The words can be faintly seen.

——Bipolar disorder.

She climbed to the rooftop of the twenty-seventh floor, wearing a thin white skirt, standing on the crumbling edge, the cold wind blew away the skirt.

Meng Tangan smiled and did not cry. Her tears had dried up long ago, and not a single drop could fall out. She tore the medical certificate into pieces, leaving paper scraps flying in the sky!

She has no money to buy medicine or see a doctor.

That's it.

This life is too boring.

She opened her hands and fell down, without any hesitation from beginning to end!

…

The scattered moonlight passed through the clouds.

Hiding from the crowd.

Sneak into the bottom of the sea.

The cold and biting water submerged the person, sinking him to the deepest point, while the white hairband fell down and swam into the distance.

Meng Tang'an opened his eyes in the chaos, but it was actually too painful to open them wide. He vaguely lifted his eyelids, and vaguely saw the sea water very close at hand. The waves were turning and flickering with tiny lights and shadows.<

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So beautiful.

"Mom loves Tangtang the most. My Tangtang wants to grow up carefree."

"Dad wishes Tangtang a happy birthday. He is three years old this year. Don't cry in the future. Dad loves you."

"Make a wish!"

Three-year-old Meng Tangan is the happiest child in the world.

Live like a proud princess.

The candles on the cake were clearly extinguished, reflecting their smiling faces, floating in the river.

——Mom and Dad will always love me!

She blew out the candle.

She raised her hand with all her strength, but she didn't touch anything. Only her eyes were full of blood, and she never got what she asked for. She was drowned in the wounds...

A happy childhood can fulfill a person's life, or it can destroy a person.

Love and being loved in this world are just like that.

"Bang, bang——"

As the river water poured into his ears, he gradually became unable to hear any sounds, cutting off everything from the outside world. Meng Tangan heard his own heartbeat that was slowly slowing down.

One sound, another sound.

"Meng Tang'an!"

"Meng Tang'an!!"

The heartbreaking sound in the distance came from another dimension of time and space, vague and out of reach.

She suddenly felt a little tired and didn't want to move. She couldn't open her eyes or speak. It was as if she had stayed up for many days and nights and found a place to sleep.

So sleepy.

I can finally have a good sleep.

She smiled slightly, lowered her hands, and let herself sleep without any struggle at the bottom of the sea.

The ninth day of September is her birthday.

Be greedy and make another birthday wish.

Um...what is it?

She wants her ashes to be scattered into the seabed!

She wants no one to love her for the rest of her life!

She will live in deception and lies her whole life!

Only then,

She lives this half of her life!

If this is the case, then congratulate her on a short life and never have another life!!

Happy birthday.

…

The world fell into deathly silence.

Total darkness.

Breathing stops, heartbeat slows down, and falls to the deepest level.

Xie Xun moved his lips while unconscious, silently spitting out his broken obsession.

"Meng Tang'an..."

The name rang in my heart, and I could no longer make any sound when I opened my mouth.

The river and sea in the middle of the night swallowed up the moonlight, showing a shocking beauty, like a treasure, slowly surging with silence and sadness.

He saw a glimmer of light in the darkness.

As it gets closer, it turns into a dazzling white light!

The world is spinning.

It was a sunny day.

A seven-year-old girl in a white dress fell at the boy's feet in the muddy mountain forest and raised her head in panic.

Revealing a pair of naturally affectionate peach blossom eyes.

The sun was bright and blurry, shining directly into the young man's eyes.

She said.

"Help me."

"Help me."

Ten years ago and ten years later, the blurry sunlight in the mountains and forests and the dim night in Chang'an City overlapped perfectly.

Exactly the same tone.

Never changed.

The young man stretched out his hand to her.

Xu Beihou pressed her down in the alley and kissed her deeply.

Later.

The young man was held down in the river by the grinning trafficker. Time and time again, the cold and biting river water poured into his mouth and nose, and the suffocation choked his heart!

"Bang——" sound!

He was kicked into the river. At the last second, he smiled and said to her silently in the unreal light and shadow: "Run."

And Xu Beihou jumped into the Hanjiang River with her and was buried in the deepest part of the river.

Everything returns to silence.

It turns out.

They met ten years ago.

We met for the first time and were old friends returning home.

The subsequent scenes appeared before our eyes as if they were watching a lantern, reflected in the rushing water, seemingly within reach, but yet extremely far away.

The night she picked up the silver hairpin and stabbed him, Xie Xun knew the outcome, but still held her wrist, and heard himself saying to her in an extremely calm tone: "Lie to me, and I'll let you go."
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Lie to me.

Please lie to me again.

In the long silence, she carefully kissed his wound and asked him: "Does it hurt?"

With just one word, Xie Xun almost went crazy and prayed in his heart countless times.

Just a little longer.

The lie lasts longer.
To be continued...