Chapter 573: Conversion
The photo was taken ten years ago. I should be glad that QQ was popular at that time. Everyone always likes to get a very unconventional hairstyle, make a "V", puff up the face, and then take a photo and upload it.
I also tried to enter the space. Later, my father beat me to a pig's head. My mother happily logged into my account and changed her avatar to a big lotus. She also uploaded a family photo to the space, including the name of the space.
It was also changed to "Heart is like a lotus flower"...
Something that made me miserable at the time has now become my life-saving straw...
At least, in the dead of night, I can still take a look at their appearance. I'm afraid that if I live with this kind of knife-edge licking blood too many times, my heart will become numb, and I will forget how I lived before, and even their lives.
I also forgot the appearance...
There is a family of three, my dad is on the left, my mom is on the right, and I am in the middle, pretty good...
There is no particularly bright smile, it is very calm. It is an ordinary photo no matter how you look at it. But for some reason, my nose feels sore every time I see it, and this time is no exception.
Shigen noticed my expression and glanced at it hesitantly. Then his expression changed. He nodded and looked at me: "They are yours..."
"You guys drink first. I feel a little bored. I'll go out and sit for a while. We'll talk about things later when I come back."
I tried my best to squeeze out a smile, stood up and left without wearing my down jacket, and walked straight out of the courtyard. Then I felt as if all the strength in my body had been taken away from me, and I squatted down against the wall on the right side of the door.
I gritted my teeth and tried my best not to make a sound, and blinked my eyes hard not to let tears flow down.
There was a "creak" sound behind me, which was the sound of feet landing on the snow.
I rubbed the corners of my eyes and turned around suddenly, only to see it was my master. He was smiling, warm and powerful.
"Master..."
My stubbornness collapsed like an avalanche, and I suddenly swallowed harder: "My parents were not doing well, not at all. When I was sitting in the car eating snacks and spanking Lao Bai and the others, they were in the snow.
I’m struggling, I can’t even afford the worn-out shoes…”
My master sighed and sat down next to me in the corner like a village man. He stretched out his arms, pulled me into his arms, and said softly: "Do you feel you are suffering?"
I was stunned for a moment, thinking about what I had experienced over the past year, and silently shook my head.
"Is it really not bitter?"
My master said: "When you were trapped in the tomb eating Guanyin soil, when you cut off the dragon's veins and suffered the punishment of heaven, and were buried alive in the soil, wasn't it just as painful?"
I still shook my head.
"But if your mother knew what happened to you, she would probably blame me as your master, right?"
My master smiled and said: "If a person feels that he is suffering, that is hypocrisy. If he feels that others are suffering and wishes he could take his own life to replace it, that is love. To love someone is to wish that the other person would not suffer at all in his life. I just feel that
People who suffer themselves are actually miserable, which means they are really lonely, but people who feel the suffering of others are happy. At least...you have a refuge for your soul."
After saying this, my master raised his head and looked at the sky, gently rubbed the top of my head with his palm, and said to himself: "Master, when I was young, I left home and returned home. I don't know what family love is, even if it's face to face.
Taoist Sanqing, there always seems to be something in his heart that cannot be calmed down for a long time, and it has been like this for half his life. In the past, he traveled around the world for several years, and often forgot when to go back. But this time, after only a month, he felt that it was time to go back.
On the way, I suddenly realized that in the past I didn’t know where to go home because I didn’t know where it was, but now I feel like a tired bird is returning to the forest because I have a refuge in my heart.
Those who have a refuge are happy.
This mutual conversion and mutual bond are like an invisible ribbon in fate, always pulling each other towards each other involuntarily.
So, don’t be afraid. One day, those who entangle themselves with you will come to you step by step.”
After saying that, he stood up. I raised my head to look at him, and suddenly I felt that his whole body was shining under the dark sky of the snowy field.
"The thing that Master regrets the most in this life is accepting you as his disciple, and the thing that he fears the most is accepting you as his disciple. People who become demons are often sentimental people."
