Chapter 164 The Corollary of Desire

‘It seems like Chen Yan’s will is quite firm... He has been tortured by this corrupt thing for a long time, right?

It’s really not easy for me to maintain a correct understanding of my identity even now when my soul is incomplete.’

After wishing to think about it for a moment, the events recorded in the memory fragments of this world have ended, and everything has returned to the starting point and started again - the conversation on the boat in front of them started again.

"Your sister is already waiting, Ayan..."

"Child, you are talking nonsense..."

The things that happened in the memory fragments of this world began to cycle again. I didn't want to watch it anymore, so I turned around and left.

In the long river of memory fragments from the endless world, Chen Yan's "body" has been almost completely deconstructed, until in the end, only a few scraps of paper are left among the scattered memory fragments.

The world in those scraps of paper is so incomplete that there is no possibility of entering it.

Desires can only be seen from the outside.

She found more rotten things among the messy scraps of paper. Those dirty things invaded Chen Yan's soul in such an open manner, occupying all the important corners of his memory and corrupting those memories together with his soul.

Bad, twisted…

The only sound that I wish to hear among the "shreds" of shattered memories of the world is the four words pronounced in the Asian language:

your sister.

All the rotten things are telling Chen Yan that he has a sister.

'Why do you insist on being someone else's sister? You are crazy...

So perverted...'

Desire calmed down a little.

'Now that I think about it, that girl's motives and methods are very clear.

Her motive for doing these things is to make Chen Yan think she has a sister.

Her method is to "stuff corruptibles into the memory fragments deep in Chen Yan's soul, and let these corruptibles corrode Chen Yan's memory, and then affect the soul".

Chen Yan's soul had experienced serious [corruption].

Corruption at the soul level is very terrifying. When a mortal's soul is corrupted, it can turn into a psychotic person at best, or a perverted murderer at worst.

——This situation is obviously not the result that the girl wants.

Therefore, in order to ensure that Chen Yan would not become a lunatic - in order to still be the sister of [normal Chen Yan], she found a way to burn Chen Yan's corrupted memory - just like what happened just now

Zhang is like fragments of memory from a world that was almost burned out.

Chen Yan now may have some impression of the memory in the burning world memory fragment, so I was able to deconstruct this fragment from his body.

When the fragment is completely burned, he will completely forget that memory - together with the fact that he has a sister!

What are you doing!

After finally changing his memory, he wanted to burn this memory again.

In this case, wouldn't the troublesome task of [changing his memory] be in vain?

What kind of operation is this? I have never seen it before...'

Desire calmed down for a while, but still didn't understand what the girl was doing.

She tried hard to organize her thoughts and reviewed her reasoning:

‘A large part of Chen Yan’s memories before coming to the empire have been corrupted to a certain extent.

This part of the memory has become corrupted, so the soul that stores these memories has also been contaminated.

After burning these memories, in order to ensure the safety of Chen Yan, the corruption must be completely eliminated - that is, the corrupted souls that store these memories must also be burned together.

This is the reason why Chen Yan's soul is incomplete.

Most of these memories - Chen Yan's memories before he came to the empire, have been burned. Even if there are some left, they can only constitute his current fragile and simple worldview that cannot withstand scrutiny:

"About his own identity", "About his understanding of the Empire", "About his purpose of coming to the Empire".

Therefore, once something about his time before coming to the empire was involved, Chen Yan would subconsciously "avoid the topic" - this was his subconscious protecting himself -

Once he talks about non-existent memories, he will have this [avoidance reaction]: as long as he deliberately does not come into contact with those non-existent memories, he will not have doubts about his own life, thereby avoiding the disorder of the world view and the impact on his own existence.

The danger of doubt.

It's really strange, why is his subconscious mind so strong?

The subconscious mind of normal people is not as strong as this...

Or maybe... the girl gave him some kind of psychological suggestion, giving him the instinct to "self-protect" and "avoid dangerous problems" from a spiritual level?

All of these situations are possible.’

Wish recalled the burning piece of paper she had found earlier.

'Then, by inference, the original question has been answered so far.'

‘Judging from the world memory fragments deconstructed from Chen Yan’s body, most of the world memory fragments before he came to the empire were corrupted.

These corrupted memories, along with the infected soul, were burned away by the girl.’

She got a ridiculous answer.

'After she went through all the trouble to corrupt the soul by influencing memories and thereby changing Chen Yan's perception, she burned those memories.'

After successfully answering this question, Wish was confused again.

'It was burned so easily?'

'But...what's the point of this?'

'Is it like tearing off a doll's nose when you don't like it after playing with it?'

'What on earth is she going to do...'

"Why would a being as powerful as a god go through all the trouble to torture such an ordinary mortal?"

Chen Yan is indeed an ordinary mortal, and the carbon-based life sequence is not mixed with any weird things - this point has been carefully confirmed by Xixi when he stole his mobile phone.

Already.

I pondered the wish for a long time, and suddenly my eyes lit up.

'etc……'

'Is it possible that it was not the girl who made these [corrupt memory fragments] burn?'

The girl stood on the river of world memory fragments, her eyes becoming brighter and brighter.

'Yes...yes! It was not the girl who made these corrupt memory fragments burn, but Chen Yan himself - it was Chen Yan who used his own will to ignite those corrupt memory fragments!'

'This is not impossible! The only thing that mortals can rival gods with is [will]!'

'Chen Yan, this bastard, is so awesome! He actually fights to the death, even if his own brain is burned through, he still has to use his own will to fight against an unknown god!'

' Something else must have happened - before he came to the empire, a very, very important [event] must have happened - in this [incident], Chen Yan had a very serious conflict with the girl!

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Chapter completed!