688. Illya's favorability reaches a critical moment, she can save her life, it's fate
"It's endless..."
After a while, I was tired of playing the barrage-style killing and killing matchless game, and regardless of the endless black monsters irrationally hitting the defense cover, Illya sat on the blanket and took Sera's hand.
The teacup handed over.
"Isn't that natural?
The backend of the Holy Grail is the dragon vein, which directly intercepts the magic power of the planet for its own use. In addition, Angra Mainyu's maliciousness has no conceptual limit... Inside the Holy Grail, of course, there is an endless supply of such things."
Xingke responded appropriately while playing with his n-generation crystal ball:
"In other words, your venting fire on [the evil in this world] is just in vain, right?"
"Of course I know...you still need to tell me? I just..." Illya wanted to say something, but she hesitated.
"What are you just?"
"I'm just a little irritable...
My parents obviously sent me to another world, but in the end they still didn't let me escape the shackles of [destiny]..."
Illya seemed to be a little tired after making a big fuss. She leaned on Xingke's back unceremoniously and began to talk to herself:
"I'm not dissatisfied with my past." "Compared to my childhood in other world lines, my childhood was already a happy family reunion. If I want more than that, I wouldn't be able to do that."
Too greedy?"
"I am very satisfied with my barely happy campus life when I recall it...Although there are many lonely memories due to someone's relationship, that person has now promised me to read countless quilts in the future.
Gave it back to me..."
"After living on campus, I also did something that I thought was quite impressive. I became a principal, adopted many children, and helped them build their own campus; I also contributed to the protection of the [Death Garden]
He exerted his own strength and indirectly saved many poor people who were bound by unfair fate..."
"But why...why didn't I even notice my shackles?
I walked around in a big circle, read Xingyue's works over and over again countless times, and mentally separated myself from other Illyas... But in the end, I chose to return to the shackles of fate...
…
Damn it! What on earth is this irritating mood like! I want to smash this Holy Grail right now!"
Illya irritably covered her little head and shook it, then grabbed Xingke's shoulder and shook it:
"Geece! ~ Do you know what this feeling is? Do you understand what I mean? ~"
"Wow~ah, ah, ah... stop shaking, I know, I know, I understand it all!~ I understand it all..."
Shaken, he put down the crystal ball and begged for mercy again and again.
"Really?" Illya stopped and asked.
"really……"
Xingke straightened his clothes, cleared his throat, and said:
"Look, am I not like this? Until now, I have always felt that I am living under the surveillance of [my future self], and no matter what I do, I can feel his remote control..."
"But...this is all your own fault, right? Who told you to be so boring in the future that you would cheat your past self? I'm not like you!~"
Illya thought Xingke was going to say something, but she didn't expect that he was talking about such boring things... or information that she had known for a long time.
"But after all, aren't they all the same?"
Xingke tilted his head and said doubtfully:
"You cannot control your own destiny; there is always someone plotting against you; the hateful existence x follows your footsteps like a shadow; there are many coincidences that are like cleverly arranged conspiracies; you seem to be on the stage
The puppets perform different operas to please the unknown giraffes... I understand how you feel."
Xingke stretched out his hand, took advantage of Illya's leaning over, touched her little head, and comforted her gently.
"You know nothing!~ The person toying with you is yourself in the future, right? Are you panicking after eating enough? I'm not..." Illya turned her head and broke free from Xingke's hand. She is now
Don't want to eat this.
"Haha...that's not necessarily true, Illya." Xingke smiled.
"...What's not certain?" Illya continued.
"Because, Illya, we are the ones who have always made the choice. Even if there is really an existence
, we are still people who don’t dance, aren’t we still ourselves... Since you have chosen to return to this world to find your relatives, then just perform the trick until the end?~" Xingke said with a smile.
Illya had originally escaped from her destiny and established a home independent of the world, but now she had to escape from the interlocking relationship of this destiny.
Although it is indeed very unpleasant, since you have chosen to become a player, it is not bad to calm down and play until the end. This is Xingke's idea.
But Illya’s idea is still not clear:
"This is not what I want... to tie up other people's parents and force them to do things they don't want to do. In the world, people generally call this [kidnapping threat], okay?"
"But, don't you also have the option of [letting go]?"
I don't care about parents who disappear without authorization. It's not that this option has disappeared, it's just that Illya will never choose it.
"When there are other options, you have to choose to take responsibility to the end, choose to jump off the stage and become a [troublemaker of fate]... Illya, this is your fault!~"
Looking at the smiling Xingke, Ilia suddenly felt that she understood what Xingke wanted to express. Options one and two, if she chose to ignore death and forcibly break out of the interlock of fate, her thoughts would become even more complicated.
Not understanding...
"Well, that was my choice. But I made what I thought was the right choice, and I don't regret it."
Although she still felt something was wrong, the confusion in Illya's eyes had disappeared. At least she did not regret the choice she made.
As for the unknown feeling of irritation... there will always be someone to vent your grievances and debts to.
"So the person who cheated you is not your future self, but your past self.
When you were just born, you didn’t know anything. You just received the care and comfort from your parents, accepted the path they chose for you, and were raised by them to be a kind, gentle, and responsible child.
So it led to the current result... This is [Cause and Effect], this is [Destiny]."
Sighing, it turned out that the interlocking of cause and effect couldn't be escaped even if he tried. Xingji picked up the crystal ball that he had put aside again.
"I always feel... Jis, you are not on my side." I don't know if it was an illusion, but Illya felt like she had just been taught a lesson by Xingke.
"No, Illya, I am the one on your side. Because next I will teach you a good way to make your thoughts clear in the face of established cause and effect and unfair fate!~
Chapter completed!