[016] The meaning of red
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Based on Situ Mulian's understanding of Xu Yao, Xu Yao is not like the kind of man who is bound by emotional problems. She has gained a pair of keen eyes after years of training in the business world. She cannot see through what kind of stimulation this man who looks strong, resolute, cheerful, generous, and generous, but lonely, cold, melancholy, and deep. There is such a strong personality contrast. The more he understands Xu Yao, the more he feels he is elusive. His strong curiosity has already made Situ Mulian put Xu Yao in a special position in his heart.
Situ Mulian really wants to enter Xu Yao's inner world, but when she had a failed marriage, she naturally unconsciously developed a strong sense of self-protection when facing men, which makes herself fall into an extremely passive state.
On today's birthday, Situ Mulian deliberately created such a warm tone, but unexpectedly, Xu Yao was still only interested in the things in the cup in such a charming atmosphere. He couldn't help feeling a little melancholy for a moment. He drank the wine in the cup in one gulp and stared at Xu Yao in a daze, with a hint of charm flashing in his eyes: "Xu Yao, am I beautiful?"
While speaking, Situ Mulian's body was getting closer and closer to Xu Yao, and her hot and delicate arms gently held Xu Yao's shoulders. The orchid-like fragrance pounced on Xu Yao's face, which made him feel swayed.
This is not the first time Situ Mulian and Xu Yao were drinking alone, but it is the first time that they felt each other's breathing and heartbeat at such a close distance. Facing such a thing, Xu Yao could not be moved. However, Xu Yao has always regarded her as a person who can talk to her, the only person, and he does not want the relationship between them to become complicated. He is afraid that after the relationship between them will become complicated, the pure spiritual communication will become increasingly indifferent, and he will continue to travel in that lonely and cold personal world.
However, Xu Yao himself could feel that the longer the two of them get along, the possibility that the relationship between them will remain uncomplexed will become lower and lower. Sooner or later, the thin layer of window paper as thin as a cicada's wings will definitely be pierced. However, when it is really time to pierce, Xu Yao doesn't know how to deal with it.
Gently stroked Situ Mulian's hair, Xu Yao held the high-legged wine glass, looked at the red wine inside, and smiled bitterly: "What do you think red means?"
Situ Mulian leaned gently on Xu Yao's chest and looked at the red wine in the glass with him, with a happy smile as if it were a child in her eyes: "Red is a festive color, it represents happiness, flowers, roses, and unswerving love."
"But in my eyes, red is not an auspicious color. It represents blood, war and killing, cruelty, and the darkest thing in a person's heart." Xu Yao said this very heavy. Under the catalysis of alcohol, the long-standing pain and self-blame could no longer be suppressed and broke out. He was deeply bitten by his teeth on his arm, a blood-swelling tooth mark.
"Xu Yao..." Situ Mulian hugged Xu Yao tightly and buried his head deeply in her chest. "Xu Yao, I love you. No matter what you have done before, I am willing to face it with you. Seeing you like this, my heart is really painful, very painful!"
During the days when they were having sex with Xu Yao, the two of them did have a heart-to-heart relationship, but Xu Yao seemed to have some extreme pain and was unwilling to mention the past. Every time they overdrafted, Xu Yao would fall into a deep pain and self-blame. Situ Mulian understood Xu Yao. Since Xu Yao didn't want someone to know his past, she could ignore it. But she didn't want Xu Yao to continue suffering like this. She hoped to use her love to save him and save this man who made her worried. Even if he already had a fiancée, he would soon become someone else's husband.
Xu Yao took a deep breath of the mature frankincense in Situ Mulian's chest, raised his head and smiled foolishly: "Hehe, you are so stupid, you are so stupid."
Situ Mulian stroked Xu Yao's face like a child, and said softly: "It doesn't matter if I'm stupid, as long as you are not so stupid."
"I hope I can be a little stupid," Xu Yao sighed and asked suddenly, "Have you ever killed someone?"
"Pu"
A crystal tears in Situ Mulian's eyes fell on Xu Yao's nose and slowly flowed away. A feeling of tension and anxiety spread throughout her body. She tried hard to control her emotions and shook her head slightly. Her surprised eyes hoped that Xu Yao could give her a different answer.
"Actually, I have never killed him," Xu Yao said seriously, "but I think I am a thousand times more terrifying than those murderers with bloody hands. Is such a person worthy of your love?"
The silent tears could no longer be stopped, and the strong Situ Mulian instantly became a tearful person. Once upon a time, this woman who started from scratch and earned a solid family business had suffered countless grievances and blames in the process of starting a business, and she had never shed a single tear. Now, the man in front of her lost herself with just one sentence, sobbing and saying, "Xu Yao, I want you to know that no matter what, I am just a woman, an ordinary woman who longs for love and being loved. As long as I feel that I can find happiness and hope, no matter what I do, it is worth it."
Xu Yao was stunned for a moment, and suddenly took Situ Mulian into his arms, gently wiped her tears with his big hand, and smiled and said, "Little silly girl! You are such a silly girl, then... your birthday wish is to eat me in one bite, right?"
"What if I say yes?" Situ Mulian whispered in Xu Yao's eyes.
The firmness in Situ Mulian's words made Xu Yao unable to resist anymore, so he hugged her slender waist: "I don't have the habit of being eaten by someone. Since that's the case, I have to do it first, with you..." Xu Yao's eyes swept over Situ Mulian's plump and round chest, "With your portion, you should be able to make me very full!"
Xu Yao's emotional change speed really caught Situ Mulian off guard. Looking at his lustful appearance, he really had the urge to knock on his head. If it were another time, Xu Yao's frivolous words would inevitably cause Situ Mulian to be beaten up in a coquettish manner. But at this time, what brought Situ Mulian a passionate catalytic effect, which made her inexplicably feel an extremely impulse. Before she could respond, her lips were blocked by a domineering force.
Between the two of them, Situ Mulian's cell phone rang untimely. At this time, no one was interested in paying attention to the damn ringtone, but the more they ignored it, the more they rang, the more they rang, as if they had to disrupt the situation. Situ Mulian had no choice but to pick up the phone and answer it. After listening, she said to Xu Yao apologetically: "I have to go down and deal with something, you..."
"It's time for me to go home, let's go." Xu Yao said without thinking.
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Chapter completed!