Chapter 72 Whose heart is broken

Yu Yan turned around and saw No. 9's beautiful and pale cheeks.

No.9 stood there blankly, watching Yu Zitong holding Yu Yan's arm intimately. The scene where she fed him Xiaotangren was deeply imprinted in her mind. Her heart felt like it was flooded by floods, and she felt suffocating from pain.

No.9 looked at Yu Yan in a daze. This familiar face appeared in his mind many times. I can’t remember it clearly. I miss him every day, just like my own breathing, natural and essential. I miss the days when I fought side by side with him, the days when I secretly washed him, the days when I called him "Nine" with a smile on his face, and all the love-willing days with him.

Every day I think about seeing him soon, but I never thought I would meet again in such a scene. Seeing him smiling and making noise, the smile on his face was as friendly and brilliant as before, but No. 9 felt that everything was different. The face in front of him became nothing and ethereal. The most cheerful and warmest smile no longer belonged to him. All his enthusiasm and smiles should only belong to the beautiful and proud she next to him who was holding him tightly.

No.9 felt that his heart was torn apart like a blooming petal. One petal fell to the ground, and he lost all his thoughts lightly. It was clearly the scorching sun in July, but it made her feel like she was in the coldest ice cellar, almost losing all her consciousness. All that remained in her eyes was the intimate scene of him and her hugging each other.

Crystal tears slid from his eyes. No. 9 dared not look up at his face. He lowered his head and called "No. 1" softly, and then he could no longer make a sound. Tears fell on his cheeks.

Yu Zitong looked at the face that looked very similar to Zeng Rou, but was very different from Zeng Rou. Her eyebrows were pretty and strong, her figure was tall and graceful, and her heroic spirit came to her face.

Such a heroic and beautiful girl stared at the wood beside her. Yu Zitong felt a sense of danger from the bottom of her heart, and she felt a little sad. This piece of ignorant wood had stirred up the hearts of many ignorant girls. She felt aggrieved and her eyes turned red. She twisted Yu Yan hard. No matter how hard he struggled, she hugged his arm tightly and refused to let go of it for a moment.

Yu Yan was a little dazed at first sight when he saw No. 9. Things in the world were really magical. She was just talking about No. 9 in her heart, and she appeared in front of her on time. Thinking of the words Lu Chong said to her, looking at her thin and pale cheeks, Yu Yan felt an indescribable heartache, and the little bits and bits of being with No. 9 appeared in front of her again. The days of training with her, the days of fighting with her, and the days of fighting with her, she learned how she looked when she was discharged from the army, and the days of walking with her in Qingshan, every time her smile seemed to fall into her memory, a little blurry, and when she closed her eyes, she quickly became clear.

Yu Yan didn't know what she felt. The memory seemed to be the gorgeous little flower blooming at the foot of the mountain in spring. When you pass by, you wouldn't smell her fragrance. Only when you stop and watch can you appreciate the brilliant beauty that she is blooming. The feeling in the plain, the memory precipitation that lingers deep in the heart is also a beautiful scenery that ordinary people can't appreciate!

Yu Zitong beside her and No. 9 opposite each other, two completely different but equally attractive girls, stood in front of Yu Yan at the same time. In this war where they did not know each other, Yu Zitong came first, holding Yu Yan's arm tightly seemed to declare that the battle was over. Her face was firm and proud. Unlike a shopping mall battle, this was a war that could not be afforded, and the loser would endure the spiritual pain for the rest of his life.

No.9, who has already acquiesced the fact, is a heroine who is not allowed to be a good woman in the battlefield, but in the love field, he is a child who has not graduated from kindergarten like Yu Yan. Facing him and her standing in front of him, No.9 feels like she has cut thousands of swords in her heart. Her heartbreaking feeling makes her feel a little dazed, staring at Yu Yan blankly, unable to say a word.

A bitter feeling appeared in Yu Yan's heart. How could things turn out like this? Zi Tong and No. 9 have turned into two shadows in their minds, and they can't drive them away no matter how they drive them away. After a while, the shadow of a third person appeared in their minds, vaguely but firmly occupying the deepest position in their hearts.

One man and two woman on the field, three young men in their twenties, were like performing the most common romance drama. The plot was so old-fashioned. Her story was inserted into the middle of her. The protagonist was him, she, and she, who was standing on the field.

There is also a silence audience in this romantic drama. This is a handsome man of twenty-four or five years old standing next to No. 9. He has golden glasses, elegant demeanor and decent behavior. He gives people the feeling that he is not only kind but kind. This is a feeling brought by good education. He smiled and looked at the scene, a trace of light flashed in his eyes, and his eyes fell on Yu Yan.