"It's almost time to go back to eat. Lao Bai and the others are waiting for you. You have many bonds. If God abandons you, there will be a place for you in the world..."
"..."
His voice was a little erratic, and when I came back to my senses, he was already far away.
"Bond, place of refuge..."
I muttered to myself and clenched my fists silently: "One day, I will hold on to these bonds and walk towards you step by step. No one can stop me..."
Rubbing my face, which was already numb from the cold, and taking a few deep breaths, I suddenly felt a lot more relaxed. When I went back, I saw Lao Bai and Wu Shuang looking worried and anxious, and they smiled.
Only then did I relax.
I sat down and raised my glass, suffocated the liquor in one gulp, exhaled the smell of alcohol, and looked at Bai Gen: "A piece of clothing when it's extremely cold, a meal when you're hungry, these are priceless things. You have formed a good relationship.
After saving my parents, I don’t say that I will get a weed ring in the next life. That’s unreliable. Just talking about this matter, I will definitely stand in front of you and won’t run away when I can’t hold it anymore, so you don’t have to be taboo, just know
It’s all said.”
"People say good intentions are rewarded, but I didn't believe it before. I was willing to help others just for peace of mind. I never thought that God is really watching this..."
Shigen was a little bit embarrassed. He was a straightforward person and couldn't say those empty words of gratitude. He opened his mouth several times but couldn't come up with anything meaningful, so he raised his head and fucked, and said with a slap in the face: "Everyone."
It’s in the wine.”
As he was about to fall down again, I reached out and pressed his wrist.
"Let's stop here today and let's talk."
I smiled and said: "The things are done, the wine will be dry and the glass will be dry, and you will stop after getting drunk!"
Bai Gen didn't persuade him to drink anymore this time. He silently picked the mutton in the basin with a knife, but he seemed a little absent-minded. I knew he was thinking about something, so I didn't interrupt and waited quietly.
"I don't know where to start talking about this..."
After a long while, Bai Gen said: "Not three or four days after your parents left, a group of people suddenly came here. They were not our locals. They seemed to be here for tourism. They were just next to the road on the right hand side.
When I got off the car at my family's place, I begged and said that there was no one around and I wanted to have something hot to eat.
People like this are not uncommon here. Although we are not engaged in tourism, we have cattle and sheep pastures at home, we are not short of money, and we are not mean people at heart, so when we meet such people, we usually greet them.
It’s just a few extra pairs of chopsticks, and there’s no charge afterwards.
That time, it was no exception...
The family members greeted those people.
While eating, a man suddenly raised a knife used to eat meat and asked the host, "Do you think this knife can kill people?"
The male owner of the house said that we old Mongolian people are very quick to eat meat with our hands. It is not the kind of knife in restaurants. It is just like a thin iron piece. If you accidentally cut your hand, you can only peel some oily skin.
You can use a knife to skin a wolf.
The man's eyes lit up and he asked, "Can I try to skin you?"
The male host got a little angry and said, why do you talk like this? I invited some of you strangers to dinner with good intentions. Isn’t it ignorant?
As a result, the man rushed up and grabbed the male host's hair, and the knife was thrown at him.
A family of three, two adults and one child, were all killed...
Those few people acted very decisively, and the whole family was stabbed to death without even letting out a scream. After that, those beasts really skinned the entire family...
Afterwards, I got in the car and left calmly..."
I secretly glanced at Brother Yaozi. What Bai Gen said was very similar to his experience, which made me a little worried. However, Brother Yaozi had a strong heart and remained expressionless. I was relieved and asked
:"Then what?"
"At the beginning, no one paid much attention to this matter. They thought it was just a few lunatics, so they called the police. The police came and investigated and collected evidence. Moreover, there were cameras on the road that captured the license plate numbers. Those people ran away.
No, everyone didn’t think much about it and just regarded it as murder..."
Chapter completed!