Chapter 1829 Lighthouse
People are all greedy.
After Ma Yao's rare confession and he spoke a few more words to me, I wondered if I could reveal more.
So, I tilted my head and looked at her carefully for a long time.
Whether it was her expression or her posture when sitting on the kang, all of them were carefully observed without exception.
She held her chin up slightly, her expression relaxed, her hands folded in front of her lower abdomen, and she showed no intention of doing anything.
After confirming that I would most likely not be beaten, I further probed: "You have never died... Is this kind of transformation your final appeal?"
"If you have something to say, just say it. Don't be hesitant. That's what women can do. Don't beat around the bush. That's what villains can do. You have both. You look very wretched now."
Yao Yao looked at me sideways, fully expressing his contempt for me.
Obscene?!
Why do these two words have nothing to do with me?
I coughed lightly and said with a sneer: "There's no such thing as hesitation. You also said that it's a woman's fault."
"Irresistible men do it too."
Yan Yao sneered, was silent for a moment, and said: "Actually, it cannot be said to be the final appeal. Time is very long and people will always change. At different points in time, people's appeals are also different.
In the beginning...well, when I was still human.
I am actually a very ordinary Yin Shang princess. The king said that we are a clan of human kings. The king’s affairs are to be sacrificed to the Rong. Women like me are not allowed to perform sacrifices. Therefore, I am just like other royal women.
I practiced martial arts every day. At that time, the person I admired most was Queen Fuhao. My biggest ideal was that I hoped to be like her and lead the army to fight against the Rong and Di.
Later, I got my wish and died in battle.
Losing that physical body and becoming a soul meant that I was separated from the human world.
The Yin slave said, Master, stop looking at the mountains and rivers. You have already given your most precious things to protect these mountains and rivers. That's it. Now you should live for yourself.
I think that's right.
So, I tried to make a living for myself, taking my slaves around and visiting the great mountains and rivers. That was what I most wanted to do but could not do in my lifetime, and I had enough time...
You may not feel much about this. Sometimes there is a lot of time and it will not die. It is really a disaster, especially when this long time is spent chasing yourself. Over time, it will become deep into the bone marrow.
Lonely.
You will always get tired of doing what you want to do, and when you get tired of it, you will be aimless, like a walking zombie.
When you are aimless, even feel that existence is a burden, and are so bored that you even tend to self-destruct, then someone suddenly appears and gives you another goal, and this goal is very interesting to you.
, then, this goal will become a beacon in the darkness and your only motivation to move forward.
Therefore, it is actually inaccurate to say that it is the final appeal. It is just my only choice in that situation. It is better than being bored to the point of wanting to self-destruct."
I subconsciously asked: "Is it still your only choice now?"
"You have to remember one thing, Wei Jingzhe, when you decide in your heart that you want to do something, and it is the only thing you want to do, you will not tell others what you really want to do.
Especially if this person is capable of doing bad things."
Zhang Yao looked at me, his eyes were bright and even a little dazzling, which made people dare not look directly: "Now that I have the courage to say it, it means that it is no longer the only thing I want to do. I find... I don't seem to be like before anymore.
I am also lonely to the point of being crazy. My head is not empty and I feel like there is nothing worth thinking about. Now I have a lot of things to think about clearly and a lot of things worth remembering. Well... how should I put it, color, yes,
It is color. No matter whether the memory is pain or joy, you must at least have it first. As long as it is colorful, no matter whether it is good or bad, people will have the motivation to keep going.
Therefore, there are many things, and with color, there is not only one lighthouse in life to guide the way forward, and people will become calm."
I was stunned for a moment, and before I could think these words clearly, Yao Yao suddenly sighed softly: "Of course, I still want to do that thing, at least I want to try it.
Black bird...
We Yin people have been claiming to be the Queen of Black Birds since the moment we appeared, but no one can tell what makes us stand out.
So in the eyes of the people of the world, especially in the eyes of the Zhou people, this was a joke. When King Wu defeated Zhou and defeated Emperor Xin in Muye, he laughed and said, after all the black birds, I haven't seen your Yin Shang blood.
The difference is that when blood flows into a river, it still smells extremely fishy, three times more fishy than cattle and sheep.
Therefore, the saying that a black bird is born and descends to give birth to business became an obsession in the hearts of the people of the Yin and Shang Dynasties. It was like self-deception, as if they were anesthetizing themselves, and then they gained a kind of nihilistic pleasure.
This is very shameful.
Therefore, I especially want to prove that our blood of the Human King is really not a lie. This is also the reason why we hit it off immediately when that person mentioned this matter.
Now that I think about it, I suddenly feel that that person... is really insidious. He must have been observing me for a long, long time and already knows what I am thinking. If he takes action, he will definitely succeed. What a plan!"
I gestured and asked: "What kind of level are you... right now?"
"Can suppress the Heavenly Master.
If I face your master, within three moves, I will be strong, after three moves, he will be strong, after ten moves, he will be able to completely suppress me, and after dozens of moves, I will be defeated."
Yao Yao did not hide anything and said calmly: "After completing this transformation, my essence is no longer a ghost, but a descendant of the black bird, another kind of living being. However, the power of my bloodline is mixed and impure. Before, I was still my own soul.
It is full of yin energy, which is suppressed by my own blood, and my strength is completely dependent on the power of this blood. Once the blood is stimulated, I must win quickly, because I can't hold on for a few moves, and the energy and blood consumption is too serious.
Once the Yin Qi loses its suppression, it will kill me if it breaks out. After all... I am no longer a soul, and those Yin Qi are no longer power to me, but... poison!"
hiss!
I took a breath: "This is somewhat similar to my earliest dragon transformation!"
"The problem is more serious, shorter, and more dangerous than yours...
After all, the black bird bloodline I possess is too thin."
Jiang Yao shook his head slightly.
I understand that she is full of contradictions now. Although her life has undergone transformation,... the problems from the past are still left.
After a moment of silence, I mustered up the courage to say, "What about the black bird? That person... well, he was the last Heavenly Official. What else did he say to you?"
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Chapter completed!