Chapter 298 Break the inferiority complex, no longer lonely(3/4)
"well enough."
"Liar again."
"ah?"
"You still want to lie to me? Do you think I'm blind? Can't you see that you are depressed all day long and have so many worries as if there is a galaxy hidden in your heart?"
"Okay, it's still sad."
"Can you tell me a specific story about you and your comrades?"
"good."
When she found out about Tang Tianxin's existence, she was a little offended at first, and secretly scolded others for their indiscretion. But later she realized that the thinking of human beings in that era was in a state of being controlled, and everything they did was reasonable and reasonable.
Later, she heard that Chen Feng and Tang Tianxin's daughter could not be born again and again.
Chen Feng spoke in a calm tone, as if he was a bystander, but Zhong Lei could detect the ups and downs of his mood from his slightly trembling tone, but his tears could not stop flowing.
Chen Feng talked for another two hours, and before he knew it, the whole night had passed, and the sky outside turned white.
It's almost dawn.
After listening, Zhong Lei turned to look at the sky in the distance and whispered: "I can't imagine how you can survive the blow of making sacrifices over and over again, watching the people you care about die over and over again.
I tried hard to be a part of it, but I could only vaguely grasp a little bit of that feeling."
Zhong Lei raised her chin slightly, and the seemingly endless tears welled up in her eyes again.
Chen Feng held her hand and said, "You don't have to take the role, as long as you know."
"If you don't take it in, how can I forgive you for actually pretending to be someone else in your heart and about to have a child?"
Chen Feng: "..."
After a long time, Zhong Lei kept rubbing her eyes, "Secular concepts and reason want me to hate her, but I can't do it."
Chen Feng was silent for a moment, "I'm sorry for putting you in such a dilemma."
"But I thank you for being frank with me and dispelling the doubts I had." After saying that, she stood up suddenly and threw herself into Chen Feng's arms, "It's too difficult for you. You should have told me earlier.
!”
Her emotions finally got out of control.
Chen Feng patted her back for a long time, and she finally recovered slowly.
He asked again: "The thing is so unbelievable, why did you believe it so easily? Isn't this the most illusory lie by the worst scumbag in history?"
Zhong Lei broke away and punched him while crying and laughing.
"Screw you, if you were a scumbag, would you reject Lu Wei? And even before you started talking, I had made up my mind that no matter what you said, I would believe it."
Chen Feng looked at her happily and said, "Thank you."
Zhong Lei rubbed her eyes and patted Chen Feng on the shoulder, "Thank you for what I did. It's all because of your hard work."
"It's okay. There's nothing you can do anyway. You can only persevere."
Listening to his reluctantly relieved tone, Zhong Lei recalled that he had faced herself with the guilt of being a thief for more than half a year, forced a smile, and even had to face her own burning feelings.
In fact, he is very pitiful.
He wasn't even afraid of death, but he couldn't bear the guilt of lying to himself.
What a fool, you obviously love me so much.
Zhong Lei suddenly leaned forward and grabbed Chen Feng's hand again, "I don't know what kind of strangers we were in the timeline you experienced for the first and second time. After all, that is something I have never experienced before.
The future, for me, does not exist."
"I don't care about the future that hasn't happened, I only care about the present. I only know that without you, I couldn't have become what I am today in just half a year. I have already spent half a year to go through my previous life.
It’s the end of the road. Instead, I want to thank you.”
Chen Feng looked into her eyes and said, "Don't do this."
"I want to ask you another question."
"What?"
"Did I like you before?"
"Didn't I already tell you that we didn't know each other well before?"
"Then do you think I like you now because of your talent or something else?" Zhong Lei emphasized the word talent very hard.
"no."
Zhong Lei: "Everyone is a complete person, and the so-called talent is only a part of it. No matter whether your talent is true or false, it is still only a part of you. If I really only like you because of your creative ability, then I will not be the same as those who
There is no difference between a woman who throws herself into your arms just because she wants to ask you to sing."
Chen Feng was stunned. Are solitary people so good at self-defeating?
I...am I so good?
"Guess when I first realized that I might like you."
"When I save you on my motorcycle, right?"
"That's right. It has nothing to do with whether you copy the song or not, right?"
"Yes."
"Did the incredible athletic ability you displayed at that time be acquired in the military camp of the future?"
"Yes."
"The time you saved Ryan, he was scarier than the time you saved me. Was it hard for you to train to learn these skills?"
"It was very hard at the beginning."
"What happened next?"
"Later, I was too strong. The people who trained me and those who trained with me had a hard time, but I didn't work hard."
"Look, you weren't that good at first. You even wanted to hide and be an ostrich. But then you changed. You became no longer ordinary. I am attracted to you like this. But no matter what you are at any time, you are always the same.
You. Maybe this is your essence, but in the previous timeline, you didn't have the chance to show it."
Chen Feng thought for a moment and said, "You are right."
"Then of course you are worthy of me."
Chen Feng: "Uh..."
"Today I received a bit of a big shock. To be on the safe side, you can continue to play me future songs later. I also want to see where my limits are. Then, I have to put some pressure on myself. You are still waiting.
Me, when I write this song, we will get married, how about it?"
Chen Feng thought for a few seconds and said, "Okay."
Today he confessed to Zhong Lei, but nothing changed, except that he felt a lot more relaxed.
Zhong Lei is indeed a strange woman who cannot be judged by common sense.
He smiled cheerfully and looked quite silly.
Seeing Chen Feng's completely relaxed look, Zhong Lei also smiled.
If it is true as you said, I was too indifferent in the past and eventually passed you by.
That's my problem, not yours.
Life is like this.
Many women spend their whole lives waiting for their Mr. Right, but they can't.
When you reach your thirties, you have to go on blind dates while complaining, get married and have children in a numb manner, or simply end up alone and start complaining about the unfair fate.
In fact, I have met someone at some point, but I missed it by chance.
I once missed you, just like Fatty and Song Siyu once missed each other.
Not this time.
Chen Feng, you are always changing.
Your changes make me curious about you, and make me always try to figure out the meaning behind every word you say. The more I figure it out, the more I can't help myself.
I like you more now.
She stared blankly at Chen Feng again, watching his figure continue to lengthen under the light of the morning sun.
She took a deep breath and thought to herself.
If you go against the light to dispel the darkness, you will be destined to bear too much suffering.
The tone of your story telling is very plain, but you must have wandered and staggered in loneliness, and cried silently in despair.
You will also be anxious that no one in the world will understand you, so you always cover it up with a false smile.
But from now on, I choose to believe you, and you must believe me.
To be continued...