Zheng Yingqi put down Wang Hui and said quickly to him, "Protect yourself! I'll go up and take a look!"

Wang Hui also realized that the sudden gunfire was wrong and hurriedly said, "Go and see the 13th, don't worry about me."

After putting down Wang Hui, Zheng Yingqi turned into two steps in three steps and rushed up the stairs quickly. He was afraid that after he went up, he would turn into a corpse or be seriously injured and survived on the ground.

Above, No. 13 was pressing his arms in pain, and blood kept flowing out of the pressed wound and dripping on the ground. Seeing Zheng Yingqi rushing up quickly, No. 13 subconsciously explained

"A FD member just now didn't die and fired a shot at me."

Zheng Yingqi breathed a sigh of relief. It would be fine if he was alive. He was on guard and signaled No. 13 to slowly retreat. He looked at the corpses of FD members on the ground. After No. 13 entered the stairs, he pulled it aside and said, "Relax, come and I'll bandage you."

No. 13 cooperated to release his hand pressing the wound, and Zheng Yingqi took out a bandage to bandage it. But looking at the location of the wound, Zheng Yingqi couldn't help but wonder. The location of the wound was a bit tricky, unlike the normal attack.

He simulated the shooting direction according to the location of the wound in his mind, but he always felt something was wrong. How could an elite veteran, especially a veteran with rich practical experience, easily make people succeed from the frontal attack? And the direction of the bullet shooting is so tricky?

unless……

This was shot by myself!

Thinking of this possibility, Zheng Yingqi looked at No. 13 in surprise. If this was really hurting himself, everything would be easy to explain.

On the 13th, he felt Zheng Yingqi's sudden abnormality and did not speak. He just patted Zheng Yingqi on the shoulder with his hand. The meaning was self-evident. Zheng Yingqi paused and pretended not to know anything to continue bandaging.

Everyone has their own choices, and he has no right to stop others' choices.

...

The helicopter began to land with a roar. The medical team inside the plane rushed out quickly after the helicopter landed and rushed towards the two injured students. After the examination, they tried to carry the injured two people into the plane on a stretcher, but both injured refused such high treatment and boarded the plane with great effort.

The crocodile is reporting the gains of this battle to the general who is rushing to

"Report to the general, a total of 78 criminals were killed and 19 prisoners were captured. DP worth 50 million US dollars and stolen money of corresponding value were seized. A total of two students on our side were injured."

"How is the injured student?" the general asked with concern.

The crocodile replied, "One person was shot in the left arm, and the other person was stabbed in the calf by the criminal, and there was no bone injury."

The general breathed a sigh of relief, "If you don't treat the injured students unfairly, if you can't continue training, you should explain the reason to the embassy in the country where the students are located. Do you know?"

"I understand, general."

...

The students were cleaning the battlefield, and the bodies of FD players were dragged out and put into body bags, waiting for the corpse transport truck to transport them away. In their spare time, Zheng Yingqi found Xu Sanduo. After seeing the boy's usual expression, he felt relieved.

Zheng Yingqi walked up to Xu Sanduo and whispered, "Is it okay?"

Xu Sanduo of course understood what Zheng Yingqi meant and smiled honestly, "It's okay, I'm fine."

"It's fine, I'm afraid you will be offended again."

Xu Sanduo smiled embarrassedly, as if he had remembered something, and asked Zheng Yingqi, "Yingqi, how many FD players have you killed just now?"

"Not many." Zheng Yingqi pretended to be relaxed - in fact, from the beginning to now, he killed 8 FD players with just a dagger. In addition, more than seven FD players killed with weapons, and the number of kills one person can be as high as the number of killing enemies in two or three groups, but he doesn't want to show off with the number of killing enemies.

What was scary came from? When I went back, the three students from the fifth group and two students from Rangers all looked at Zheng Yingqi with a terrifying look. This abnormality still attracted the attention of other students. Someone asked quietly, and after learning the reason, he looked at Zheng Yingqi with such a terrifying look as if he was swallowing his saliva.

