What?

Shu Rao looked surprised, and his first instinct was that he was hearing hallucinations.

Xinxin is not Lou Yi’s daughter? How is this possible?

He had told her before about what happened between him and Lou Rui. Wasn't the little devil the one he and Lou Rui had that night?

And he was so good to the little devil. She had never seen a man who loved children more than him. The little devil was so tormenting, causing big and small troubles all day long, but he had never laid a finger on the little devil.

Not to mention beating him, he couldn't even bear to curse.

The little devil can be true, but a large part of the reason why she is like this is because Lou Yi has spoiled her. His doting on the little devil can be said to be doting.

And the little devil also loved him very much. The day she first met the little devil at the airport, the little devil said that the person she admired most was her father, who had two bars and four stars!

How could such a father and daughter not be biologically related?

How could the little devil not be his daughter? Whose daughter could it be if it wasn't his?

A series of questions suddenly popped up in Shu Rao's mind, but she couldn't think of an answer. She had not been involved in his past, so she couldn't guess too much. The only thing she knew was that he, Lou Xi and Lou Rui

The story between them, if the little devil is not his daughter, could it be...

"Don't tell me that Xinxin is Lou Xi's daughter?" If this is the case, then Lou Xi cannot possibly not know, then isn't he deliberately hiding it from Xingchen?

Shu Rao's expression suddenly changed. In fact, she didn't care whether Xinxin was his daughter or not, but if Lou Xi and Xingchen were involved, she couldn't sit idly by and ignore it!

Lou Yi saw that the woman who had looked calm and gentle just now suddenly changed her face. Her angry expression was exactly the same as when she slapped him at the airport. He quickly comforted him, "No, no, don't think nonsense!"

no?

Shu Rao's anger that was about to rise suddenly stopped, and there was only confusion in his eyes. What on earth is going on?

Lou Yi sighed softly, thinking a thousand times in his mind. When he mentioned Xin Xin's identity, even Rao Rao would unconsciously guess at Lou Xi, let alone someone else. That's why he hasn't said anything about Xin Xin all these years.

He is the only one who knows about his life experience, not even his parents.

"Do you remember what I told you last time, the night before Lou Xi went to the United States, a group of buddies from the compound and I went to the bar to practice for him?"

"Um."

Lou Yi raised his head slightly, and his eyes touched the top of the tent. The distance was not far, but the memory was so far away, and his voice was a bit deeper.

"That night, Lou Xi, Ruirui, and I were not in a good mood. It could be said that we all had our own concerns. I knew Ruirui liked Lou Xi but was powerless to stop it. Of course I was very sad and at a loss.

, if she liked someone else, maybe I would feel better, but she just likes Lou Xi, my biological brother."

"At that time, Ruirui and I had been engaged for two years. In terms of status, she was already Lou Xi's sister-in-law. Of course, Lou Xi also knew this, so he avoided me and didn't dare to let me find out.

."

"And I don't know how to talk to him, especially since he is going to the United States the next day, so the result is the same whether we talk or not, because no matter what, he has to leave, even if he and Ruirui come to me together.

In a showdown, it is impossible for him to take Ruirui with him. In that case, talking is worse than not talking."

"So we all held back our words, thinking that as long as that night passed, everything would be settled, but everyone was not in a good mood, and because of the parting atmosphere, a group of us were all very drunk.

Even Ruirui is the same."

"That night, we booked the entire bar, so after everyone got drunk, they just found a box to sleep in. I did the same, I opened the door of a box on the second floor and fell asleep on the sofa.

I don’t know how long it took, but when I was in a daze, I suddenly felt someone approaching me. Although I drank too much, I had been trained in the army and I still had basic alertness. I opened my eyes and looked.

When Ruirui stumbled over, she even had a wine bottle in her hand. She was completely drunk. I subconsciously reached out to help her, but she hugged her. She was completely drunk, so drunk that she couldn't tell me apart.

