Chapter 362(1/2)
What are inner demons? What are karma?
When I embarked on this path of spiritual practice, I always heard my master mention these words, what cause and effect, what karma, and I was always confused.
It wasn't until I cut off the dragon's veins and buried them in the soil that I understood what cause and effect is.
But now, I gradually understand what the inner demon karma is. It is not as mysterious as the words seem, nor as obscure as I imagined. It is dormant around me, inseparable from everyone, and in the end it is my own.
Experiences and encounters, whether good or bad, when it has a huge impact on you and makes your mind nailed to this matter like a nail, you will sink forever and draw a picture for yourself.
A prison cell with no way out.
This thing is the devil, and will push people step by step towards the abyss of hell.
There seems to be something stuck in my heart, and if I don't express it, I won't be happy. The endless anger will burn me to ashes at any time.
I am by no means a warm-hearted person, but I don’t think I am a bad person. I saw an old lady fall down on the road and refused to help her. It’s not because I am cold-blooded. I also want to help her, but I am more afraid of losing everything. I will help others.
The main premise will never affect myself.
People are selfish, I don't think that's okay.
However, there will always be some dark and vicious things in this world that are beyond human imagination, tearing apart your fragile heart and immersing you in boundless darkness. You will never be reincarnated, leaving only a sense of resentment.
I just want to pick up a knife and cut off all the evil in the world, and then shout at the other person's corpse and ask - Why the hell can't you live your own life well and have to kill people who have nothing to do with you? Human beings must have
Fight to the death?
I returned to the house tiredly, and threw my body heavily on the kang. The hard kang was incomparable with the Simmons bed. The fall hurt my back, but I didn't seem to notice it, and my eyes were straight.
I stared at the dim light bulb, as if that ray of light could bring me salvation, but I kept muttering to myself: "I will never become a Buddha until hell is empty."
This is a famous saying of Ksitigarbha Bodhisattva. When I heard this sentence before, I just felt that this monk was so determined, but now I taste something different - it is a kind of hatred with gnashing of teeth and a residual poison towards human nature.
A side of hatred that comes from the bone marrow!!
I comfort myself in my heart that I just need to take a nap, and when I open my eyes, the sun is shining brightly, and there is another lively and funny boy!
But when I really closed my eyes, I realized that I couldn't sleep. As soon as I closed my eyes, I saw the despair of Old Man Qi and the fear of Dahuang, not to mention the piles of corpses trampled under the feet of Yaji.
Turning over and sitting up, there were two big mouths facing me, and they secretly cursed for being nosy and bitchy. They are all irrelevant people. Why do you hate them so much?
However, when I started to hate myself, I couldn't stop it. Maybe I was really a bitch. My body was obviously very tired, but I climbed up from the kang and huddled in the corner, looking straight ahead, in my head.
Thinking about the whole incident.
The tooth thief was seriously injured and could only huddle in a crowded place!
This is an important point to find her!
However, as long as we leave Zhenwu Temple and there are people everywhere, what does this clue mean?
I decisively gave up this idea and began to think about the person Yaji tried so hard to save.
A person with congenital deficiencies is actually a waste who can't do anything, a weak and sick child. This kind of person must receive the best care, be constantly maintained with drugs, and have someone to take care of him 24 hours a day.
Yaji was busy gathering the twelve zodiac signs, and it was absolutely impossible to take care of this sick man.
"Hospital!!"
I sat up all of a sudden: "This sick man must be in the hospital!! Old man Qi's grandson was lost twelve years ago, and now he has come back to take revenge. This is a long process, more than ten years, and a man with a congenital deficiency is lingering.
Such a long period of time must require the most advanced medical conditions and meticulous care, which is exactly what Taipingdao cannot provide. These grandsons can harm people, but cannot save them. Only hospitals can do this!!
Since Yaji is so concerned about this sick man and has done so many cruel things for this reason, he must not be too far away from this person!
Since the dental charlatans are active in Taiyuan, it means that this hospital must be in Taiyuan!!
So, which hospital is it?"
I patted my forehead and secretly cursed myself for being a fool. The Fourteenth Patriarch kept talking to me about congenital deficiencies, but the question is, what are the diseases caused by congenital deficiencies? At least you have to know what the disease is in order to know this guy.
Which hospital is it in?
I felt like I had come to life. I rolled over and moved all the documents out of the bookshelves and drawers to see if I could find one or two medical books.
I have a lot of books here. In addition to the books handed down from my family, my master has also moved many documents from the Zhenwu Temple to me, letting me study them when I have nothing to do.
My ancestor said that my ancestor was the best at medical skills, but I don’t believe that there are no medical skills in the books my master gave me!
Snap!
A scroll of paintings suddenly fell at my feet. It was the scroll of Tao Wangqing. When I was seriously ill, the person I had been thinking about put away the scroll. After all, the painting was not elegant and was always placed by the bedside.
The impact was not very good. After hiding it, I almost forgot about it.
Looking down at the painting at my feet, something moved in my mind. I quickly bent down to pick up the painting and unfolded it. My whole body felt as if I was struck by lightning, and my face turned pale. In a state of confusion, I stepped back again and again. I don't know why.
He just sat on the ground, stared at the person in the painting, and murmured to himself: "She's here, she actually came to me..."
In the scroll, a pretty lady is undressing her clothes. She is lifelike, as if she is about to step out of the scroll at any time. Her eyebrows are slightly raised, and the corners of her mouth are slightly raised. She is really in high spirits.
Tao Wangqing at this time may be the happiest time in her life.