Soon, most of the students learned about Zheng Yingqi's number of enemies killed and the record of killing 8 people. Their eyes looked at Zheng Yingqi as if they were looking at an unattainable mountain.

Zheng Yingqi closed his eyes and rested without realizing it, and did not feel excited at all after the battle. It seemed as if he had completed a training. This attitude made the students on the battlefield admire him even more - the difference between people, why is it so big?

When the students were shocked and admired Zheng Yingqi's terrifying record, the instructor group was also shocked.

"Sir, are you not kidding? Are you killing 8 enemies with cold weapons at close range? At least five people were killed with guns?" An instructor swallowed his saliva and was full of doubts about the crocodile's record sorted out.

The crocodile shook his head, "I'm not kidding. In this battle, there were 9 gangsters who were killed by daggers. Only one was done by No. 9, and the other 8 were all done by No. 11. I have seen the corpses on the third floor of the building Z1. They were all shot and killed by a sneak attack behind them. It was confirmed that No. 11 did it."

The other two instructors simulated the scene of constant sneak attacks in their minds, and couldn't help but shivering. Killing people with guns and killing people with daggers are completely different concepts. Sneak attacks and killing one person and 8 people in a row are two concepts. They could never imagine that a soldier from a peaceful country could do so "leisurely" in succession.

It would be normal if it were a veteran who was struggling on the battlefield.

"I think, on the 11th, I need to see a psychologist." An instructor looked at the crocodile and said, "I'm worried that he is mentally abnormal."

The crocodile looked at another instructor, "What do you think?"

"I'm afraid it's not good to do a psychological examination on No. 11 alone?" The instructor asked by the crocodile hesitated and said, "It's better to provide psychological counseling to all students. We can focus on observing the situation on No. 11 to see if he is normal."

The crocodile agreed to the second instructor's suggestion and reported the instructor's group's opinions to the principal after arriving at the school. The principal agreed to the crocodile's request without any hesitation. After dinner, he gave a comprehensive psychological counseling to the students of the 3703 period.

...

The psychological counselor is a white woman. After Zheng Yingqi entered the psychological intervention room, the other party smiled at Zheng Yingqi and said gently.

"Zheng from the ancient Eastern power? I am Lucy, a psychological counselor hired by the school. Please sit down. Your instructor has a very good evaluation of you. He said that you are the best performing trainees among the trainees in multiple periods. I am very happy to talk to you."

The psychological counselor's voice sounded very nice, and just one sentence made Zheng Yingqi subconsciously let go of his guard. Zheng Yingqi immediately replied, "I'm very happy to talk to you too."

"I have read your information. According to the information, you have been in the army for less than four years and have been in the special forces for less than a year?"

“Yes ma’am.”

"I'm curious why you perform so well for so short time in the military - I mean that among so many students of your same period, many of them have very long military experience, but you do better than them." Lucy asked curiously.

Zheng Yingqi said relaxedly, “Can I take yours as a compliment?”

Lucy didn't expect Zheng Yingqi to answer like this, and said with a smile, "This was originally a compliment."

"Maybe it's because the company we were in after joining the army was an army with a long history and glorious tradition. Before joining the army, I would never have thought I would be so outstanding." Zheng Yingqi then returned to Lucy's question.

"I'm really curious about what the excellent company you call it."

"Sorry, I can't answer your question." Zheng Yingqi spread his hands and said.

Lucy nodded understandingly and asked, "I'm going to ask you a presumptuous question, is this your first actual combat? Is it convenient to answer?"

Zheng Yingqi thought about it and said, "No, I have had practical experience, only once, and I am also a siege and suppression of FD players. I can't tell you the specific situation."

"So, can you tell me about your mental state after the first killing?" Lucy asked.

Zheng Yingqi nodded, "Of course it can-in fact, because the person who killed the damn FD member, I have no abnormalities."

"Did you think of the scenes on the battlefield when you dream?" Lucy tried to use the words as much as possible, without using the word "killing scene".

"No."

"No? This is really an unexpected answer. I have come into contact with many soldiers. After they first went to the battlefield, they always had one or another discomfort." Lucy said in surprise.