"How are you?" No. 9 and Yu Yan spoke almost at the same time. The greeting words "No. 1" and "No. 9" that had been called thousands of times in daily life were suddenly replaced by this sentence "How are you" with a certain degree of ambiguous color. It seemed more ambiguous, but there was no longer the warm feeling. No. 9 felt a soreness in his heart and tears were about to fall down again.

Yu Yan felt that he and No. 9 would never be able to return to the same position as before. He couldn't help but feel bitter in his heart, and a feeling of loss surged into his heart. He didn't even know when he would care about No. 9 so much.

Yu Zitong is a very smart woman. Seeing that both of them had spoken, she suddenly felt relieved. This kind of scene of old lovers holding hands and looking at each other with tears is the easiest way for women to get sour and jealous. Now that they have returned to normal, she smiled generously and said, "Yu Yan, meet with old friends, find a place to chat, I'll go for a walk first."

The handsome man next to No. 9 also smiled and said, "Xiaoqian, you have a good chat, I'll wait for you." No. 9 said "Thank you" to him. Only then did Yu Yan notice the man next to No. 9. Seeing that he was outstanding and polite, he nodded and smiled at him. In a daze, he felt that the man's face was somewhat familiar, as if he had seen it somewhere. The handsome man nodded and smiled slightly at Yu Yan, and turned around and left gracefully.

No.9 looked at Yu Zitong's graceful back and felt a little sad. He had been with him for more than two years, but he had never seen any girl he was so gentle and considerate to, and their relationship was so intimate. Maybe this mature and beautiful girl was what he liked, and they were really a perfect match.

Yu Yan woke up from the sadness. Seeing that No. 9 opened his beautiful big eyes and stared at him tightly, he couldn't bear her sad gaze. He hurriedly glanced at another place and sighed and asked, "How about Zeng Da?"

Although No. 9 is a heroine, she is shy and shy. She has many words to ask Yu Yan but doesn't know how to speak. At this time, when Yu Yan asked about Lao Zeng's situation, he nodded slightly and said, "It's great, but no one is drinking with him. He hid and drank alone. He was caught by us several times, and his mother always scolded him!"

Yu Yan smiled and said, "You are too tight to control the situation. His subordinates are in charge of the thousand-number bear soldiers. The general who is about to hang up the stars is actually forced to death by your two female compatriots. It is not a big laugh if you say it out. Especially you, you don't let him smoke. He has only such a pitiful hobby and has been completely deprived of him. Even I complain about him."

No.9 snorted softly, "He is old, it's better to smoke and drink less. And you, don't smoke, don't fight with others, change your clothes diligently, and let her wash them if they are dirty-"

When he talked about "her", his eyes turned red and he continued: "You like to eat spicy dishes, but you can't eat them every day, which is very irritating to the stomach. Also, you wear size 42 in your shirt and size 41 in your shoes. Don't buy the wrong one."

Yu Yan smiled and said, "You are almost a long-lasting housekeeper." No. 9 lowered his head and wiped the corners of his eyes lightly, and whispered, "Don't worry, I won't be able to take care of it in the future." Yu Yan felt a little moved, and the indescribable warm feeling made his eyes a little moist.

"Tell me about you," No. 9 raised his head and looked at him and said, "Why did you not see me when you arrived in Tianjing - us? I also wrote several letters to Ye Zi, but this girl didn't reveal a word, and she hid me so much." No. 9 is the kind of shy girl, and she was embarrassed to write letters to Yu Yan directly, so she always wrote for Ye Zi, but most of the content in the letter was about Ye Zi's brother.

"Don't blame her, this is my own decision. Didn't I finish the exam? I thought of coming to Tianjing to see if I could find a job first. I happened to be lucky and found a pretty good temporary job. I didn't have to go to work today, so I came out to go around, but I didn't expect to meet you." Yu Yan explained evading the important thing, but fortunately, No. 9's mind was elsewhere and did not ask him.

"By the way, I met Lu Chong." Yu Yan said with a smile. No. 9 also said in surprise: "Lu Chong? Where is he?" Yu Yan talked about the situation of his encounter with Lu Chong and his current situation. No. 9 said: "You two are in Tianjing but you can't report Zeng Da, just wait and squat and shut up."

Yu Yan quickly laughed and said, "I beg the heroine to find Zeng Darong and Tongrong after she goes back, and forgive us for this ignorant and ignorant wrong behavior. We will definitely redeem our sins in a few days. You also know that Lu Chong is now a manager, but a big fat sheep." No. 9's beautiful eyes glanced at him and said, "You are 8,000 yuan a month, and you are also a little fat pig."

