a little and whispered: "This old man is determined to die, and his health is almost gone. I guess he can't find anything."
In fact, Zhao Jindong didn't know whether there was anything. Perhaps like Song Chen, who has been seeking the so-called truth, he did not give up because he could not accept such an ending.
There is nothing else that I don’t give up. I probably just don’t want to ruin this marriage.
It’s a pity that it’s over how to save it.
Song Chen vaguely heard someone talking, so he opened his eyes.
He felt that he was like this now, which was very similar to when he first came through it, but it was a little more serious than that time.
After thinking about it for a long time, he was wondering whether he was going to return to his original world?
If he wants to return to his original position with the original Song Chen, that's also very appropriate.
Or is it because he wrote in "Divorce" that he hasn't done yet?
He didn't know which one was because of it. If it was the former, he just needed to wait for that day to come. If it was the latter, he thought about it and had finished the plot of what he should have left, and there was only one bundled play without doing it. He also said repeatedly in his comments and words, "The end of the divorce will not change."
But whether he is going back to his original world or wanting to get a divorce, he feels very sorry for Zhao Jindong.
When I first came over, I was very selfish and only admired a good man like Zhao Jindong. I thought I could sleep with him once and a relationship would be profitable, but I never thought about what to do if he would return to his original world and leave Zhao Jindong alone.
The most pitiful person is Zhao Jindong.
My father doesn’t love my mother or not. The original Song Chen probably didn’t like Zhao Jindong as he wrote. He married him just to torture him and the people from the Zhao family. I wonder if Song Chen would continue to torture him if he came back.
He is already suffering enough.
A man who loves himself very much, but one day he wakes up, but changes his heart. Zhao Jindong, who is not easily moved, doesn’t know how he will feel when facing these things.
If this is the case, it would be better for him to break it with his own hands. The love he produced is also broken in his hands.
He felt that he was almost unable to hold on, and when he was still awake, he wanted to give it a try.
Song Chen thought about it for another day. At night, he suddenly felt so uncomfortable, as if he was really going to die. He was afraid that Zhao Jindong would feel uncomfortable when he heard it, so he forced himself to hold it up and sweated all over. After that time, he fell asleep for a while. When he woke up, it was already late at night. He found Zhao Jindong sitting on the bench and lying on the bed to look at him.
Before he could speak, his eyes became wet first, he smiled, reached out and touched Zhao Jindong's face.
He was not a person here or a person in this body. Now he was going to leave, so he was not qualified to say whether he would like to do it or not, but he really couldn't bear to leave Zhao Jindong. He loved him very much. He was a person who only loved one person for the rest of his life.
"Is it still uncomfortable?" Zhao Jindong asked him a little hoarsely.
Song Chen shook his head and suddenly thought of what he wrote in "Love" that when Luo Wensheng was about to leave, Yu Nuo's house did not have the photos of Luo Wensheng from that time, so he tried hard to see him, wanting to remember his appearance.
There will be no photos of Zhao Jindong in his world. All he can do is to remember with his brain, remember the person he loves, and loves him.
Thinking of this, his nose felt sore again and tears were about to flow out. Zhao Jindong said, "What's wrong with you? Why do you keep crying?"
Song Chen said: "Come up and sleep with me."
A little coquettish tone.
The hospital bed was big enough, so Zhao Jindong stood up, lay down beside him, and hugged him carefully. Song Chen didn't know what to say to him, saying that he had traveled through time and might have to return to another world. Zhao Jindong would probably think he was stupid.
It’s better not to say it, people are more real, and love is more real. He has existed in this world in real life, not an illusory book.
He stretched out his hand and held Zhao Jindong's face. Zhao Jindong grabbed his hand, pressed it against his forehead, and whispered: "I love you."
The "I love you" that Zhao Jindong said suddenly came.
**I have been in contact with it many times, and when I heard this for the first time, my heart still trembled. Song Chen didn't know what to say, and his whole body felt hot. He whined and hugged Zhao Jindong's neck with his arms, allowing Zhao Jindong to feel his heartbeat. After hugging it for a long time, his body was sweating when he was fit.
It's so funny, he actually wants to cry, it's so funny.
Maybe I never thought that he would have this day, the man he loved was close to him, hugging him, and saying that he loved him. The love he had not received in the real world was found in such an inexplicable and unknown world.
Does it look like a fool dream? A fool's courtship is unattainable, and he has a dream and finally takes it true.
"No matter what happens in the future... what I will become..."
"You need to say nothing, I know everything." Zhao Jindong said, kissing his forehead.
He didn't say anything, and Zhao Jindong actually knew everything. After waking up the next day, a divorce agreement was placed at the head of the bed.
Song Chen saw Zhao Jindong standing beside the bed and said, "Don't be in pain, you are entangled, you have to live more freely, I..."
Song Chen sat up and looked at it. This was the first time he had seen a real divorce agreement in his life.
It turns out that divorce is so easy, just sign a letter. He remembered that when he was writing "Divorce" and collecting materials, he also searched for the divorce process and carefully read several divorce agreements.
He picked up the pen and said, "I am a ruthless person. You'd better hate me." He actually wanted to say, I didn't love you at first, I've been lying to you all the time, I love someone else, these common lines of breaking up and divorce against my will, but he also thought it was so bloody.
Zhao Jindong turned around and looked out the window, with blue veins slightly exposed on his neck, his hands in his pocket, and he clenched: "I don't hate you. I don't blame you. I said that I can understand whatever you do."
He was originally lonely and knew at a young age that he shouldn't have met Song Chen halfway, so he thought he had changed his fate, his ears were rubbed against each other, his physical happiness, and his soul embrace each other, should not belong to him.
Song Chen signed.
This marriage is not his, but Song Chen's, so he should divorce according to its original settings. If he is lucky, he might have a marriage that truly belongs to him in the future.
After signing the letter, he lay down, closed his eyes and felt it, but he didn't feel that he was in better health.
It seemed useless, and Song Chen suddenly felt very sad.
Zhao Jindong took the divorce agreement and said, "I'll do the rest. You can take care of your health. When you get better, you can go anywhere. I'm sorry for you. Don't come back if you leave."
Song Chen asked, "Do you need me to go?"
"No, I'll find someone to do it." Zhao Jindong said.
"This is too simple." Song Chen smiled and said. He suddenly felt a thrust and frowned tightly. He gritted his teeth and tried to call Zhao Jindong, but the voice could not be made, but the person had lost consciousness.
After all, I was leaving and I didn't have time to say goodbye.
Zhao Jindong didn't say anything and went out with the divorce agreement.
It was very cold outside and the weather was gloomy. He wanted to drive to the Civil Affairs Bureau. Halfway through, he suddenly found snow.
The first snow of the year.
It was still yesterday. Song Chen lay on the window and looked at the sky outside and said, "The weather forecast says that the weather is not good these days, and maybe the first snow of this year will be possible. When the first snow comes, let's watch it together."
Zhao Jindong parked the car on the side of the road, as if he was very aggrieved. He suddenly twisted his head, his neck blushed and cried with a red face, his expression was very ferocious, as if he tried his best to suppress it. He finally succeeded. He wiped his face and continued to drive towards the Civil Affairs Bureau.
Snowflakes are rising, and the first snow this year is actually a heavy snowfall.
In the ward, Song Chen took a breath and sat up from the bed.
The author has something to say: Song Chen: It’s not that there is so heavy snow, it’s so heavy!
Chapter completed!