Chapter 298 Break the inferiority complex, no longer lonely(1/4)
Seeing Chen Feng's sudden embarrassment, Zhong Lei felt a little nervous.
She secretly wondered if she had said something wrong. Maybe she should lie and say it was all for you?
But she was not good at lying and found it very uncomfortable.
Zhong Lei is a very simple person with a very straightforward personality.
She originally only liked music and could not hold anything else in her eyes.
The reason why she likes music is that she has great dreams.
The roots of her dreams are childish yet very real.
"Leave something behind for this world."
Just ten simple words.
Some people often talk about it, and then it becomes a joke in casual remarks.
Some people do it throughout their lives and turn jokes into myths.
Zhong Lei is the second type of person, she doesn't talk about it, she just insists on it.
There are three reasons why Chen Feng can attract Zhong Lei.
First, Chen Feng's "music" completely hit her.
This was what Chen Feng thought was the reason, but he didn't know that it was not the decisive factor.
If you want to attract Zhong Lei, talent alone is not enough.
Even if Chen Feng copied her own songs and resonated with her, it would not be enough.
Wen Wu is the first, Wu Wu is the second.
To be able to rank among the top 100 in the art field that no one accepts is beyond ordinary people's imagination and even unreasonable, but she did it.
In the first timeline, she debuted as a pop singer. With a humble status, she withstood the pressure from Zhou A, relied on her own ability to carve out a bloody path, and rose up against the tide like a reckless hero.
After becoming famous, she still had to face various difficulties alone without being attached to any power, but she was fearless and finally achieved such achievements and became an idol that spanned the ages.
The stubbornness in her character may be stronger than Chen Feng imagined.
She has a strange and absolute self-confidence in her bones, and she will not give in to anyone, including Chen Feng.
Even though she admired Chen Feng's creative ability so much that she even wanted to become a disciple, she still wanted to catch up or even surpass him.
She knows how to respect her teachers but will not blindly follow them, which is why she dropped out of school.
She will not indulge in the songs Chen Feng wrote for her, but will still tirelessly pursue her own inspiration.
The second reason is that Chen Feng saved her life.
The third point is the most important.
Zhong Lei smelled the sense of responsibility in Chen Feng, the aura of a like-minded person, and the level was much deeper than hers.
Zhong Lei once asked Chen Feng, "Why are you so busy and tired all the time? Don't you even want to rest?"
At that time, she already had speculations in her mind, and just wanted to get a solid answer from Chen Feng.
Now, Chen Feng remained silent. Zhong Lei waited for a long time, tilting her head and looking at him with a pair of beautiful eyes.
"Which...if you don't like what I said, I can change my story. For example...it's all for you..."
Chen Feng covered his face and said, "Please don't."
It's fatal.
He thought about it again and realized that he had no choice but to take strong medicine.
Chen Feng tentatively asked: "Then what if I change my mind and ask you to stop creating now. As long as you promise me, we will get married right away?"
Zhong Lei was stunned, "What nonsense are you talking about?"
"No, I'm serious. This song is too difficult. I don't want you to waste your youth in vain."
Zhong Lei was puzzled again, "How can I write if I'm married? There's no conflict between the two."
Chen Feng shook his head, "It's different. This song is not a love song. Once you get married, it will be sweet and greasy all day long. How can you write something so grand?"
"You look down on me?"
"No!"
"Well, I can pretend to promise you, then get married, then write it quietly, and then publish it after we are dead. Isn't this still the best of both worlds?"
Chen Feng was dumbfounded again.
Sure enough, I underestimated her. This is the real her. She is not that honest. She can't get back the things she has determined.
"this……"
He thought quietly, and it seemed that this was a perfect solution.
At this moment, Zhong Lei next to him suddenly let go of his hand, turned around and pressed his hands on the railing by the lake, and said quietly: "Actually, you don't like me, right? You used marriage as a condition, but you just wanted to use this
I have to finish this song, right?"
Chen Feng's heart skipped a beat and he shuddered, "I...I..."
Zhong Lei's tone sounded a little depressed, "You really look down on me."
Chen Feng turned away, suddenly unable to take the words.
Zhong Lei added: "What I want to do doesn't require conditions. I'm just a little sad. You said I wouldn't lie, and you yourself are the same. In fact, I knew you didn't like me from the beginning. Conditional feelings
, not real feelings.”
"Yes...I'm sorry."
He said it.
Sure enough, lying is a difficult thing.
"I knew it from the beginning, so you don't have to say sorry. I wasn't a lovable person before, so it's good that you didn't hate me. No, you hated me at the beginning."
Chen Feng shook his head, "No."
"You're lying again."
Chen Feng: "Okay, a little bit, but not serious."
Zhong Lei: "What happened next?"
"I don't hate it anymore."
Zhong Lei: "But after you don't hate me, you feel ashamed of me. Does this make you feel uncomfortable?"
Chen Feng felt that he had been completely seen through, "Yes... yes. Why do you understand so much? Have you also studied psychology?"
Zhong Lei suddenly smiled again and shook her head sweetly, "I have never studied psychology, but I have studied you. I don't know what you have experienced, but I understand your mood changes. I am better than anyone in this world.
Everyone understands you better. Maybe better than you yourself."
Chen Feng: "This..."
Zhong Lei said again: "Are you worried that I will hate you after I find out that you are using me?"
Chen Feng nodded, "Yes."
He really wanted to break into a ghost, or find a rope to hang himself.
It's terrible.
Does she know everything?
I lied to her and was actually playing with fire and burning myself?
There is really no one who can single-handedly leave a name in history.
I accidentally got lost in her innocence and simplicity disguised as emotion, and unknowingly, I kept exposing myself.
Completely seen through!
What is she going to do today? Does she want to strip me naked?
Since she already knew that we were all married in so many previous timelines, this...
Chen Feng got the answer immediately.
Zhong Lei: "Actually, your worries are unnecessary. I like you, and it has nothing to do with whether you like me or not."
Chen Feng: "Ah?"
"Didn't I just say it? Conditional feelings are not real feelings. Feelings are not exchanges. Whether you like me or not doesn't affect me."
Chen Feng waved his hands repeatedly, "Oh no, aren't you a celibate?"
Zhong Lei nodded, "Yes, because I originally thought that I would never be able to like others in my life, and at the same time, I would not make do with people I don't like, so I planned to be single for the rest of my life."
Chen Feng wanted to give her a thumbs up.
Zhong Lei spread her hands again, "Besides, you just don't like me that much, but you still have a little... right? I'm good-looking, I sing well, I'm so affectionate, and now I'm so gentle and hard-hearted towards you.
To be continued...