Wish realized that what was worse was that she was not only trapped in the complete memory fragments of the world, but also trapped in this newborn, weak body.

This weak body limited her abilities, so much so that now she couldn't even actively communicate with Chen Yan's consciousness.

'My spirit is still strong, but my thoughts cannot extend from this body. This must be her fault... In the memory fragments of the world controlled by her, she combined my soul with this body.

The tiny bodies are synchronized.'

She is getting calmer and calmer.

'Now it seems that I was able to read Chen Yan's memory before, not because my spirit directly probed Chen Yan's memory, but because this is Chen Yan's world memory fragment, and Chen Yan's memory is everywhere here.

——

Through the ubiquitous memories here, I learned what Chen Yan was thinking and what Chen Yan had experienced before - these are all part of his memory.'

She tried to move, and then succeeded in raising her head slightly.

'The good news is, in this case, I can control this body.'

She still had doubts in her heart.

'It's just...as a [foreign soul] like me, if I can [manipulate the existence in the memory and move freely], wouldn't it be possible to change this memory?'

'All the memories in the world's memory fragments are [established] and [objectively and eternally existing], and they will not change!'

'But now I do have the [possibility] to [change the memory process in the world's memory fragments].'

'Theoretically, this is impossible to happen...'

She responded quickly.

‘Then, under the current special circumstances, there is only one possibility:

This is no longer an [ordinary world memory fragment].

But all the events here are happening normally according to the memory process in the world’s memory fragments.’

Thinking of this, a trace of unprecedented panic appeared in Wish's heart.

'This is wrong!'

‘[World Memory Fragments] represent [the world’s memory of everything].’

‘[World Memory Fragments] are real events faithfully recorded by the world, historical facts that happened objectively, and [the true process of all things].’

‘If everything in the world’s memory fragments changes, it is equivalent to the [world’s memory] being changed——

If the whole world doesn’t remember that I have been here, then who will remember that I have been here?

If I am forgotten by everyone or everything, then who can prove my existence?

If no one or anything can prove my existence, then did I ever exist?’

She quickly came up with answers to these questions:

'If I am forgotten by the world, it is equivalent to being [stripped] out of the world, and no one will remember my existence - for the eternally existing [world], I will not exist.'

'If a piece of memory is forgotten by the world, or changes, then the [original appearance] of this memory is equivalent to being [stripped] out - for the eternally existing [world], this memory [original appearance]

[like], it no longer exists.'

'Does she... want to change the memory in [World Memory Fragments] to in turn affect reality and change the real history that happened?'

'this……

Is this possible?’

Wish has never encountered such a bizarre situation.

Even in the countless years she has existed as the spirit of the universe, she has never encountered an [being] who wanted to use this method to change history.

'It seems possible in theory, but...is it really possible? I don't know...I've never seen it...'

'She... seems to have an extraordinary understanding of the memory fragments of the world, but she is really not the spirit of the world...'

'That bastard William Master wants her so much, I'm afraid it's because he's attracted to her ability.'

Thinking of this, the thought of wish gradually became firmer.

'No matter what has become here, as of now, everything is happening according to Chen Yan's memory.'

'I now have no ability to control the occurrence and changes of all events in this memory.'

'The only thing I can control is myself.'

The desire gave me enough strength to push my head into the bottom of the bowl and lick the food in the bowl clean.

'I need to grow some more...I need to eat more until this body has enough power to extend my thoughts.'

'If I have the power to extend my thoughts, I can communicate with Chen Yan's consciousness and tell him the truth!'

'If the memory in the world's memory fragments can really be changed... the most likely person to change this memory is himself!'

Chen Yan had just finished cleaning up the white cat's vomit, and looked at the white cat that suddenly started eating vigorously. He was extremely surprised. This was the first time he had seen it eating so actively.

Maybe it's because its body has reached normal health!

He sat cross-legged on a single bed covered with light blue sheets that had been washed until they turned white. He excitedly watched Desire eat while thinking in his mind:

'That old guy left the cat here and ignored it at all? Didn't he give it to me directly? It's really troublesome. What do I need this thing for? I don't have enough to eat myself, so I bring such a thing with me.

Oil bottle, isn't this a waste of money...'

Wishes sensed his thoughts and let out a low growl of dissatisfaction. Chen Yan immediately began to coax her in a soft voice, which made her even more painful.

After Xixi finished the food in front of him, Chen Yan let out a sigh of relief.

'Come on...you can't throw it away anymore. It's such a small one. If I throw it away, it won't survive.'

He touched the white cat's belly and back of its neck, which had yet to grow hair, and then found a faint black line behind its head.

Chen Yan was stunned.

'Hey...this is...'

He scratched his head.

'Is this cat...still a tabby?'

He saw the white cat shivering and thought it was cold, so he ignored its weak struggle and hugged it again.

"Be good~ Go to sleep~ Sleep and grow stronger~"

The white cat in his arms shook even more violently.

Chen Yan thought it was cold, so he wanted to find something to keep it warm, but there was nothing handy. In a hurry, he took out an unwashed dirty vest from under the pillow and wrapped it up.

The wish was almost suffocating, and he rolled his eyes, kicked his legs, and became motionless.

Chen Yan thought it was finally warm and fell asleep, and then felt relieved.

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The days on the boat are beautiful but boring, and the voyage on the sea seems to have no end.

Wishes worked hard to eat every day. Under Chen Yan's care, its growth process was greatly shortened. In just half a month, it was able to stand independently.

But she didn't know why, even though it had the strength to stand, she still couldn't extend her thoughts.

She was anxious in her heart and understood that she might have encountered the worst situation - the monster girl had tampered with it, causing her to be completely bound by it in her body, unable to extend her thoughts as her body grew.

The ability to get out.

Despair made her feel confused every day, eating and sleeping, sleeping and eating... She seemed to just accept her fate.

Until one day, on a night when the waves were roaring, there was a knock on the door outside Chen Yan's cabin.
Chapter completed!