Both of them seemed to be avoiding something, looking for some relaxed topics to talk about, talking about the people and things in the army, and talking about how Lao Zeng started to torture the new recruits. As they were talking, the two people's thoughts jumped to the years they spent together at the same time, the carefree military camp life and death-dependent battlefield relationship, who secretly took someone else's clothes to wash, and who secretly cooked good food to bring to whom. When the two talked, they gradually lost the artificial constraints, as if they were back to the simple and happy days in the military camp. Seeing Yu Yan revealing his shortcomings, No. 9 seemed to have forgotten the story that happened in front of them, a sweet feeling surged in his heart, but he couldn't bear to be shy, and he blushed and pinched his fist and smashed him.

Yu Zitong, who was wandering in the distance, pretended to be strolling around, but her eyes never left the two of them for a moment. Seeing that Yu Yan and No. 9 were rekindled, she could no longer sit still. She squeezed a smile on her face and walked towards them quickly.

No.9 saw Yu Zitong who was fast walking, and her smile suddenly condensed on her face. She remembered in a daze that everything was different. He was no longer the number one he used to belong to. The feeling of falling from heaven and falling into hell made her lose thoughts instantly, and her face turned pale.

"Your girlfriend is here-" No. 9 struggled to squeeze out a few words from her mouth that she would never want to hear, which made Jun Youfu feel dizzy and her body seemed to shake.

"She doesn't--" Yu Yan was about to explain, but Yu Zitong arrived as if he had just pinched the time. He smiled and snatched his words and said, "What are you talking about? You're so happy?" His hands naturally took his arm again, looking like a bird dependent on others. Yu Yan struggled lightly for a few times, but Yu Zitong grabbed him tighter.

No. 9 didn't hear the answer he wanted. Their intimate posture made him a little crazy. His body was already shaking. Yu Zitong hurriedly supported her and said, "What's wrong with you?"

No.9's face turned pale and said, "It's nothing, it's a little hot." Yu Zitong nodded and said, "It's a little hot this day - my name is Yu Zitong. You are Zeng Rou's sister, I am Zeng Rou's senior sister, and she is also her best friend. She often mentions a twin sister to me. When I see it today, I am indeed famous and so beautiful."

No.9 heard her mention of Zeng Rou's name, suppressed the sadness in her heart, looked at the girl in front of her who "takes away" her favorite, and whispered: "Then I call you Sister Zitong, Sister Zitong, you are also very beautiful."

Yu Zitong smiled and said, "Thank you. Oh, is that your boyfriend?" Yu Zitong asked, pointing to the handsome man walking towards her.

No.9 blushed and looked at Yu Yan anxiously and said, "He is—"

"Hello, I'm Chen Jiashu." The handsome man accidentally interrupted No. 9 and said with a smile: "I'm very happy to see you!" Yu Zitong and Yu Yan also introduced themselves. Seeing that he was familiar with each other, Yu Zitong asked, "I always think Mr. Chen is familiar with each other, and seems to have seen him somewhere?"

Chen Jiashu smiled and nodded, "I have a younger brother named Chen Jialuo, who is from the Red Flower Club. Miss Yu may know him." Seeing that he was well educated and humorous, Yu Zitong giggled and said, "So that's it. Jialuo's junior brother and Rourou have a good relationship. Mr. Chen and Zeng Qian's sister are also born to be a couple, and they really match each other when standing together."

No.9 hurriedly said, "No, we--" Chen Jiashu interrupted her with a smile and said, "Thank you, Miss Yu, Mr. Yu and Miss Yu are also very compatible. Speaking of which, our family and Xiaoqian are still family friends. But I have been studying and doing business abroad for many years, so I have ignored a lot of things, but--"

Chen Jiashu looked at No. 9, and the deep affection in his eyes could melt the steel. He said slowly and firmly: "It will never be like that from now on. I have found the most important thing in my life."

No.9 blushed, glanced at Yu Yan with a faint glance, and then lowered his head.

After Yu Yan learned that he was Chen Jialuo's brother, he felt a little confused. Is this Chen Jiashu also a supernatural person? Seeing that he is gentle and elegant, he looks like a weak gentleman, he really can't tell that he is a supernatural person.

When Yu Yan learned that the two brothers were pursuing Zeng Qian sisters at the same time, he felt a sour feeling in his heart for no reason. If one day the once extremely friendly and familiar No. 9 suddenly stood in front of him with another man's hand, what would he feel? Such a question arose in Yu Yan's heart, but he could not find the answer.

Seeing Chen Jiashu and No. 9 standing together, a strange feeling suddenly surged in Yu Yan's heart. They were really compatible. This feeling was like a poisonous snake swallowing his heart, making him confused and heartache. The feeling of confusion at a loss made him smile, and the ghost said in a desperate situation: "You are really compatible."

No.9 was stunned, as if he heard Satan's curse, tears filled his eyes, staring at him blankly and said, "Even you say that?" Yu Yan himself didn't know why he said such words as if he was possessed. He wanted to explain but didn't know how to speak. He quickly lowered his head and avoided No.9's needle-like gaze.

