Chapter 207 Career for Love
Chapter 207: Career and love
Lin Shaoqiu was unwilling to do something that would humiliate himself, so he let her do whatever she wanted. Anyway, she would sleep in the room, and she would sleep in the room. There was no difference except that if Liu Xueyao was willing to sit on the sofa and watch herself sleep for one night and had more audiences to sleep in.
"Lin Shaoqiu, I...I..." Liu Xueyao in the dark finally spoke, but she still stammered. The dark feeling made her nervous heart even more anxious. She thought that after entering Lin Shaoqiu's room, she would naturally go on whatever she should say, but she didn't expect that Lin Shaoqiu would sleep and leave herself aside without asking. This was completely beyond her expectations. After thinking about it, she said without saying anything, "You went to bed without taking a shower, you..."
"I'm very sleepy, I don't have the strength or energy, so I'll go to bed first..." Lin Shaoqiu replied lightly, but his voice became smaller and smaller. In the end, Liu Xueyao actually heard a slight snoring. This guy was indeed asleep.
With Lin Shaoqiu's calm breathing rhythm and slight snoring, Liu Xueyao's originally anxious heart gradually calmed down. She felt that even if she entered Lin Shaoqiu's room, at least nothing would happen tonight. When she thought about it, she felt funny. Since she had taken the initiative to come to Lin Shaoqiu's room, why should she worry about what would happen? Since she was worried, she might as well not come. I don't know when she became more and more conflicted, Liu Xueyao thought to herself secretly.
Liu Xueyao came to Lin Shaoqiu's room inexplicably on this night, deliberately keeping a distance from Lin Shaoqiu, and even stalemate here. Even she herself felt a little embarrassed and sat silently on the sofa for a long time. After hearing Lin Shaoqiu's breathing change rhythm, the slight snoring seemed to stop, she asked softly: "Lin Shaoqiu, are you asleep?"
"I fell asleep." Lin Shaoqiu agreed calmly.
Going asleep? Still agreeing when you fall asleep?
Liu Xueyao has now adapted to the dark feeling. She quietly looked at Lin Shaoqiu who was lying on the bed and facing her back, and said slowly: "Do you remember the first time we met? I came to Nanhai from Beijing and arrived at the restaurant you met as soon as I got off the plane. But in the end, only our parents, me, and Xu Ma, who had eaten that meal, but you never showed up."
"I don't remember it, because I didn't meet you that time. I only remember the first time I met you..." Lin Shaoqiu said, turning over slowly, turning his body to the sofa, and his eyes opened, but he didn't look at Liu Xueyao and said lightly, "After both of our parents have finished talking, you quietly told me that you can get married, but don't imagine any consequences. Haha, I still remember that sentence now."
After Lin Shaoqiu said this, Liu Xueyao seemed even more embarrassed and said, "Have I ever said such things?"
"Haha," Lin Shaoqiu smiled bitterly, "Do you know how I felt about you at that time?"
"What does it feel?" Liu Xueyao was very eager to listen.
Lin Shaoqiu sighed lightly and said, "I don't know how to describe that feeling, but if it weren't for my father, I might have turned around and left. If you weren't a woman, I would probably beat you half to death that day."
"I..." Liu Xueyao bit her lips lightly, "Did I hate you so much at that time?"
"This is not annoying, but a kind of..." Lin Shaoqiu shook his head and said, "I can't say it, it's boring anyway, it's boring."
"You performed very well in front of my father and mother, and said you would take good care of me for the rest of your life and let the two old men leave me to you with peace of mind." Liu Xueyao did not continue to talk about Lin Shaoqiu's topic, but said what she wanted to say just now.
"I don't remember it either. I just remember you said that if it weren't for HNA Group, you wouldn't even come to the South China Sea, let alone meet me." Lin Shaoqiu said quietly as he took advantage of the dim moonlight that sprinkled in from the window.
"You said you would take care of me for the rest of your life, is it true or just to perfunctory my father and my mother?" Liu Xueyao's eyes also looked at Lin Shaoqiu's eyes with the dim moonlight.
Lin Shaoqiu looked at Liu Xueyao silently, paused for a long time, then sighed softly, and said, "Actually, I know that the so-called heart as if it were ashamed was your true thoughts in your heart. Since that's the case, you really don't need to force yourself like this. I told you last time that there will be no happiness at all. At the same time, I am also very clear about what kind of image I am in your heart, and the relationship between us... there is no need to rely on you to force yourself to maintain it."
