Chapter 202 A Story
When I returned to the village again, it was already around eight or nine o'clock in the evening. The villagers were squatting outside their houses, staring motionlessly into the distance, like clay-embedded wood sculptures, without any vitality.
"It seems that this is their original appearance. At least in An Ru's mind, they are just like this clay-embedded wood sculpture."
I sighed in my heart, and wherever I passed, the villagers kept moving out of the way, as if I was a vicious person who could eat people without blinking, the kind that tastes like crispy chicken...
Tonight, Anru did not go back to the house to sleep early as usual. She moved a small bench and sat in the yard looking at the sky in trance.
When she saw me coming back, she smoothed the messy hair on her forehead, turned around and said with a smile: "You left the village, did you find anything you lost?"
I shook my head and looked at her with complicated eyes.
Even though I knew clearly that this was a ghost mother, a dangerous creature that was rare for thousands of years, I still couldn't feel the slightest fear in my heart.
"Perhaps we have been too peaceful with each other in the past!"
I was thinking silently in my heart. After breaking through the window paper, I didn't know if this kind of peace could still be maintained.
As for fighting a ghost mother, I have never thought about it.
People often say that one can defeat ten groups with one force. If I encounter such a vicious creature, I will have all kinds of tricks and spend thousands of days planning them, but in the end it will be useless!
Ma Liuzhi was so ferocious before, but didn't its power come from An Ru?
This is a much more powerful existence than the Ghost King!!
"What's wrong with you? Are you in a bad mood?"
An Ru tilted her head and looked at me, smiling and comforting: "Don't worry, it's so difficult to find two things in such a big mountain. If you look slowly, you will always find it."
I smiled and said that it was not because I lost something, but because I suddenly thought of a story, so I was a little distracted.
"story?"
An Ru's eyes lit up, and then she said, "Are you hungry?"
The implication is... tell her quickly.
Every time we have dinner, I will tell some novel things to relieve my boredom, which seems to have become a tacit understanding between me and her.
"Not hungry."
I shook my head, gently pulled her in, prepared my words, and told this story.
The story is actually very simple. It tells about a very kind girl, innocent and pure, with a beautiful temperament. Unfortunately, she encountered a very vicious family. Her father beat her all day long, and her stepmother often abused her, but she never hated her.
They, until one day, her stepmother wanted to take away her jade bracelet. The jade bracelet was the only thing her biological mother left for her. It was her last thought. Naturally, she didn't want to give it to her, so her stepmother took the feather duster.
He beat her wildly and even cursed her biological mother in various vicious words.
She finally got angry and went crazy, because her biological mother was the last holy place in her heart, so she started to argue with her stepmother. During the argument, she picked up a kitchen knife and hacked the other person to death...
The moment she saw the blood, she was completely possessed.
Anger was as deep as the sea, engulfing her whole body, and all the hatred in the past suddenly surged into her heart. She rushed into her father's room with a kitchen knife, and hacked her father to death on the bed with several knives.
Later, she gradually calmed down and looked at the two corpses, fear taking over everything in her.
She couldn't believe she had done such a thing.
Under the extreme psychological stimulation, she went crazy!
Then, the days went back to the past.
She would get up early and go out to work every day, as if she was a hard worker under the oppression of landlords in the old society. All the proceeds from her labor were placed in her father's room. She would feed the two dolls every day and even grab the doll's hand.
Hit yourself...
She completely forgot that she had killed her parents, and felt that her parents were still alive and bullying her as always, as if this was the only way to find inner peace.
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Of course I'm not imitating Grimm's fairy tales or telling Cinderella stories...
I was insinuating An Ru!
The girl in the story who killed her father and mother is An Ru!!
A very kind-hearted girl who was persecuted to death and did not think of revenge even if she became a ghost. Kindness and patience have become her nature. Such a person will easily suffer psychological problems once she gets angry and gets blood splattered every step of the way.
!
The explosion sounds hearty, but in fact, for some people who have been oppressed, after the explosion... it will always bring boundless fear!
Don't say she is a ghost or something, ghosts come from humans, and ghost nature is human nature!!
From a psychological point of view, when something extremely stimulating happens and you know the objective fact but refuse to admit it, this is called denial. Refusing to face reality and forcing this memory into your subconscious is called repression.