Who is it? I was also drunk, and at that time I was young and energetic, and my self-control was not good enough. Both of us were a little confused and infatuated. But when things were developing out of control, I suddenly heard Ruirui Zui

When Lou Xi's name was called out, I suddenly woke up, pushed her away, and left in embarrassment."

"My thoughts were very confused, and with the influence of alcohol, I couldn't think at all. With my last bit of reason, I staggered out of the bar. Opposite the bar was Houhai. I sat by the water and blew in the cold wind all night.

, I froze all night and thought about it all night. At dawn, I finally figured it out. If Ruirui and Lou Xi are in love, then I will quit. Although Ruirui and I are engaged, we are not married after all.

There was room for maneuver, and the army I was in was about to select special forces at that time. I wanted to go. In addition, due to Ruirui's incident, I also wanted to leave for a while. It happened that Lou Xi also went to the United States, so the three of us were separated.

Think carefully about what you want."

"I made a mental decision and wanted to go back to the bar to talk to Ruirui and tell her my thoughts. But when I returned to the bar and the box, I found... Ruirui was lying on the sofa in disheveled clothes. She

It was obvious that he had been violated."

"I was completely confused. I thought about Ruirui calling Lou Xi's name all the time when she was drunk, so the first person I thought of was Lou Xi, but that didn't calm the anger in my heart. No matter Ruirui was

Neither my sister nor my fiancee can accept that fact. Even if they are in love, they cannot have an ambiguous relationship under those circumstances. After all, my engagement with Ruirui has not been terminated. Lou Xi

I was going to the United States soon, which was too irresponsible for Ruirui, so I really had the urge to fight with Lou Xi. But just when I picked up the beer bottle and wanted to settle the score with him, I suddenly discovered

There is a small Swiss Army knife in the gap of the sofa, and the owner of that knife is not Lou Xi."

"Ruirui has been the princess in the compound since she was a child. Boys who like her line up, including the owner of the Swiss Army Knife. He grew up with us. In fact, he is not bad in nature. He must be impulsive after drinking. He even

My most beloved sabers have all been left behind, which shows that I was running away."

"I guessed everything. I felt like I was falling into an ice cave. The beer bottle in my hand fell to the ground, which woke up Ruirui. She opened her eyes and saw her embarrassed appearance. She saw me again and asked in surprise, "Why?

Will it be you?"

"I immediately understood that she didn't know anything at all. She only thought about Lou Xi so much that she couldn't tell anyone apart."

"Ruirui cried at that time, not the kind of howling, but the kind of silent crying. Her whole body was like a lifeless baby, falling into despair."

"I have no way to answer her, and I can't answer her, because I can't tell her that in fact it wasn't me last night, let alone Lou Xi, but another man. If I really told her that, I'm sure she would be on the spot

Jumped off the building. So I didn’t explain anything and answered everything with silence.”

"Ruirui is in pain because she knows that she will never be with Lou Xi again, but I have no way to tell her the truth, because the truth will make her more painful and even kill her. Things have reached an point of no return.

I can only bear the situation. After all, Ruirui and I were childhood sweethearts and we had a marriage contract for a long time. If it were me, she would be more open-minded, at least she would not seek death."

"I walked out of the box in silence, clenching my hands into fists in my pockets, clutching the Swiss Army knife tightly. I had the urge to kill! But it was already dawn, and Lou Xi's flight was almost delayed. I went to wake him up first.

He hit him, then pretended as if nothing had happened, and rushed to the airport without stopping."

"People in the bar woke up one after another. I found that the person I was looking for was not there, but I would not let him go. But before I could take any action, everyone received the news that he was on an overpass near the bar.

He fell down, and a car happened to pass under the bridge, and he died on the spot. Everyone thought he had an accident while drunk, but I was the only one who knew that he committed suicide out of fear of crime."

"In just one night, the fate of several people changed. It was like having a nightmare. When Lou Xi got on the plane and that person died, I thought the nightmare was over, but no, not long after, Ruirui found herself

pregnant."

"Although Ruirui was adopted by the Lou family, my father treated Ruirui better than Lou Xi and I since we were little. Because Ruirui got pregnant out of wedlock, I was almost beaten to death by my father. If it hadn't been for my mother.

