"Dead?"

Xiao Xiao clearly felt Yang Jia's shock and abnormality from her reaction, and even a little bit of horror.

In his heart, he suddenly felt an indescribable feeling of boredom. He even wanted to hang up the phone and throw it away from him. What was Yang Jia thinking at this time? He was shocked that he had killed his father.

, and regarded himself as a monster like his dead father? Perhaps, he should explain it? But what is the meaning of such an explanation...

Ridiculous and ridiculous, his heart was filled with disgust for this world.

What I hate the most is myself.

However, countless chaotic thoughts flashed through his heart in an instant, and these thoughts were about to overwhelm him.

Yang Jia's answer suddenly exceeded his expectations: "Where are you?"

"I'll pick you up."

"..."

Such a reaction suddenly made Xiao Xiao startled. He stood quietly for a long time and said slowly: "Why?"

"Why else?"

Yang Jia whispered: "Because your current condition is very bad, wait for me."

Xiao Xiao listened quietly to the voice coming from the microphone. After a long time, he slowly nodded.

After hanging up the phone, he sat down on a bench on the street, lowered his head, and watched the traffic flow forming lines in front of him.

There was always a dull sound echoing in my head, making it impossible for me to form effective thoughts.

It's back to the same state four years ago...

My thoughts seemed to have been beaten into paste. A mysterious and unknown force entered my head, shattering everything. I also lost my ability to concentrate. I couldn't think or perceive. There was only one thing.

A clear feeling, that is, pain, like being in a nightmare with a high fever, chaos, depression, and time is endlessly stretched.

The ability to think explosively allows you to do things that many people cannot do.

For example, you can react a little faster than others, understand something a little faster, and even perceive external pain a little longer.

But the only thing he couldn't resolve was the painful feeling that emerged in his mind.

Not only is it impossible to resolve, but due to the explosion of thinking, the perception of pain in one's mind is doubled.

Xiao Xiao actually really wanted to see Yang Jia, and especially wanted to see other people at this time.

But he didn't know how long it would take for him to see her when he allowed his mind to wander. Maybe Yang Jia would rush to where he was immediately after hanging up the phone, or maybe he would drive there normally.

It took twenty minutes, but she used the Brander's ability to get there in five minutes. However, in her own world, these five minutes might feel like five days...

...even as long as five years.

This discovery caused Xiao Xiao to suddenly fall into a deep panic.

When you are in pain, you always want someone to accompany you, as if this can dilute your pain.

But unfortunately, when you are in pain and alone, time always becomes longer, leaving you with no way to escape.

Everything in this world can be discounted.

Only pain always requires a person to bear it silently and clearly.

…

…

My mind is filled with all kinds of weird ideas.

Xiao Xiao just sat on the bench, letting his thoughts extend, silently enjoying the tearing and painful feeling in the loneliness and silence. He saw that the city in front of him had turned into flowing lines.

The image of the person shaking in front of me is meaningless. After editing in a disorderly manner, the shot is played back ten to twenty times faster. You can see the distortion and collapse of the whole world.

I also wanted to take a deep breath to get myself out of this state.

But I can't do it. Some particularly easy things always seem to be harder than heaven in some painful moments.

So he simply let it go and carefully savored all the anger, hatred, sadness, and pain.

Father is dead.

Perhaps the only option to dilute this pain is to deny him.

Denying his real existence, believing that he is just a facade in this city, just a monster wearing his father's skin.

Because he is a monster, everything he does has no substantial meaning to himself.

But at this moment, Xiao Xiao could not deny his truth, because just before, when he was fighting against the white devil, the power of the third stage of the seer was used to the extreme, and then at that moment, he suddenly saw the world

Reality, seeing all illusions disappear, all twisted and mysterious things disappear, a world that is clean and could not be more real.

Foreigners all look forward to returning to their hometown.

The world there is real, and the people are real, just as they are in memory.

So, what I saw at that time was the real world?

…

…

I don't know how long it took, but in Xiao Xiao's perception, it was as if he had turned into a fossil, and a thick shell appeared in his mind.

He suddenly heard Yang Jia's voice and slowly woke up.

There was a feeling of being separated from the world, and I was vaguely reminded of my father's death, as if it had happened many years ago.

He tried hard to concentrate, looked up, and saw Yang Jia...

...quarrel with others.

At this time, she seemed to have changed her clothes not long ago, and her hair had not been completely dried. She frowned and looked at an old man standing next to her, holding a dog, and said displeasedly:

"He's not in good condition either, so why should he give up his seat to you?"

"I'm not telling you whether your condition is good or not..."

The old man held the dog and spat: "This kid is rude. I've been telling him for a long time that he doesn't pay attention to anyone."

"Besides, I just asked him to get up, move his seat, and sit over there. What? Are you tiring him?"

"..."

Yang Jia's eyes were displeased and she said coldly: "There is no need for him to give it to you."

"The bench is public. Anyone can sit here and rest. You can do it, and so can he."

"..."

"But my old man comes here every day. It's just right to sit here when the dog is tired..."

The old man became angry and almost poked Yang Jia's face with his finger: "Go over there and sit on the lawn."

"My legs and feet are not good, so I just don't want to go there."

"You young people are of such caliber now that you can't even move your legs?"

"..."

Yang Jia's pretty face turned pale with anger, but she was speechless.

"Boom!"

At this moment, Xiao Xiao was completely freed from the confused and chaotic feeling, and suddenly drew his gun and fired a shot into the sky.

The violent sound made Yang Jia startled, and the old man was also startled.

The dog led by the old man was also stunned.

People watching the excitement on the roadside or pedestrians passing by were suddenly stunned.

Then Xiao Xiao frowned, suddenly raised the muzzle of his gun again, and fired two shots into the sky one after another.

"Bang" "Bang!"

"..."

There was silence all around, and suddenly everyone ran away with their heads in their arms. The old man threw the dog away and ran away like a kite.

"What's wrong?"

It wasn't until the surroundings became clean that Xiao Xiao raised his head and said to Yang Jia belatedly.

"fine."

Yang Jia looked at his confused eyes and found that he seemed to have no idea what had just happened.

Not only was he a little worried, he said, "How are you?"

"fine."

Xiao Xiao shook his head and said: "I was a little unhappy at first, and even now, I am still a little unhappy when I think about it. After all, he is my father. I can understand that he sometimes prefers another child, and sometimes even feels that

I didn’t care what he did, but when the critical moment came, I couldn’t accept it all of a sudden, and... I felt like I was really hit.”
To be continued...