The most easily forgotten things, the most unstable quantum spiral structure in the human brain, are exactly the things that bring pain to people.

Under the subtle impact of emotional needs, these painful quantum spirals that make up memories will continue to be impacted and disintegrate at a faster speed.

But as Chen Feng's gene arousal continued to increase, his memory became stronger and stronger, and his talent for forgetting gradually became weaker and weaker.

He will remember good things, but he will also remember painful feelings.

Chen Feng can clearly sense that as the level of gene arousal continues to increase, in addition to changes in physical fitness, the human brain's memory, logical analysis ability, and thinking acuity are constantly improving. His ability to perceive pain and happiness has also increased.

It also continues to improve.

However, pain is always more profound in memory. When most people recall their childhood, the images that most come to mind are those of sadness and anger.

Happy memories are always very short-lived and elusive.

Therefore, as memory improves, the emotional impact of pain becomes more intense.

To face this increasingly intense emotional impact, human beings' need for willpower has also increased invisibly.

Willpower is a very mysterious thing.

Will often changes with a person's knowledge, level of knowledge, and experiences. It is also based on the current world view and the historical accumulation handed down by the entire civilization.

Chen Feng gradually understood one thing.

No wonder the level of human genetic awakening in the 21st century can only reach 25%.

This is obviously a biological self-protection instinct.

Human beings are not equipped with such ability when they cannot bear the weight.

A weak population possesses too strong thinking ability in advance, which does not necessarily bring about a better future.

It is more likely that a large-scale psychological collapse will occur within the population, leading to the collapse of civilization.

Assuming that there is a second "native" of the 21st century who has the same arousal and thinking ability as him at this time, let alone achieve anything, I am afraid that the pain accumulated in the heart of the super memory will make this person instantly

His mind collapsed and he became a madman.

Chen Feng was able to hold on because he went to the future many times and slowly grew up, or maybe he himself is also gifted in the matter of endurance.

But no matter how strong the willpower is, people still need time to eliminate negative emotions. It is impossible to deceive oneself and others by saying that I am fine, and it really is fine.

At this time, Chen Feng could no longer control his emotions. He held his head with both hands and kept rubbing his hair.

He was in unspeakable loss and sorrow.

He took out his notebook filled with "Five Hundred Year Plan" and looked at his handwriting that penetrated deeply into the back of the text.

Chen Feng took a deep breath, thinking about the battle between heaven and man in his mind, constantly deducing and calculating, trying to deceive himself and come to a conclusion. He wanted to deceive himself. He wanted to tell himself that as long as he strictly implemented the "Five Hundred Year Plan", he would be able to

success.

However, after a long time, he violently threw the notebook forward.

Snap!

The thick notebook was typed on the large-screen TV in front of me.

Chen Feng looked up at the sky, his hands trembling uncontrollably.

Impossible, you will lose.

I can't lie to myself.

It's all my fault. If I had worked harder and fought harder, maybe I would have succeeded?

I haven't done enough.

I...I am a sinner!

His eyes were sore, and his heart was filled with unspeakable grief.

In his mind, he could not help but imagine the scenario of human beings being defeated and destroyed thousands of years later.

At this moment, the bedroom door was opened, and Zhong Lei, wearing men's pajamas, walked in.

She didn't see Chen Feng for the moment, but lowered her head and muttered some melody.

Then she looked up again and saw Chen Feng, whose face was ashen as if he was having an epileptic fit. She was startled and rushed forward, "What's wrong with you?"

Chen Feng's dead eyes slowly turned to Zhong Lei's face.

Looking at her concerned eyes, Chen Feng's eyes gradually regained some life.

He took a deep breath and said slowly in a sad tone that others could not understand: "Zhong Lei, I failed, I failed to travel through time. I did not pass through. I lost the ability to travel through time and space to change the future. I... we are destined to lose.

.In a thousand years, humanity will cease to exist.”

Seeing Chen Feng's rare and extremely defeated look, Zhong Lei was stunned for a long time.

Then she slowly sat on the edge of the bed, picked up Chen Feng's hand, and gently scratched his palm with her fingertips, "Didn't we think through this matter yesterday?"

"Um?"

"Are you overestimating yourself? We are the ones left behind! In the future, you are still waiting for us to create a better present for you! Why are you so sure that it was you who lost your ability to travel, and not us who were left behind?

?Do you have evidence? Why don’t you think in a good direction if there is something that cannot be proven without evidence? What are you thinking about? "

Chen Feng was shaken all over and was stunned.

The two looked at each other like this for a full five minutes.

He scratched his head in embarrassment, "Yes. Is that possible?"

Zhong Lei patted his head, "It's not possible, but it must be so. We must believe this and tell ourselves this!"

"Ha...hahaha...yes, yes."

Chen Feng suddenly realized something.

It’s no wonder that in the previous timeline, after each time travel, I would go into hibernation for a period of time, not showing up much, not interacting with people, or even doing anything, which made me look like a fish in water.

At that time, he really didn't take it seriously and didn't think it was a big problem.

Every time he read history books in the past, his perspective spanned thousands of years, and even his "short" life in the past could easily span hundreds of years.

In such a long time span, a window period of just one or two months is really insignificant.

Looking back from the perspective of historical data, even though Chen Feng himself did not appear in public during this period, he was still behind the scenes in matters that were originally planned to be changed and promoted. Therefore, if you don't think about it carefully, you won't be able to detect the strangeness.

Now Chen Feng understands.

In fact, this period was my lowest period.

I experience this kind of pain and panic every time.

You must complete your psychological construction and tell yourself that there is a possibility, so that you can adjust and return to work.

If Zhong Lei was not around today, Chen Feng felt that given his personality, he would still choose to hide, then gradually recover, and slowly come out of the corner. Through constant self-encouragement and spiritual hints, he would choose to self-paralyze and believe in the second

Only by creating better possibilities can we strive for a lifetime along the established direction with great willpower.

This process is easy to say, but Chen Feng can only speculate and imagine how many negative emotions, how many psychological twists and turns, and how many times he struggled in the quagmire of despair.

He suddenly grinned and squeezed Zhong Lei's hand, "Fortunately, I have you this time."

Zhong Lei: "Yeah. It should be."

"It's great to have you."

After a moment of silence, Zhong Lei suddenly grinned, "But from now on, the two of us are destined to disappear, and we are fake people."

Chen Feng was stunned for a moment, and then laughed, "Ha, okay, but that's not important."

"Yes, it's not important. What's important is how much civilizational wealth we two false people can leave for the future and the reality of the future."

"Well, cheer up and get to work."

Chen Feng chatted with Zhong Lei for a while, then had a busy breakfast together, and then personally drove her to Mason College.

Yes, Zhong Lei lied last night.

She didn't ask for leave.

Chen Feng watched Zhong Lei enter the door of Mason College.

She turned around when she was about to turn the corner and enter the corridor.

The two waved their hands from a distance.

Chen Feng turned around, got in the car, and prepared to drive away.

Zhong Lei called him again.

"Actually, I conceived a new song this morning. I won't have class today. I'm going to come up with the lyrics and the basic melody first."

"What song?"

"Happiness to the nth power."

"Hey, what a tacky song title."

"Happiness is a very tacky thing, just firewood, rice, oil, salt, soy sauce and vinegar."
To be continued...