[183] ??I can't torture you if I don't commit suicide
"Fu Lingzhi, let's play a game. I'll perform and you will be the audience."
Her voice was very low, and Fu Lingzhi couldn't hear it clearly, but judging from her weird facial expression, no matter how stupid he was, he knew what she was going to do! The true cruelty of Otoya was not straightforward, but it was
It can make his heart roll several times in the oil pan.
He read her mouth movements, his face was cold, but his expression became more and more anxious, "Ami! Don't be like this, okay? I beg you, please stop torturing yourself and vent all the resentment in your heart on me.
Well, I just ask you not to hurt yourself again!"
"I'm trying to find ways to vent my resentment on you. Why rush? I know what can make you cold-blooded and cold-hearted. I'm afraid it's useless to stab you directly. So I might as well..." She raised her hand
The blade swung a few times in the air like an acrobatic, and then slashed hard towards the front of his left wrist.
Fu Lingzhi only felt dizzy, and then her eyes were red. She started again...
"Why bother? The injury on your neck hasn't healed yet, and you've added another injury. Stop torturing yourself like this, okay? I feel uncomfortable, and I know you feel uncomfortable, but you still have to live your life! If you say this is for revenge
I, then I ask you to use a more rational method, Ami, your goal has been achieved, yes, I feel distressed and uncomfortable. Is that okay? Stop it!"
Yinya looked down at him coldly, "Maybe my heart is not strong enough, maybe I am not stupid enough, or maybe, since Xiaonian left, I have fallen in love with the feeling of pain. Only when I feel all kinds of pain can I
Know that you are still alive. Since it can help you stay awake and torture you, why not do this? You can even kill your child and take a kidney without saving your life. I think your endurance should be very strong.
Bar."
After saying that, Otoya aimed another stab at the light blue blood vessel. Yes, she was hurting herself. She was depressed, she couldn't cheer up. She missed Xiaonian all the time, so she hurt herself. It was very painful.
It hurts, but it feels good. She can appreciate the thunderous veins on Fu Lingzhi's handsome face and the anxious and twisted expression, which always makes her feel at ease.
The bright red blood reflected the sunlight, making it even more energetic. It crawled from her wrists, some fell to the ground, some fell on the hem of her pure white skirt, and some even floated to the transparent glass window.
Fu Lingzhi's fist was almost smashed, but the glass door just couldn't be opened. Otoya was too cruel, forcing him to watch her self-harm but unable to do anything. She was taking revenge on him, letting him experience the pain she felt when she lost her childhood again and again.
He felt the despair that was so deep that his heart ached with pain.
He slapped the glass door desperately, using both legs together, and blood oozed from the back of his hands, but the door did not move at all.
"Yinya! I beg you to fucking wake up, okay? I beg you to put down the knife and go bandage it! Or open the door and let me carry you to the hospital!" Fu Lingzhi softened his tone when he saw that she was unmoved.
, speaking hoarsely and earnestly, "Ami, don't be so stupid. It's not worthwhile for you to use yourself as a bargaining chip to retaliate against others. I'm not worth your efforts. Ami, stop, it will leave scars. If the wound is deep enough to the bones,
You will be disabled, and you may die if you bleed so much!"
Otoya smiled brightly, and touched the blood stains that kept popping up on her wrist with her little finger, and then applied the bright red to her pale lips until her two lips were completely soaked in blood. She smiled gloomily at him,
Showing his white teeth, "Tell me, do I look good? If I look good, please remember it clearly. It's best if you dream about such bright red lips every night at midnight, and then keep thinking of your entangled mood when you think of this scene."
Although it’s a bit cruel, I do hope so.”
Fu Lingzhi's eyes flashed, and he felt that she was a little distorted at this moment. No matter her personality, emotions or behavior, she was completely weird, but he still didn't dare to act rashly. His hands were almost crippled by the beating. The door didn't move at all, and he couldn't get out.
, like a trapped animal in a birdcage, she mutilated herself in front of him, and left him helpless to save her. This was probably how she dealt with him. In this cruel way.
Fu Lingzhi was helpless, his eyebrows lowered, "Ami, don't be like this, don't be like this..."
"What else? Self-mutilation? Or self-mutilation in front of you?" Otoya raised the corners of her mouth soothingly, but her eyes gradually became hollow, "I want to die, and while I want to die, I also want to take revenge on you."
She laughed crazily.
Fu Lingzhi's legs went weak and his knees twitched. He leaned against the glass door and slowly fell into the flower garden.
Because the sun was very dazzling, Otoya couldn't see his specific expression and gaze, but she thought it would be very exciting. The amount of bleeding was increasing. Otoya was recovering from a serious illness, and this torment made his body and bones even worse.
Unable to bear it, she slowly sat on the cold floor holding the edge of the window frame, a smile reflected in the pool of blood.
After a long time, she climbed up on the edge of the bed, threw down the knife, picked up the big bag of hamburgers Fu Lingzhi bought, went downstairs, and went out.
The taxi driver was very frightened and asked the woman behind him for the thirty-third time, "Madam, are you sure you really don't need to go to the hospital?" He asked while glancing at her left wrist.
Otoya looked at his back sadly, "No, just bleed a little. If I bleed, I'll know I'm still alive."
The uncle driver looked at her strangely, "But... if you continue like this, your life will be in danger. And by the way, are you happy or sad to know that you are alive?" Because no matter how you look at it, you feel this beautiful but yet...
When the pale woman said this, her eyes were so dull, as if nothing in the world could enter her eyes. Two words were written in her eyes: boredom.
Otoya raised his lips, and his voice was as low as a whisper, "Happy? Sad? Such clear adjectives are not suitable for me now."
The uncle driver saw that her language was messy and strange, and he couldn't say a few words. Since she refused to go to the hospital, he, a stranger, couldn't say much. When he arrived at the destination, he put her down and drove away without asking for any money.
Otomi raised his head, stared at the silent mountains seriously, and then walked up the mountain carrying the bag of hamburgers. This mountain was bought by the Fu family back then. It is said to be a geomantic treasure land. All the elders of the Fu family are buried here. Her
Xiaonian should be lying here alone.
Chapter completed!