"Ms., I think you are confused about going to the battlefield with this - my commander told me that the battle to encircle and suppress the FD elements is not even the lowest-intensity war, and these FD elements are also bastards who should go to hell. The battlefield is where soldiers and soldiers fight for their respective national interests, and these scumbags are not worthy of it."

Lucy heard Zheng Yingqi's disdain and murderous intent of the FD elements from Zheng Yingqi's words, and asked, "Zheng, what is your attitude towards the FD elements?"

"Clean and kill!" Zheng Yingqi replied without hesitation, "I don't think their behavior deserves to be called human!"

Lucy nodded and said that she understood, and asked about today's battle. "According to the information given to me by your instructor group, in today's battle, you are the one with the best performance. Can you tell me what you thought at that time?"

"Kill them and end the battle."

"It's that simple?" Lucy looked at Zheng Yingqi incredibly.

Zheng Yingqi shrugged, "Yes, that's that simple."

"But as far as I know, you killed eight FD players in battle with just daggers. Why did you choose to use daggers instead of guns?"

"The situation at that time was that the other party was shooting condescendingly in various rooms on the third floor. If I used firearms, it would alarm the enemies in the other rooms. It would be the most advantageous choice to solve them with a dagger."

Lucy "Just because it's good? No other factor? For example, you hate them very much and want to kill them with your own hands."

Zheng Yingqi said dissatisfiedly, "Madam, I am a normal person, not a psychopath. How could I choose the most disgusting way when I have a choice?"

"Disgusting?" Lucy looked at Zheng Yingqi in surprise. She really couldn't imagine that Zheng Yingqi would use the word disgusting to describe the act of killing people with a dagger.

"Of course - use a gun to solve the target without challenging the psychology. Even if the flesh and blood fly across the body and does not explode in front of you, and if you use a dagger to solve the target, you will always feel uncomfortable, especially if the blood of sin splatters on your body, which is very uncomfortable."

"So, you're sick of killing someone with a dagger?"

"yes."

Lucy hesitated in her heart. It was difficult to determine the situation. She asked again unwillingly, "Can you tell me what you think about killing the enemy today? As far as I know, you have killed more than 13 enemies today."

Zheng Yingqi looked at Lucy and always felt that this was a bit strange, "Should I have any thoughts?"

"Why don't you feel it? After all, those are at least 13 living people."

"People?" Zheng Yingqi hesitated and replied, "Sorry, I don't seem to treat them as humans... Yes, that's what I think."

"Think?" Lucy grasped the point, thinking that this might be the key to making her own judgment, so she asked, "Why do you think so?"

Zheng Yingqi frowned and thought, and after a while, he said, "Since I entered the special forces with practical tasks, I was ready to welcome the actual combat. Before the first actual combat, I kept thinking about what it feels like to kill someone... Until I killed someone for the first time, I didn't feel any discomfort throughout the whole process. I thought about it...

Yes, what I thought at the time was that I was not killing people, but a group of beasts, because what they did was no longer considered human... Yes, that's what I thought."

"Is this the same thing this time?" Lucy noticed Zheng Yingqi's expression, and Zheng Yingqi replied

"Let me think about it... Yes, that's what I think, no wonder I didn't react after killing someone."

Zheng Yingqi remembered the cowardly look after Xu Sanduo's first murder, and the scene of Wu Zhe vomiting. He felt amused in his heart. He didn't realize that he had been fooling him like this in his subconscious mind.

"So, what do you think now?" Lucy kept staring at Zheng Yingqi's expression.

Zheng Yingqi became a little dissatisfied. Lucy said that he always had the intention of feeling guilty if he killed someone himself - he was a soldier, not a murderer or a criminal, so why should he be guilty?

"Ms., I think as a soldier, you must have the awareness of a soldier. To endure hardships, suffer, kill enemies, and sacrifice are all the fates of a soldier. I don't think this will make me feel guilty because I am always fulfilling the obligations and responsibilities of a soldier."

Lucy suddenly realized and said with apologies, "Sorry, I can't express it clearly, but I'm very happy to recognize a soldier with such a tenacious belief. Zheng, you are an excellent soldier!"
To be continued...