Chapter 168 I am a soldier
"I'll marry you if I admit defeat!"
"ha?!"
"Haha, it's a surprise, right? I originally planned to let you try it as my boyfriend first, but I was afraid of trouble, so I might as well give you a discount. As long as you admit defeat, you can try to report tomorrow!"
As he said beautiful words, he didn't know what Ada was angry about. He still pressed on me hard, and he didn't relax at all, and he was getting harder and harder in secret. This was not about love, it was clearly the scene of a fight!
"Let go first!" I, Lin Qianjun, also want to save face. How could I surrender easily like this? At least I have to resist stubbornly. No, struggle first.
"Don't let it go."
"open."
"I'll let it go after you say it."
"You let me go first."
Among some couples, it always happens that their original intentions go astray due to some unnecessary persistence, forgetting why they set out, and thus producing wrong results at some important time hurdles. It is not until many years later that they regret it. They can only drink under the moon and cry alone. This is the importance of not forgetting their original intention. Fortunately, I am calm enough and decided not to quarrel anymore.
Although I was knocked to the ground all at once and suppressed, I could still try to get out of trouble by raising my head and using violent head attacks, but I didn't, because... I couldn't bear to... Just when my body's sensitivity became more and more sensitive due to intimate contact, and the scene began to become more and more awkward, I was definitely not admitting defeat, but just changing the topic, activate the atmosphere, and finally let go first.
"Oh, Aida."
"Um?"
"I like you. From the first day I saw you, there is no reason or reason, it is just like you."
"Um!"
"And you?"
"ah?"
"do you like me?"
"ah?!"
"Do you like me?"
"Well... I don't know either, I just know why not try it first."
"ah!"
"You know, I didn't know before, and no one told me that the intelligence worker here did not know how troublesome it was to fall in love. They had to report and approve, and then had to report their thoughts and dynamics regularly, let alone get married. However, if I don't get married, there will always be people who doubt that my heart is not here, don't believe me, and I won't hand over my work tasks, but I can't stay at the base for the rest of my life. I want to work, do more things, and really integrate into our glorious collective."
"That's right. When I was studying weapons of mass destruction, a big expert had to follow two guards when he went home to get clothes. Because his wife had not been allowed to lean aside because of the political review, it was really troublesome. These were what Sister Zhang told you, what else did she say?"
"Our current work tasks are so important, with such high level of secrets and so sensitive content, it is impossible to have any chance to contact outsiders, let alone get married with outsiders. Now the man in the group is Chen Guanshui and you are not married yet. Chen Guanshui is full of fun and has never been clear to the teachers outside. She is simply a scum of society and doesn't need to consider it at all. Only Lin Qianjun and Lin adviser, you have good family conditions, good family style, good character, good people, and good people. She is also a fighting hero. She trusts you in the organization. The confidentiality level is higher than mine, and you can see that you have a good impression of me. It should be the most suitable partner for me. Last time you ran out with Chen Guanshui for a blind date. The partner of the blind date is also a girl from a senior leader's family. Maybe you will be abducted by someone else if you accidentally, so I suggest that I seize the opportunity and don't let you run away."
"Oh! What about you, what do you think? Do you like me?"
"I don't know, let's try it out for a while. Feelings can be cultivated slowly, and existence can be used to each other. At least you are the one I like most."
"The great leader taught us: If you don't want to fall in love with marriage, you're just a hooligan! You won't just want to be hooligan at me, do you?"
"Bah, you're so beautiful. I've said this. What else do you want? Let me tell you the truth. After I returned to China, I always expected the organization to assign a boyfriend to me, otherwise I would find something that I couldn't find with my conditions. But Sister Zhang told me that the organization has long ignored the matter of splitting a partner. Now that I advocate free love, I love you because I'm afraid of you. I'm awkward. What attitude do you have to say clearly! Did you fall in love with a little fairy last time on a blind date? If you ran away, what should I do? Where and how long will it take to find such a suitable person?"
"Which little fairy can look good as you? I'll look for it and see if the entire capital can be found."
"You really just like my face, right? Do you think I don't know what the hell is behind you men? Are you, Chen Guanshui, Xiao Yucheng's friends making up bad things in private? And did Lao Bi complain to you that day? Who did you say that violence, who was cruel, who was the disaster."
"Hey, hey, don't just start talking."
"Don't hide, let me vent my anger after a few more shots."
"I agreed that I won't slap the face in the future. I won't slap the face in the future. If you say that you won't slap the face, you'll hit me again, and I'll fight back..."
My name is Lin Qianjun. Lin is Lin Weiyin's Lin, Qian is Qian with thousands of knots in his heart, and the army is the army of the Red Detachment of Women. I report to the organization that I am in love!
From today on, I am a happy person. I will write to every relative to tell them my lover, the deer in the deep forest and the whale in the blue sea, and I will tell everyone that I will stand at attention by every mountain and every river. Strangers also wish me a bright future, I wish our lovers finally get married, and I wish us happiness in the world.
So, in this way, I beat, hug, and kiss, and I am not so skillful, but it is not so good. The unexpected love is as brilliant as spring flowers and as quiet as autumn leaves, but what should be said is clear, so I get tired of it. The love of intelligence personnel is as silent as the deep sea, as tough as platinum, as hot as volcano, as pure as faith.
It was one person when I went there, and two people when I came back.
When I go, I keep my hands on my feet and when I come back.
Even though the roadside soldiers were surprised and smiling, even if the military dogs were waving their tails around us, even if the flowers in the flower bed were charming, today's wind was a bit noisy, even if we had reached the door of the base building, we were reluctant to part our hands.