No.9's body shook a few times, barely stood firm, but she strongly held back her tears and couldn't let the tears fall in front of him. She looked at Yu Yan with a scattered gaze and said slowly: "I understand, thank you."

Yu Zitong didn't expect Yu Yan to say such words. Looking at Chuchu No. 9's pitiful and heartbroken look, she couldn't help but look at Yu Yan. Can such words be said even if it's said. Is this guy's heart made of stone?

"Come and see your dad if you have time." This is the last sentence before No. 9 left. She seemed to have all the strength removed from her body. Her eyes were empty, and she did not cry or laugh. She was like an unconscious puppet turning her head blankly, taking steps, and slowly leaving.

Yu Yan looked at Xiao Suo No. 9, and was lost in the most precious thing. Yu Yan's heart squeezed together like a heavy stone, and his breathing became weak.

No.9 slowly turned around and saw Yu Yan and Yu Zitong slowly disappearing from the crowd. The familiar and unfamiliar shadow has become the most eternal and heartbreaking memory engraved in the deepest part of his heart. Memory, No.9's tears fell from his eyes to his cheeks and cheeks, why can he only become his permanent memory?

Chen Jiashu walked silently, looking at No. 9's heartbroken look, suddenly held her shoulder tightly and said, "Xiaoqian, even if you lose everything in the world, I will always be by your side."

"Jiashu--" No. 9's tears were falling like rain, and she couldn't bear the feeling of heartbreak, and she burst into tears. Chen Jiashu glanced at Yu Yan in the distance with a cold look, and a sharp light flashed in his eyes.

As soon as Yu Yan turned his head, he saw the scene of No. 9's tears falling like rain. He felt that the string that was tense in his heart broke in an instant. Yu Yan gritted his teeth tightly, and the blue veins on his hands cracked high, and a bone-thrusting pain spread throughout his body.

The most precious thing was finally lost. Yu Yan's nose was sour. He hurriedly grabbed Yu Zitong's hand and left quickly, never daring to look back.

This ending is what Yu Zitong most hopes to see, but when she saw Yu Yan's painful and confused appearance, a hint of guilt appeared in her deep heartache. The battlefield of love is cruel, it destroys the human heart. Yu Zitong tightly pressed against Yu Yan's strong arms, and felt that his powerful blue veins had instantly subverted her thoughts. Love is not mercy, everything is for itself. Zeng Qian's failure lies in her being too shy and dare not express her feelings. When she met Yu Yan's big firewood, she could be a firewood, but now she has become the loser of this war.

After leaving on the Ninth, Yu Yan lost interest in everything and gradually became a puppet. Yu Zitong was obediently by his side, holding his hand for a walk in the forest made of green trees, wiping him sweat and tea, smiling and moaning with him, and the gentleness in his eyes seemed to condense into water.

The two of them concentrated on helping Hou Yun move things to Yu Zitong. Hou Yun, who knew nothing about today's affairs, grabbed Yu Zitong and chatted. Mu Chai Yuyan returned to his own small house alone. Without Hou Yun, the room seemed to have lost that kind of warmth. Yu Yan was lying on the bed toss and turned, but could not sleep.

The Nine incident had a huge impact on Yu Yan, and even Yu Yan herself did not expect this. Yu Yan was now completely sure that in addition to her comrades, she had another special feeling for Nine that she didn't even realize. I don't know when this feeling began. Maybe it was when she first came to her team to report that she was scolded by herself because of her unequal equipment, maybe it was when she secretly washed her clothes for herself, maybe it was when she secretly brought delicious food for herself from home, maybe...

Too many may make it difficult for Yu Yan to tell when this feeling began to sprout and grow and develop, but it is not very meaningful to discuss these things now. Not to mention her relationship with Lao Zeng’s brothers, even if she is not as ambiguity with Zitong, No. 9 will never forgive herself, let alone her, there is a Chen Jiashu who has excellent looks and character around her. Perhaps Chen Jiashu is her best choice.

Thinking of this, Yu Yan's heart hurts again. He hurriedly left No. 9, thinking about Yu Zitong, who is currently intricate and confused with her. It is definitely a lie to say that Yu Yan has no feelings for her. Her charming, delicate, gentle and considerate, the longer she gets along, the clearer the feelings. Her two light kisses brought Yu Yan a feeling of electric shock. After all, it was Yu Yan's first intimate contact with a girl. Even if it was a lump of wood like Yu Yan, she would definitely remember it for the rest of her life. However, the speed of this progress was far beyond imagination, and Yu Yan could not adapt for a while.

Of course, there are some things that Yu Yan doesn't want to mention, such as the shadow in her heart. Every time she thinks of others, she will appear in her mind, like a gap between him and other girls, and she can't get through it. Could it be that the shallow hazy feeling back then is really so unforgettable?
Chapter completed!