This should be the last time I complain here.

There should be some clues from my update status. From two updates a day at the beginning to one update a day now, I can't even make it to the schedule. Even the two updates I promised a few days ago are no longer on the schedule.

Blame me.

People around me can’t see it, but in fact, my mental state has been very bad in recent months, and a lot of troubles have come to me. Sometimes it feels like even a big thing is against me. Teacher Sai’s return and LGD these days

Winning consecutive key matches (defeating EH, VG, and Little Elephant one after another) has slightly improved the mood of a little guy like me.

So far, I have not joined any fan group of professional players, nor have I ever thought about joining. Because the more people there are, the more rhythm there will be. It is inevitable that someone will step on someone’s fan group, and I

I hate this kind of thing. I like to support a player silently. I feel happy when I win the game, and I complain when I lose the game. That's it. When I meet someone who is stupid, I will waste time typing replies at first, but then I get used to it.

, after seeing it, he smiled and passed away.

A few days ago, an AME fan group (including AME himself) said that they wanted to pull me. I was very happy at first, but then there was nothing more. The message I sent fell into silence and there was no reply.

This is just a small thing. If it were me a few months ago, I might have forgotten it after sleeping. But it happened in the past few days, and it was like the last straw that broke my heart.

Every time when I didn't know what I had done wrong, those things collapsed, completely, and my mentality was taken with it.

It's not that I'm depressed. I know in my heart that I'm just in a bad mood and in a bad state. I originally wanted to take a break and stop updating, but I saw that there were still a few among the book friends who were following updates and commenting, so I couldn't think of it.

After this break, I calmed down and filled in a few chapters.

In fact, writing novels is not my strong point. I am not good at grasping many points. I know this.

I like to write single articles and narrative prose, and I also dream of being a writer of this type. So during this period of extremely bad mood, I picked up the public account I lost a year ago and planned to write some real stories.

Something I want to write.

See this, brothers, don't be nervous. What I write is not a "eunuch's declaration", nor is it a declaration of discontinuation. This "Turnover" will still continue to be written, but the update speed may have to catch up slowly.

No need for a monthly ticket, and no need for rewards. Brothers, after reading a chapter, cast a recommendation vote. I know how many people are following for updates.
Chapter completed!