It was cold at night, and my body after surgery felt like being in an ice cellar for a while. It was so cold that my bones felt like it was about to freeze. Then it felt warm again, from the inside out, as if my whole body was frozen.

The burning heat, the blending of ice and fire, tested him life and death. He felt as if he had become a barbecued pork of human flesh, being roasted by fire and frozen again, going back and forth, completely unable to control himself.

This is the biggest test he has ever encountered in his life!

But this is not the most worrying thing.

The sixteen-hour struggle in the whale's mouth almost exhausted all his strength. In the whale's mouth, he couldn't close his eyes at all, because once he fell asleep, he might fall into the fish's maw. Any time

, he needs to be alert and fight with his own spirit and will. On this island, he cannot be careless at all in case there are any dangerous animals on the island, so once the body regains strength, he has to

He went to explore the island. But night came so quickly, and he had no time to sleep. He had to brace himself to face the darkness, the cold, and the high fever.

The first night on the island is bound to be the most difficult.[

It was not unheard of for him to stay awake for more than a day before. He had been trained like this and would not rest for three days and three nights. However, he was not so seriously injured at the time. There was no blood hole in his chest at that time, and he was even able to

Relying on the strong terrain, in his free time, he squinted for a while while half asleep. But now he couldn't, he couldn't close his eyes at all. The heavy sleepiness was forcing him, and once he closed his eyes, the sleepiness would

It was pressing down on him like a mountain, and it might crush him to the ground and never get up again.

So, I tried hard to keep my eyes open, but my eyes were sore, and I still had to keep them open. Later, my eyes became blurry, and I shed tears uncontrollably, and I couldn't close my eyes. There was a faint smell of blood spreading under my eyes, as if

It was a burst blood vessel, but I couldn't close my eyes.

Think about Xiaoguai, think about your woman, how can you close your eyes?! You suddenly disappeared and were shot multiple times. She still doesn’t know what she looks like now, maybe she’s frightened, maybe she’s crying

She has become a tearful person, perhaps suddenly feeling helpless. Think about her, how can you close your eyes?!

When he jumped down, he screamed in terror, "Rong Ling——", think about it and recall that voice, how could you close your eyes?!

If you really close your eyes, that woman will go crazy and die!

At that time on the rooftop, you were just acting, but she took it seriously, crying as if the whole world had completely collapsed, and cut off her own breathing so directly, and chose "suicide" without hesitation.

Think about her, this pitiful, lovely, innocent and kind little woman, how could you close your eyes?!

The hand-held knife fell and struck his thigh without hesitation. With the sharp sting, his mind suddenly became clearer.

He had to go back, and he had to go back alive! He didn't know what was happening to that little woman now. He was worried. He was really afraid that she would be stupid and that she would "commit suicide" with him again. How much he wanted to run back to her

, hugged her tightly in his arms, and then brushed away all the negative things for her. He wanted to tell her that he was fine, and she shouldn’t worry. But damn it, the phone fell out, damn it, damn it

!

With a mobile phone, he could call her, comfort her immediately, and know her situation immediately. He was worried about her. He was afraid when he thought of the scene on the rooftop that day. The one who loved him so much that he even died.

He is really afraid of this unwanted little woman, really worried!

In the dark night, he curled up and couldn't help wailing sadly.

Just because I'm afraid that she will be with him for life and death after she can't find him!

He basically doesn't cry. Crying is the behavior of a weak person. Crying can't solve any problems. If you have time to cry, it's better to think of ways to solve the problem. And there is no problem in this world that he can't solve.

But on a night like this, when his body was burning with ice and fire, he couldn't help but cry.

He was crying because of her, the little woman who held him completely!

He is really afraid that she will do something stupid!

If something happens to her, what should he do?! How should he live?! What is the meaning of this life?!

He regrets, regrets!

His life is strong and resolute, so if he makes a mistake, he will make a mistake. He will not regret it, but try to save it based on the mistake. Just like when she ran with the ball, he did not regret it. She

He left, just left. He didn't stop or chase her. But now, he regretted it. He regretted that he shouldn't have missed his old relationship, that he shouldn't have come to Germany, and that he shouldn't have gotten himself involved in order to save such a woman. He took it.