Then, he really knew how to draw a gun. In the end, Ruirui begged for me, and my father’s anger calmed down.”

"When I saw that Ruirui would still speak for me, I became even more determined. I was right to hide the truth. But at that time, Ruirui and I were not of legal age and could not obtain the certificate, so we did not get married. Fortunately, we had an engagement before.

And everyone knows that we are childhood sweethearts and have a deep relationship, so we avoid some rumors."

"It's just that Ruirui was less than 20 years old at the time. It was really too early to become a mother, and the person she really liked was not me, so she was depressed during the pregnancy. I was in the army at the time and had just experienced two...

When I was a young recruit, it was the time for further training and development, and I became busier. We hardly saw each other, but I vowed to be good to her. No matter what she had experienced, no matter whether the child was mine, I must

To be good to her, I must do my best to compensate her."

"But things didn't go as planned. After Xinxin was born, I finally had the chance to go home, but my mother told me that Ruirui suffered from postpartum depression. She had no ability to take care of Xinxin, so I gave up the opportunity to join the special forces. Then I could

Go home often to take care of your heart."

"Soon, Xinxin turned 100 days old, and a grand full-moon banquet was held at home. On that day, Lou Xi also happened to come back from the United States. When he saw Xinxin, he was of course shocked. Ruirui also collapsed when she saw him.

I left the meeting one after another, but I didn’t want a car accident to happen outside.”

"Nightmares come one after another. When Ruirui died in a car accident, when Lou Xi was seriously injured, everyone's hearts were scarred, and the only thing that could keep me going was Xinxin. She was really a poor child, who came here out of nowhere.

In this world, her parents have left her early, and I am the only one who can take care of her and love her, so I have not told anyone about her life experience, not even my parents know, let alone Lou Xi."

"After Ruirui passed away, Lou Xi did not hesitate to have a falling out with his family and left Beijing resolutely. I knew it was difficult for him to face me and Xinxin, so I would not tell Xinxin's life experience. If I let him know

The truth is, he will blame himself and feel more guilty than me. He has endured too much. In the car accident that year, he almost lost his life. He even sacrificed his dream and lost the opportunity to go to West Point to further his studies."

"Actually, no one is right or wrong in this whole incident. It's just that we were young at the time and we didn't know how to deal with feelings. If when Ruirui and I were getting engaged, if one of them, me or her, objected,

Then the rest of the things would be gone. If Ruirui had gone to Tibet to find Lou Xi, and if he hadn't happened to be going to the United States, maybe he would have handled it better, and then the rest of the things wouldn't have happened. If

He was not in a hurry to go abroad or had a mission. Maybe we would have had a good talk, but that might have been another situation. If we had not gone drinking that night, if I had pushed Ruirui away and not gone alone,

But take her with you, and she won't be taken advantage of... But there is no if, no one wants those things to happen, but because the time comes, tragedy occurs, and then the tragedy snowballs,

It’s getting bigger and bigger.”

"But people must be injured before they can be silent and focused. Whether it is mental or physical trauma, it is good for growth. After these years, Lou Xi met Xingchen, and now he has a baby, and I have you,

My heart has grown so big in a flash."

Lou Yi slowly stated everything, and Shu Rao burst into tears. She really couldn't believe how could there be such a stupid man like him in the world, how could he take care of everything by himself? What on earth has he been doing all these years?

How did you keep the sad secret alone, and how did you get through it?

"Fool! Why didn't you tell me earlier?" She hugged him and buried herself deeply into his chest, as if to give him warmth and strength.

Lou Yi gently hugged her into his arms, "I didn't want to say these words to anyone originally, but we are getting married soon, and I don't want to hide anything from you. I originally planned to tell you after we get married, but tonight you are already mine.

I have a wife, so it’s appropriate to tell you now. In fact, the main reason I tell you this is to let you understand Xinxin better. You have also seen how spoiled she is by me, so from now on, it is up to you to discipline her.
To be continued...