Although the two sound similar and even appear to have similar conditions, they are actually very different.
If this person knows the truth in his heart and is completely awake in his heart, but acts like he doesn't know, that is denial, which is similar to lying.
If you can't feel the fact happening at all, as if this thing has never happened, it is depression, similar to self-hypnosis.
Undoubtedly, An Ru belongs to the latter!
When she chased the villagers out of the village and slaughtered the village in anger, at that time, seeing the corpses and blood everywhere, her spirit fell into madness. Out of a self-protection defense mechanism of her own, all the demonic nature and facts were all destroyed by her.
The burial was so deep in her heart that she even forgot about it!!
But she is a ghost mother, and her power operates according to her inner world.
When she chooses to be depressed, those villagers will run out according to her will and become villains, just like they did in life, constantly bullying and insulting An Ru. Only in this way can An Ru feel comfortable.
Sounds perverted, right? Like masochistic tendencies?
But human psychology is complex, and no one dares to say that they can fully understand human nature. This kind of thing may be great, or it may be so dark that it is shocking!
For Anru, being bullied is the norm, and it is obviously easier than facing a bloody massacre. Staying in an environment where she is bullied makes her more comfortable, at least she does not have to veto herself!
As for why the girl’s biological mother was involved in the story, that was also intentional!
But the only one who never insulted her mother!
Why?
It's very simple. Po Wen said that it was An Ru who killed her mother and harmed the whole village. They are all victims. Why are you so impatient? I'm afraid An Ru won't be happy to argue with her mother, at least.
, Father An is very fond of this daughter-in-law!
And her mother is the only person who has never bullied An Ru, and is probably her only psychological sustenance!
Although An Ru had gained strength when she slaughtered the village, the long-term bullying made her want to explode. I'm afraid it would not be easy. There must be a sufficient point for her to explode.
I guess this point is her biological mother!
In the chaos, someone must have completely torn apart the pretense, even her biological mother scolded her, and this led to the disaster!
So, of course, my story must have this section. If I don’t allude to everything, how can I stimulate An Ru?
Now, Anru is directing and acting in her own inner world. She is not awake herself. All the facts and her sobriety are kept deep in her heart, preventing her from waking up. There is no solution to all this!
At least, from a Taoist perspective, there is no solution!
This matter seems to be a ghost disaster, but in fact it is An Ru's knot in his heart. Mysterious techniques cannot solve the knot in his heart, so I can only act as a fake psychiatrist for once.
The simplest way to deal with this kind of self-repression is to stimulate her to face reality and bring out the real her!
I didn't know if my guess was right or not, and my eyes kept wandering around An Ru, observing her reaction.
At the beginning, An Ru listened with great interest, but gradually her body became shorter, and finally she was lying on her legs.
"What's wrong? Are you feeling uncomfortable?!"
I patted her shoulder gently, but An Ru shivered all over, trembling helplessly...
"Brother Jingzhe, stop talking..."
Her voice was almost pleading: "I felt very uncomfortable after listening to it, as if I was holding back a breath of anger..."
Holding in your breath?
Is it true that you were stimulated to wake up?
It's impossible not to tell her. If I don't see the real her, how can I know what she wants to do to me? If I want to kill her or cut her into pieces, I have to have something to say!
I was cruel, holding her wrist with one hand to prevent her from getting up and leaving, and said with a smile: "The story will be over soon. Later, the girl woke up because a pedestrian passing by came to her house to ask for water, and she gave it to him
The pedestrian introduced his parents. The pedestrian was frightened and asked, "Aren't these two dead people?" She was very angry and said, "How can the pedestrian say that her parents are dead?" The pedestrian was so frightened that he pointed at the doll and said to her
One word."
After saying this, I suddenly raised my voice: "If you don't believe me, cut open the human skin and see if there is any heart underneath!!"
An Ru was shocked all over, and then became unresponsive.
I stared at her intently, let go of my hand holding her wrist, tensed up all over, and quietly moved away.
After a moment, An Ru quietly raised her head, a stiff and weird smile appeared on the corner of her mouth: "Really? But without your heart and soul, are you dead or alive?"
Chapter completed!