Let’s talk about what’s wrong with falling in love? We are going to get married in the future. Let’s tell you the truth: we are together. I envy you bachelors and greasy middle-aged men. For our youth and love, for all the beautiful things you can’t get or have lost, go to envy and hate! We are us, the world belongs to you, and the world belongs to you, and in the final analysis, at this moment, the world belongs to both of us.
"Hahahaha, let me tell you a good news. Lin Qianjun and I are dating a partner!" After pushing open the door of the confinement in the building, Ada announced the news loudly as soon as he saw it. As long as the intelligence front does not affect work, it does not exclude office romance, and even acquiesce and encourages internal digestion of marriage issues. For the need for confidentiality, this is the case with the "fake play" lurking in the enemy area during the Red War. The romance between colleagues does not need to be concealed at all, and can also receive sincere blessings from superiors to colleagues.
The building was silent. Everyone was in the hall, but no one spoke or wished. They only had their own complex expressions and quiet silence, as if they were frozen into a black and white photo of gray tones.
Because there was an outsider, someone I didn't expect but was waiting all the time, stood quietly aside and looked at us calmly.
I gently let go of Ada's hand.
"Director!"
A person walked over, stood attentively, saluted, greeted him, finished the ceremony, stood attentively, waited for the verdict to be pronounced, and was completed in one go.
Ada stood at the door in surprise, staring at all this unexpectedly with wide eyes, her heart full of bad premonitions. The unknown fear instantly enveloped her whole body and mind, and the expression on her face made people feel distressed. Zhang Tianqiao walked over and held her in his arms with heartache.
Director Yang calmly returned the gift to me, picked up the documents in his hand, and read it. He came to announce my disciplinary decision. Maybe the comrades in the group had already known the news in advance, so they gathered in the hall, and maybe they even heard about the disciplinary content, so they had such a serious expression.
The content of the decision document is very simple, and the director reads it very clearly, but I can't remember the full text clearly in my memory. I only know that I was dismissed from my post because of a serious violation of organizational discipline and serious political mistakes in the Omi incident, causing serious consequences, and was dismissed from the group.
I was transferred from the group?!
I was instantly beaten from heaven to hell by a thunderbolt, from the cloud to the mud, and I was a little mentally prepared for the punishment ahead, but I was transferred from the group, left the group, left the career I loved most, the softest part in my heart, the great job of finding a "butterfly", the great job of my lover and my colleagues who live and die together...
I have the will of steel, but at this moment I am as fragile as a child. I looked at the director tidy, and then looked around at my colleagues who had fought with me. Everyone was silent and protesting silently. Ada's eyes turned red, but she didn't cry. She looked at me, her eyes full of worry.
This is very good. Don’t send me off with tears, my lover.
"Director?"
I am not asking for mercy or expecting forgiveness. I just want to shout this again. I am afraid that it will be difficult to shout if I don’t shout at this time.
"This is an order!" the director replied calmly, solemn and cold.
"Director Yang." Li Chenfeng stood out from the crowd like a sculpture.
"This is the decision of our troops." The director's face immediately pulled down.
"I will report it to my superiors. It's not the fault of Staff Lin. Our group's work requires Comrade Lin Qianjun." Li Chenfeng said coldly.
"Yes! Very needed," added Bai Swen, who was standing aside.
"I'll listen to you, but the order must be implemented immediately." After saying that, the director ignored others. He just looked at me quietly and said to me coldly: "Take all the things you have to do with confidentiality work and hand them over immediately with Director Zhang."
"Yes! I obey orders!"
I have calmed down at this moment. "Every time of major events, you must be calm" is the family motto of our family. For the sake of our common cause, I have completed my tasks and missions. What else is there to regret? I gritted my teeth and tried to control every muscle and every wave of biological current so that I will not be defeated by sudden blows. I am a man, a soldier, and a soldier of the people.
I walked to Zhang Tianqiao strongly, stood at attention, and then took out my work documents, the access documents of the base, the gun certificate, the keys of the office, the dormitory, the desk, and every piece of paper in my pocket. I put them all on the table aside, list them clearly, and then pulled out all my pockets in public to display them outside until all the places where things could be placed were empty. Finally, I silently untied my armed belt and handed over the pistol sent to me by the group. Zhang Tianqiao looked at Li Chenfeng, Li Chenfeng nodded slightly, and Zhang Tianqiao gently took it. I had nothing but this military uniform, and was clean.
No, because I am just an ordinary soldier now, even I have to take off my military uniform and put on the soldier's uniform.
"Wait a minute, I'll go through the procedures for you." Zhang Tianqiao hurriedly went upstairs and opened the receipt, and then handed it to me. After carefully checking it, I handed it over to the director.
"After counting your luggage, you will send it home for you, let's go!" said the director.
My hat badge is still there, it is a red star in my heart; my collar seal is still there, it is the two red flags in my mind. To this day, I still have no complaints, and at this moment, I still have no regrets.
I stood attentively and saluted our group and my comrades! Then I turned back, stood firm, and walked forward, with the pride of a child, it was better to burn indulge than to be alone.
"Thousands of troops!"
When I walked past Ada, she called me and I paused.
"I'll wait for you to come back!"
I nodded slightly, continued to walk forward, walked out of the small building that I had worked for more than 100 days, and walked towards the sunshine outside the house.
Walking out of the gate of the small building courtyard, there was a jeep parked at the door. Two military judges with guns stood beside the car, one in front and one behind, and the director got into the car. The car started and drove out of the base quickly. There were two jeep parked at the gate of the base, one behind, one behind, and the car was escorting our car towards the unknown unknown.
Goodbye, group! Goodbye, base!
At the foot of the Xishan Mountain in the distance, the peaks stand tall and the forests are like waves.
Chapter completed!