King Hui of Guangchuan, Liu Qu, loved her the most at that time. Although she was not a queen, for a woman, her husband's love and care was the best rain and dew. Only the kind of true love that made her delicate flower bloom brightly.
Only the joy and happiness can be engraved on the paper like this, showing me, a man two thousand years later, how magnificent and gorgeous she was in the past.
Perhaps, at that time, she could not have imagined that the most ruthless family was the imperial family. How could there be any love in the eyes of the Liu family? Today, you have an unparalleled face, and he draws yellow eyebrows for you in front of the mirror. Tomorrow, he will fall out of the sky and fall from the sky.
The bottomless abyss, in the end, he will spit viciously at your bones, leaving a cold and cruel smile, as if the love in the past has never happened. There is Chen Ajiao in front of you, and you fall into the Changmen Palace in a snap of your fingers.
She was depressed and unhappy, and then she, a poor person, was chopped into pieces by the poisonous woman next to her lover with the wave of her hand, just like what the Han family often said in the poems they sang in their mouths - If I can't be a beast, I will be my enemy.
, since it blocks my virtue, I can’t sell it.
I shook my head and waved away all the pity. I didn’t know how many times I had seen Tao Wangqing in the painting. Only today, the smile in her eyebrows and the slightly raised corners of her lips suddenly became
It became blurry and gradually overlapped with a chubby, fleshy little face.
"It's so similar!"
I gently closed my eyes, and the scene in the Demon Tomb in which Tao Wangqing died to save me echoed in my mind. She danced gracefully in the light and rain, and then the scene turned, showing a pitiful little girl huddled in the darkness.
In the alley, he looked at me timidly: "You told me that your name is Zhi Niang'er. Now, I met another child named Xiao Zhi. Why didn't I think of it? The names are almost the same, and even the appearance is the same.
What is carved in the mold, is it really you who came back to find me? As the saying goes, when a flower withers and a flower blooms, it is already determined!"
After saying this, I sighed softly.
Tao Wangqing painted a Rakshasa. When he was killed, he was too resentful. Five thunders struck his head. Only a wisp of his soul escaped and got into the painting. Because of the concern of future generations, he came back again with the blessing of his mind. In the final analysis, what I saw
She is just a part of the remaining soul.
When Old Man Li talked about her to me, he also said something that went against common sense and was almost completely impossible to happen.
Five thunders struck the sky, and a ray of remnant soul escaped. Logically speaking, the remaining soul had long been annihilated in the endless power of heaven. However, after the previous generation of ferrymen carefully explored it, they were horrified to find that another ray of Tao Wangqing's remnant soul had actually escaped.
It’s reincarnation!!!
This is something that has never happened before.
The ferryman was puzzled and didn't even know what would become of the remnant soul that ran to reincarnation. Old Man Li said that remnant souls reincarnate and those who are born without souls are most likely to be fools, but in view of this
This kind of thing has never happened before, and it cannot be ruled out that there will be accidents. It is impossible to say that the reincarnation will have any weird abilities. It will definitely not be a normal person, but the chance of this is very small.
The fact is obviously that the probability is very low.
Xiaozhi can occasionally see the fate of others and is gifted. Could it be said that this is the ability brought about by the reincarnation of the remaining souls?
The previous generation of ferrymen said that the reincarnation will instinctively approach the other remnant of one's soul. Therefore, I don't have to take the initiative to look for it. As long as I hold the scroll in my hand, the reincarnation will come to me. Xiaozhi also said that he was baffled.
I came here and couldn't get rid of me, but I didn't have any paintings with me at that time. Could it be that... Tao Wangqing entrusted himself to me, and the cause and effect has been passed on to me?
"Can't see clearly, can't understand..."
I shook my head, feeling that this matter was more complicated. I hesitated for a moment, and finally put away the scroll silently, not wanting to let Xiaozhi know about it. The moment I closed the drawer, I looked at the hall where the Zhenwu Flag was enshrined, and couldn't help but murmur to myself:
"You in the past life have withered, and you in this life have come to me again. The past life is the past life, and this life is this life. Why should you keep the dirty things from the past life in your mind in this life? Just live a happy life. I owe you one."
You should try your best to repay your fate, and when the time is right, the cause and effect will come to an end."
Tao Wangqing's greatest hope is that her soul can be perfected. Not only did Zhao Xin's residual poison cook her into mincemeat, but also asked a warlock to suppress her body so that she would never be reincarnated. She came to me precisely because the ritual officer is good at cracking
In this situation, only by releasing the suppression of her physical body can her two souls be perfectly integrated.
It’s just that this matter has too much to do with it!!
Five thunders struck the top, a ray of remnant soul escaped, and a ray of remnant soul reincarnated. This kind of thing is so weird that it is basically impossible to happen. I don't think this is a coincidence. The reason may be Tao Wangqing herself. She herself doesn't know what happened.
What kind of special method does she have? God knows!!
As the saying goes, one drink and one peck have their own destiny. Perhaps the two remnant souls cannot merge. This is destined by heaven. I cracked the killing pattern of her body and helped the remnant souls merge. This is going against heaven, and the cause and effect may be great.
It's beyond my imagination.
However, since I agreed to this matter to her, I decided to try my best to find her body in the future, but it was better not to tell Xiaozhi about these things.
This time I took over the matter from Old Man Qi. When I went down the mountain, my master went into retreat and saw the prophecy again, but it suddenly became blurry. It seemed that something major happened and affected my life. It was a big mistake.
of variables.
Does the variable my master talks about refer to the demonic obstacles in my heart, or does it mean that completing Tao Wangqing's entrustment will affect my destiny?
Both seem to be possible!
To be continued...