"Are you sure you really don't regard me as someone's substitute?"

Xingke released Yiye's petite body and lifted it in front of her, like an old father playing with his little daughter, and looked directly into her eyes and asked.

But now, Kazuye no longer has the panic he had when he was asked this question a few years ago, with a calm and lovely smile on his face:

"...Well, who knows? I've been thinking about it for several years, but I still haven't figured it out."

"Really? Is this okay?"

"Yeah, maybe I just regarded your existence as the reason and support for my survival at the beginning? At that time, Brother Zhenyan's figure was always in my mind, but I couldn't catch him...

"

Having said this, Kazuye chuckled as if he remembered something interesting.

"Then I caught you..."

"Caught..."

Look at how you used this word...so appropriately? Am I your life-saving straw?

"You don't know, little one, that you were a premature baby when you were born. You were so ugly that you couldn't bear to look at her..."

"Please stop talking and please let me go."

Although newborn babies are like this, Xingji still doesn't want to know that he still has this period.

"So, when you were born, I actually hated you. I thought it was your existence that irritated my enemy, brother Zhenyan...your father also fell in a pool of blood because he was protecting you."

"But, I know that this is all my anger... Therefore, I didn't dare to see you at all, so I could only devote myself to my work outside. Until later, when my father passed away, your figure and the truth remained the same.

When they overlapped, I finally understood how twisted and broken my heart was, and what I really wanted..."

"So, after that, you became your father's substitute, bearing my overly heavy love..."

Kazuye also knows that his feelings are too twisted and heavy, and ordinary children may have a psychological shadow from childhood...

However, things are completely different. He is a "giant baby" in his mind and the only "freak" in the world. What scene has he not seen before?

"But, later I slowly discovered that you are different, little one!

It doesn’t mean that you are different from other children, because I didn’t see other children at that time? Your difference is the kind of difference that is in place from beginning to end.

He was extremely considerate to me and just filled the void in my heart. It was a very reassuring feeling.

This caused my feelings to slowly deteriorate... By the time I realized it, I was already dependent on this feeling."

“In the extremely happy days after that, I felt like I had been living in a dream...

I dreamed of a little person and you turned into an omnipotent magician and drove the bad guys who bullied me to the depths of hell one by one...

Dreaming about a little person, you become a great scientist with great wisdom, bringing fantastic advanced technology to the world...

Dreaming about a little person, you have become a heroic and great leader, holding the blood transfusion lifeline of this country in your hands...

So, I thought, if these are all dreams, then everything is allowed, right?

Is my twisted love acceptable to you? I won’t have to be alone in the future, right?

It's just that I was about to wake up from my dream at that time.

When I woke up completely, I already knew that I had made an irreparable mistake..."

Struggling to let Xingke put her down, Gongchang Yiye stood up straight on the floor and took a deep breath as if she had said everything and felt better.

"...So, little one.

This is my story. The me in the story, my moods, feelings, etc., are all changing with the changes of time. This is how I have grown up to now. No matter how old I am, I am still a little kid who loves to dream.

girl……

You want me to give an answer, and I am also very troubled. How about you extend the test time for hundreds of years?

Maybe by that time I will have the mentality of a stable old lady!

What do you think?!"

Seeing Kazuha in front of him, who looked exactly like a primary school student begging the teacher for another chance, Hoshiki was a little stunned...

"Kazuyo Yumichō, please tell the teacher, did you peek at the answers on the teacher's desk?"

"Report to someone's teacher, I didn't. Kazuyo is a good kid who thinks seriously!"

o(^o^)o

"Who believes you! You have a history of voyeurism, Aleister is your role model! Purple Girl is your future tense! However, one thing is..."

Xingkou rubbed Yiye's hair and stopped being weird.

Seriously facing Kazuyo who was standing in front of him, fiddling with his hair, he said:

"I'm very satisfied with your answer, because it's the same answer I got.

After living for a long time, the answers to all questions become not unique. [Answer] If you change according to the changes of time, you will not decay.

If you live according to your current intention, you will be able to live more relaxedly and not be tempted to die..."

Xingke said an extremely sad truth about life, and persuaded the kid Yiye who had already made up his mind to follow in his footsteps, and asked:

"So, don't you want to make a wish to me, change history, and resurrect [Gongzhang Mantra]?"

"No way, little guy, you are so smart, you should have thought about resurrecting brother Zhenyan, and my big trouble would be solved, but you didn't do that..."

Oh wow, this girl seems to be really thinking and reflecting on herself seriously, and by the way, she also plotted against me.

But she still guessed it correctly.

"...Okay, you guessed it right, I don't want to resurrect [Gongzhang Mantra], that's because I can't do it.

I can't change this world in all the eras before I was born. I think it was me in the future who did something, so please allow me to say I'm sorry."

Yes, Xingke has already tried it, analyzing the river of the land of destiny and changing the [established facts] that have already happened.

In Altair's world, the star carving was completed once with the assistance of world consciousness, splitting the end of a world line, and creating the [Department Courtyard] and the resurrected [Shimazaki Setsuna].

However, just when Xingji wanted to repeat his old trick, he found that the [past] of this world had been locked. Judging from the technique, he should have done it himself, and he did not remember that he had done it, so he could only

Yes...I cheat myself every day.

That’s enough. Why will my future self be more boring than my present self?

"Because of this, your story still has mysteries that haven't been explained clearly. It's far from the end. It's too early to want a [Happy End]..."

Xingke said some regretful words and stood up.

He extended a palm to Yiye:

"If you don't mind it, I can stay with you until the end of the story, whether it's hundreds of years or tens of thousands of years.
Chapter completed!