It was enough to go in, but Xiaoguai was left behind, a soft and fragile Xiaoguai, like a ball of the softest flesh. He was so soft, so he could be hurt so easily. Without him, who would protect him?

Her?! Without him, anyone can hurt her. What should she do if she is hurt?! But what’s more damning, perhaps, it is him who hurts her the most now! [

He is Rong Ling, and he should be ruthless. Only such a person can be strong enough. As for Li Lanqiu, it didn't matter that she blocked the knife for him. She was kidnapped because of him and was treated inhumanely.

So what, he shouldn't care, he should be absolutely ruthless. He should be such a person, no one can touch him, so that he can be calm, strong, and guard his little one wholeheartedly.

If you were good, you wouldn't have made her so hurt and miserable!

Will she be okay?!

After all, what happened this time was different from what happened on the rooftop. That time when he jumped from such a high building, there was absolutely no chance of survival. However, this time he jumped into the sea, and there was still a chance of survival. Therefore,

She shouldn't be stupid enough to jump down after him, wouldn't she be stupid enough to kill herself?!

No way...no way...probably not...

But why is he so afraid!

In this life, there is no one else who can love him more than her, to the point of loving him even to the point of losing her life, will she?!

Afraid!

So, cry with fear, cry with distress!

Therefore, he did not believe in ghosts and gods, but he still couldn't help but pray, calling out all the gods and Buddhas he could think of, kneeling down and praying!

I just hope that she can be fine!

Wait for him, he will go back, so Xiaoguai, be good, be sure to be good...

By the way, there’s also Dayang!

Great, and Dayang!

He raised his hand and stabbed himself again, stabbing himself in the leg unceremoniously to wake himself up. It hurt a little, but the pain was no match for the joy in his heart at the moment.

When he went down, he told Dayang to keep an eye on her. Dayang is a die-hard person and will definitely carry out his orders unswervingly. Therefore, he will definitely keep her safe, for sure.

.

He was ecstatic, and in the midst of relief, he shed a few more tears.

This time there is hope in the tears!

Then, what he can do is to go back as soon as possible. Even with Dayang looking at her, he is not at ease. This little woman who fills his heart is not worth it in any case if he doesn't look at it himself.

You will be relieved!

I can only hope that everything is okay for her, and she must be strong, a little stronger, a little stronger, and wait for him to come back. She will try her best to return to her. So, forget about the mere pain in her legs.

What?! What does this torment of ice and fire mean? What does it mean if I can’t rest?!

When it's the coldest, I've curled up into a ball as much as I can, but when I still can't feel any warmth, think about her, think about her beautiful smile, think about her sweet words, think about her warmth

body...

Suddenly, my body felt warm.

Suddenly, I saw her.[

In a daze, she seemed to have come to his side, squatted down, smiled softly at him, nestled next to him, hugged him tightly, cooed softly, and called his name——

"Rong Ling..."

"Rong Ling..."

"Rong Ling...Rong Ling..."

One after another!

In a daze, her hand slid across his face, and then her hair. In a daze, he seemed to smell the fragrance of her hair and her body fragrance. It was warm and light like a flower.

aroma!

He couldn't help laughing, but the movements of raising and lowering the knife were even more ferocious!

This is a hallucination!

The more beautiful the illusion, the easier it is to paralyze people and the faster they die!

Therefore, by stabbing him several times in a row, he stabbed himself awake.

Don't be careless!

Always think about how beautiful she is when she smiles at you, then maybe the real her is crying so sadly now! Can you make her cry so heartily, can you bear those tears?!

cannot!

So you must not die, you must not sleep, you must come back alive!

If you want to see such a beautiful smile, you have to go back alive and spend your whole life maintaining it.

Little darling...little darling...little darling...

I recited her name in my heart, and then pricked my thigh. This is telling myself, remember her, don’t forget her, never forget her; this is telling myself, you owe me this pain now.

Hers needs to be repaid, must be repaid...

In this way, he survived the deepest, darkest and coldest period, and also survived the long night that seemed to have no end. When the first ray of sunshine in the morning finally hit him, he again

I couldn't hold on any longer, so I closed my eyes and fell into a deep sleep, but in my sleep, there was a name that kept floating around -

...little boy...
To be continued...