Just like ink that can instantly contaminate a piece of white paper, it has a terrifying penetrating ability.

However, this white paper is also stretching rapidly, and the ink pollution is frantically chasing the end of the white paper.

Once the ability to think explosion stops, or the drowning speed of mental radiation exceeds the speed of one's own thought explosion, then oneself will be completely contaminated and become a member of this huge rotten kingdom pollution system. Lose.

At this moment, Xiao Xiao felt a rare sense of helplessness.

It's like, you can extend this second infinitely, but the next second, you will still die.

What can be done?

He was unwilling to just wait for the moment that meant death, and could only keep thinking and feeling everything.

There must be a flaw and a solution.

I am an clairvoyant, and being a clairvoyant is not just about peeking at your opponent's cards during a card game, or flying into the boys' bathhouse... The characteristic of a clairvoyant is observation. As long as you observe carefully enough, you can definitely find someone at the most desperate moment. Chance!

Swish, swish, swish...

It's like flipping through a fairy tale book quickly.

At the moment when Xiao Xiao's mind was overwhelmed by spiritual radiation, he also saw endless illusions.

Those are memories and perceptions that do not belong to you.

He saw the merry-go-round, colorful rainbow candies and ice cream, and countless smiling faces.

But, that doesn't belong to you.

Xiao Xiao was standing outside the amusement park, with his two little hands lying on the barbed wire fence, looking enviously at the happy children inside.

She turned around and saw her mother who was talking to someone not far away. Her mother seemed to be very excited. When she occasionally looked over at her, she could see the confusion and nervousness in her eyes. , mixed with some pain and reluctance.

"What can I do?"

"It's not me who's wrong, it's that scumbag..."

"I'm still young. I'm only twenty-two years old. I also need love. I want to get married. How can I take care of a five-year-old child?"

"..."

She couldn't understand her mother's words, so she could only squeeze out a smile on her little face when her mother looked over.

Mom sometimes loses her temper, so she knows she needs to be sensible.

Your own happiness and smiling face will make your mother feel good.

After her mother said something to the man, she picked up her backpack and left quickly. She seemed to want to look back, but she didn't. She just quickly disappeared into the crowd. She was actually very scared and wanted to catch up, but she was afraid My mother was angry and could only stand there blankly with a stiff smile until the man came over, took her hand and walked in the other direction.

The man took her to this street and put her into the hands of a woman with heavy makeup.

"very safe."

He said: "And I have met her mother, and her genes must be good."

The woman with heavy makeup looked at her: "It's too young, I have to raise it... Are you sure her family won't come looking for her?"

"family?"

The man counted the banknotes and laughed loudly: "It's too late to hide from her."

Soon, the man left. The man in heavy makeup looked at her condescendingly and told her:

"This is your home now. If you don't obey, you will be beaten."

"..."

She stood in this bizarre world, her eyes dizzy from the neon lights, and invisible panic overwhelmed her little heart.

The crying emotion tried hard to get out, but she suppressed it.

Because she knows that crying is also a kind of power, which is a power that only other people's children have.

He could only try his best and showed a stiff smile.

As a result, this street became her new home. She no longer had to go to school. Instead, she learned to clean the house and deliver things to guests. The woman with heavy makeup also found a new "mother" for her.

She was a tall woman who liked to sit by the window sill and smoke. She had a bad temper and often cursed at herself, but occasionally she would stuff herself with candy.

She was ignorant in this environment and was often scolded or even slapped for doing wrong things.

But the only thing she can control is to laugh hard.

As long as you smile often, others will feel better, and you can get beaten less and eat more candy.

People will grow up, and so will she.

When she was twelve years old, she often heard people complimenting her on how beautiful she was, and she often felt some weird eyes following her. She felt a different kind of fear than before, but she never dared to show her true fear.

expression.

And this always sensible look made the woman with heavy makeup make a decision.

When she took herself to take a bath and changed into a clean little dress, her prostitute mother, who had always been harsh and harsh towards her, suddenly rushed out like crazy. She hugged herself hard and cursed at the heavily made-up woman:

"She's still a child... If you don't want to be shameless, just sell us out, but she's still a child, how can you take advantage of her..."

"Pooh!"

But all she got in response was the spit of a woman wearing heavy makeup.

She broke off the prostitute's mother's fingers one by one, and a group of men kicked her to the ground and kicked her hard.

And she was led by the hand to a luxurious room. When she turned around, she could still see the desperate eyes of the prostitute's mother. She felt so sad and scared, but she could only squeeze towards the prostitute's mother.

He gave a stiff smile.

"It's okay, Mom, I'm not afraid..."

In fact, I am afraid, but maybe if I show that I am not afraid, the prostitute mother will not be so sad, right?

Maybe, when I come out, I can really call her mom?

With such wonderful expectations, she went through the most painful time. When she returned to the store, she could not find her prostitute mother.

"She's dead."

The woman with heavy makeup told herself expressionlessly: "From now on, you will be her brand."

She listened at a loss, trying to smile like before, but for some reason, it was so difficult this time.

When I was a child, my mother told me to be sensible.

She worked hard to be sensible.

But I don’t know if it’s because she is too sensible. It seems that every bad thing happens to her. She grew up earlier than others and had her own job. She is very sensible.

You can lose your temper and will not make others feel unhappy. Therefore, there will always be some difficult things that others don't like that are pushed to you...

When she was sixteen, she was already sick all over her body.

Red mildew stains covered her calves, and no matter how much she tried to cover them up, they couldn't be hidden, so she had no choice but to go back to work.

"Maybe I'm lucky, I don't have to get beaten or burned with a candle..."

She comforted herself and tried to smile.

At least, nothing worse will happen to you, right?

Fate is really good to me. Not only did nothing worse happen, but even good things happened.

When her mother appeared in front of her, she thought she was dreaming, because her mother looked as young as she remembered, and even more beautiful. She appeared in front of her with a serious-looking man, and

Recognizing herself at a glance, her eyes suddenly turned red. She desperately came up and hugged herself, crying: "My child..."

This time, she lost her smile for the first time.

Because she was so happy that she burst into tears without being obedient at all.

But she held up her two dirty little hands, but did not dare to hug her mother for fear of soiling her beautiful clothes.

"Child, I finally found you..."

My mother was crying, and I could feel her turbulent emotions and sincere feelings. Her tears fell into her neck:

"Come home with me quickly and save your brother..."

"Only you can save him now. His transplant surgery can't be delayed any longer..."

"..."

The girl froze on the spot, and the tears welling up in her eyes seemed to have stopped flowing at this moment.

She slowly pushed her mother away, and the expression on her face once again turned into the familiar smile. However, the tears hanging on her face made her smile stiff and weird, and then she slowly

She slowly untied her clothes. The strong rancid smell and the falling maggots made her mother a little frightened. The man standing behind her also showed a disgusted expression.

"I am willing to save my brother..."

She smiled hard and used all her strength to show her sensible side:

"But, but I'm already rotten..."

"Mother……"
Chapter completed!