Lin Shaoqiu's words expose the purpose of Liu Xueyao's touching into his room at night. What appeared on Liu Xueyao's face was not sure whether it was sadness or disappointment.
As Lin Shaoqiu said, Liu Xueyao touched his room at such a late night, and after thinking about it, she felt that the relationship between her and Lin Shaoqiu still had to continue to maintain, and she could not let it gradually become more and more indifferent with time. Being in harmony with the spirit is never the fundamental solution. If you want to break up this tangled relationship, you will divorce Lin Shaoqiu.
However, the word divorce is too heavy in Liu Xueyao's dictionary. She still has the idea of traditional Chinese women in her bones. Although the divorce rate in society is high now, she is definitely unwilling to be one of them. Even if she has had a wrong marriage, she does not want to choose to divorce because she wants to correct this mistake, because she also told Ouyang Zhuobing that she was helpless, but she did not regret it.
However, at this moment, although Liu Xueyao was really worried about Lin Shaoqiu, for some reason, the feeling that Lin Shaoqiu gave her on the rooftop, the feeling that she could feel distressed, made her feel that this kind of heart that could be reversed or hopeful. So she ignored it and took the initiative to touch Lin Shaoqiu's room, wanting to borrow a method or method to continue to maintain the relationship between her and Lin Shaoqiu. What kind of method should she use? Liu Xueyao hadn't thought about it yet, but just took one step at a time.
In fact, let’s not think about those complicated issues, such as Lin Shaoqiu has other women around him. The matter between Liu Xueyao and Lin Shaoqiu may actually be very simple to solve. Liu Xueyao even feels that the reason why she and Lin Shaoqiu cannot break through that obstacle and their relationship cannot progress is largely because until now, she and Lin Shaoqiu still have only the name of husband and wife, but no reality.
Is Liu Xueyao still unable to accept the real breakthrough of her relationship with Lin Shaoqiu for various reasons? In other words, Lin Shaoqiu is a normal man, but has a wife who is "different" from others and a wife who has no close relationship with him. In fact, he is very sad. When men are like this, it is difficult for men to not have any problems of this kind or that. For example, there are other women around Lin Shaoqiu, and maybe this is the reason.
In the past, Liu Xueyao rarely considered problems from the perspective of others, especially when thinking about the problems between her and Lin Shaoqiu, she would not think from the standpoint of Lin Shaoqiu. But now, she found that the relationship between her and Lin Shaoqiu was so disharmonious, which seemed not only caused by Lin Shaoqiu's personal reasons. In fact, she also had many things she did. She even used her own standards and requirements to measure Lin Shaoqiu, so she felt that all the things Lin Shaoqiu did made her uncomfortable and even annoying. But people were different after all, and she could not ask everyone to be as good as herself. Liu Xueyao's heart was already very messy and very messy.
Of course, Lin Shaoqiu could only guess Liu Xueyao's thoughts and could not accurately grasp them. Just as he was thinking that he had already made the words clear, but his beautiful wife didn't say anything for a long time, he heard Liu Xueyao say lightly: "Lin Shaoqiu, I decided to resign from the position of chairman of HNA Group."
Liu Xueyao felt more than once that the position of chairman of her group seemed to be the source of Lin Shaoqiu's pressure. His wife held an important position in the company, but she was just a small employee. As a normal man, there were always some thoughts in his heart. Liu Xueyao even believed that it was because of these thoughts that Lin Shaoqiu was mediocre and easy, because Lin Shaoqiu might feel that no matter how hard he tried, he could not surpass his wife. Since he was always in such a balanced state, how could he still have the passion and motivation to try to change this state? So how could he still have the ambition and enterprising spirit?
Liu Xueyao had said before that he wanted to step down from the position of chairman of HNA Group, and then Lin Shaoqiu would take the position of chairman by Lin Shaoqiu, but Lin Shaoqiu was unwilling. Liu Xueyao felt that maybe he was really not willing because of his lack of ability. Since that is the case, he could give up the position of chairman. No matter what Lin Shaoqiu does after resigning, there would be no need to surpass him. In this way, his mentality might be able to change, so that he could cheer up and work hard.
In order to maintain this marriage relationship well and to cheer up Lin Shaoqiu, Liu Xueyao is now willing to sacrifice her favorite career. This is not her impulse, but her consideration after careful consideration.
Chapter completed!