Chapter 269 Andir Origennocent

Chen Yan got up and walked out.

But he immediately discovered that his legs were no longer under control!

Step by step, he walked towards the confession room surrounded by dark red jujube wood shutters. His efforts to control his body had no effect at all. He could only watch as he got closer and closer to the confession room, pushing away uncontrollably.

The double-open spring doors sat on the uneven high wooden chair, facing the priest on the other side of the thin wooden curtain window.

"Please read it with me."

The priest's order cannot be resisted.

"Conscience, please tell me, what crime have I committed?"

Although Chen Yan was out of control, he still couldn't help complaining in his heart. Why was he praying to his "conscience"? Shouldn't he be praying to the Holy Light?

His mouth was uncontrollable and he followed the priest and said this sentence.

As he spoke, he began to wonder, was it really Father Andile on the other side of the thin wooden curtains?

"Well, sir, please answer this question."

His words had some kind of magic power. The moment Chen Yan heard his commanding tone, memories of the past exploded in his mind like fragments.

He recalled the past that was as mottled as light and shadow, and some words blurted out uncontrollably.

"I am guilty of ignorance."

Inexplicable emotions filled Chen Yan's heart.

"I am not good at academics and cannot master the knowledge that can change the world, so I can only watch the world run according to its original rules."

The figure on the other side of the thin wooden curtains trembled, as if they didn't expect Chen Banyan to say this.

"I don't know how to live a better life, so I can only try my best to get a meager salary, even if those means are not glorious and can even be said to be despicable."

"I don't know how to survive in such a society. I can only use the reason that "social rules cannot be overstepped" to make myself comply with the will of society, and I can only be raped by society. "

"I don't know what my future will be like, so I have to tell everyone lies that even I don't believe. Over time, I even believe some of the lies to be true."

"I don't know how to live well, so I take what the world thinks of as "living well" as the goal, and beautify any of my means with "I must do this to live a better life."

"I'm tired of living like this, but I have to live like this because I don't know how to live.

I've had enough of this kind of life, and I've had enough of this ignorance, but I can't change anything."

"I'm ignorant enough."

"Ignorance is my sin."

When he finished speaking, the priest on the other side of the thin wooden curtain had turned around and faced him.

"Sir, please continue."

There was an additional emotion in the priest's serious voice, like surprise, but also a hint of excitement.

Chen Yan's eyes were wild and he had no idea why he said these words.

He only knew that it was the first time that he knew himself so clearly.

"I am guilty of incompetence."

"I can't guarantee myself three meals a day, and because of the kindness in my heart, I want to entertain those who can't guarantee myself three meals a day. I don't have such ability, and I'm even more afraid of being called a 'Madonna', so I

Never express such thoughts in front of others.

I humbly avoided those who named me "Mother", and therefore made despicable actions and said words that were not in line with my intentions.

I have been thinking in my heart, what is the meaning of living selfishly?

Even if you have everything, what's the point?

Does ‘owning’ itself have meaning?”

"I gave up the life I wanted because of my incompetence. As a result, I was confused and uneasy day and night, unable to escape."

"I am unable to pursue the life I want due to my incompetence, and I deceive myself and others to live day by day."

The priest's voice rose.

"Sir! Please continue! I want to continue hearing your confession!"

Chen Yan's eyes turned red.

"I miss someone I have never met day and night."

"He taught me justice and kindness. He told me what the world is like and what the world should be like. He took the trouble to teach me principles with various examples and told me what kind of person I should be.

."

"I committed the crime of cowardice because I couldn't be like him. I was so cowardly that I could only look up to him but couldn't achieve one ten millionth of the great things he accomplished."

"I committed the crime of cowardice, because I even retreated the moment I thought about what he did. I could only hide in a dark corner and think about everything about him, and used such humble behavior to comfort my cowardice.

heart."

From the other side of the confessional room came the excitement that finally couldn't be restrained.

"Excellent! Sir! Great! Please keep talking! Please tell me, what do you think is right?! I will determine a deserved punishment for you!"

Chen Yan paused for a few seconds.

"There are tens of millions of buildings in Ande Guangsha..."

"Free citizens and slaves, nobles and commoners, lords and serfs, guild masters and helpers... countless such groups are always in opposing positions and engaged in constant, sometimes covert, sometimes open struggles.

The outcome of every struggle is that the entire society is transformed, or that all groups involved in the struggle die together.

The outcome of every struggle is that "true justice" is temporarily served.

Until the advent of the industrial age, industrialization swept the world, and all the original relationships were integrated. Two opposing groups gradually appeared in the world:

Employers and workers.

Today's imperial government is nothing more than a committee that manages the common affairs of the entire employer group."

The shadows on the curtains kept nodding.

"This new relationship, the relationship between employer and worker, turns human dignity into exchange value and replaces countless chartered and self-earned freedoms with a conscienceless freedom of trade.

This new relationship erased the sacred aura of all traditionally revered and awe-inspiring professions, turning doctors, lawyers, priests, poets, and scholars into wage laborers it paid to hire.

In the past - when the emperor still had real power, this kind of relationship was advanced and the most powerful force to change the world.

But now - with excessive civilization, too many means of living, and too developed industry and commerce, the productive forces possessed by society can no longer promote the development of today's ownership relations.

On the contrary, the productive force has become so strong that this relationship cannot adapt to it, and it has been hindered by this relationship."

Chen Yan's eyes gradually became firm.

"Today, when the top rich have begun to create intelligent life, today when workers in Xiacheng District are still barely clothed, today when researchers have explored the starry sky, and today when materials are extremely affluent, there must be a new production relationship to replace

Only by maintaining the old production relations can the entire society continue to progress."

When he finished speaking these words, the maroon wooden curtains were pushed open, and a weathered face appeared in front of Chen Yan.

"My name is Andil. I once challenged cause and effect, but failed. I am just a person waiting for the answer."
Chapter completed!