The sincerity in his eyes was so compelling, so calm that it was like exposing Meng Tang to the sun.

She obviously likes to be in the rain, but she obviously doesn't like the sun at all. She has lived in the darkness for too long and has become a habit.

There is no escape at this moment, staring directly at the sun and crying.

"What are you afraid of?" The feeling of nausea came again. It would be nice if she could vomit all her heart out. She easily put her trembling hands behind her back, looked straight at him, and pronounced her death sentence. "No."

"Okay..." Xie Xun didn't dare to argue with her at all, so he followed her and said, "No, no, you don't love me."

"Xie Xun, I'm sorry." She slowly took a step back. The river water wet her skirt and covered her shoes and socks. Behind her was the boundless night. Her figure was lonely and fragile. The river water would submerge her at any time.

"Don't move!!"

Xie Xun's eyes shattered as he watched her step back and the river flooded up, taking away all his breath.

It seemed like I was back to that year when I sank in the deepest part of the Lengjiang River. The overwhelming panic swept through all my nerves. At that moment, my mind went blank and I couldn't think of anything. I was so scared that my movements were even faster than my consciousness and I wanted to rush over——< /p>

"If you dare to come here, I'll jump!"

Meng Tangan only used one sentence to leave Xie Xun where he was, not daring to take a step forward.

"I won't go!" He was going crazy, his teeth were chattering, and he stared at Meng Tang'an.

The roar of the river made him physiologically want to leave, but at this moment, another kind of fear completely overshadowed the shadow of being pushed into the water countless times. Even though all his strength was drained, he did not leave even half a step. He really had no feelings for her. No matter what, compromise again and again.

"Please come here, don't scare me, it's dangerous there." He almost lost his voice, "You want to leave, right? I promise you! Don't retreat, please."

He finally gave in.

Scared to death.

There is no bottom line, as long as Meng Tang is safe.

"I want to take a boat and take the waterway," she said.

"Okay, okay, I'll get someone ready right now!" Xie Xun immediately called the secret guard over and ordered, "Go and ask Shuifang to bring the passenger ship over. You are an honored guest. Let them take care of it properly. If something goes wrong, Xu Beihou The government will never spare anyone lightly."

"Yes!" the secret guard responded.

"Go back home and tell Cha Qiu that my wife is going on a long trip. She is alone. She knows what to do. Ask Cha Qiu to prepare everything that needs to be prepared."

He calmly told several secret guards one by one: "Go to Chu He and ask him to take out the medicine that Madam has been using, and prepare more medicine for cold, fever, trauma, etc."

"Take my token to the study and take out the items in the second cabinet."

Xie Xun almost collapsed at the end, even his voice was trembling, and he couldn't finish what he said. These are just a drop in the bucket, there are more, more...

Even though he had a premonition that Meng Tangan would leave, he had prepared all the things he could think of that she would need in advance.

Just so that I won’t be in such a rush that day that I can’t even make the proper entrustment.

But Xie Xun still overestimated himself!

This is the person he has pampered for such a long time. She is his wife.

How can a girl who can't even cry for a whole day with bruised knees and beg for a hug at night can live alone outside?

She has so many things that even a boat can't take them away. Xie Xun still feels that it's not enough and wishes she could take everything away!

I started to worry again that she couldn't carry it alone. What would she do if she encountered a robber? Where should she stay?

She is weak and always gets sick. Will the doctors outside prescribe medicine randomly? What should I do if the medicine Chu He prepared runs out?

She doesn't know how to take care of herself. She wears thin clothes even in winter. No matter how good she looks, she always has to force Xie Xun to change into clothes and put on a cloak. Who will take care of her when he is not around?

She is a picky eater, with an appetite like that of a kitten. She often stops eating, especially when the weather is hot in the middle of summer, and she loses her appetite. She likes to drink cold drinks. Xie Xun personally learned how to make Tremella and Lotus Seed Soup from a famous chef every day, so he reluctantly allowed her to eat it.

After a few mouthfuls, who can tell her to eat on time when her schedule is messy?

What should I do if I need Xie Xun?!

What should I do to ensure that she is alone?!!

He clearly knew that she was an assassin and that she knew martial arts, but she was his wife and his daughter, so she should be squeamish. She had to be coaxed when she was unhappy, and her tears had to be wiped away.

Xie Xun is scared to death and will collapse even if he thinks deeply about it.

"And...and..."

Xie Xun tightened his hands to calm down and take care of her affairs. His back was soaked with cold sweat, and every inch of his bones felt pain. He almost forced himself to speak a sentence, his voice was broken, and he pretended to be calm.<

/p>

The river wind roared, blowing towards his face, and he couldn't feel it at all. His thin lips moved, and he looked at the secret guards waiting for orders in front of him through the dim night, and his vision gradually became blurred.

In the end, there were so many words in my heart, but my brain was strangely blank, falling into chaos, and I lost my words. I opened my mouth in vain, but made no sound, and the bloody choke was suppressed in my throat.

The secret guard has never seen Xu Beihou like that.

He should be strategizing and winning thousands of miles.

But he failed in love and failed miserably.

"No need." Meng Tang'an said calmly in his helpless silence, "I just want the boat. As for the rest, just throw it away."

What's the use of keeping it? It only adds to the sorrow. It's better to destroy it completely without leaving any thoughts.

Xie Xun looked at the woman standing on the river bank. The moonlight was cold. He reluctantly showed a peaceful smile and spoke to her in a consultative tone.

"Let's do this. The passenger ship will arrive soon. It may not be convenient if there is no one around. I will find two maids you can trust and know kung fu to accompany you. It will also be more convenient for you. I guarantee they are not mine."<

/p>

"As for your supplies...it's of no use if I keep them. It would be a pity to burn them. I will send them all to Jiangnan in the future, in the attic in the town we went to before. You can pick them up when you arrive. Okay.

?"

Meng Tangan remained silent, her figure becoming more and more transparent under the moonlight, as if she would disappear at any time.

Xie Xun thought she was afraid of being entangled with him, so he froze for a moment, and his thin lips curved to laugh at himself: "I won't disturb you, don't be afraid. As long as you don't want to see me, I will never appear in front of you in this life! I won't lie to you, believe me.

Right."

"Xie Xun..."

He interrupted her easily, his voice was low, and his cold and deep eyes stared at her quietly, describing every inch of his features, just like when he first met: "I have figured it all out."

"Why do I have to love you? You are not the only one around me." He said, "You don't need to avoid me like a snake or a scorpion."

Xie Xun never lied to Meng Tangan.

This was the only lie he told her.

"These things are really useless to me." Meng Tang'an refused clearly, hurting people without mercy, and her long hair was a little messy by the wind: "No one in this world can live without anyone, and neither can you and me.

."

The pain spread vaguely from his heart. He couldn't feel it clearly. He had been hurt many times and was used to it. The wound was opened again and again, and he was numb to the extreme. Xie Xun heard himself say in an extremely calm tone.<
Chapter completed!